you h8 it when i do this, do that, do this, do that
well what do i do then? 
cause both of my hands are tied

i cant believe you're so nice 
i thought i showed you my deep darkest secrets inside
although they're covered in ice

I trusted you right  from the start 
you had potential 
you had a kind, sweet and loving heart
i guess my love wasn't essential

you keep me awake at night 
im missing out on dreaming 
photos of us by my side 
i swear to god im screaming 
holding on to my stomach tight
i fkn hate this feeling 
i see a broken boy, dead in my eyes 
i guess theres no concealing

sideview drive

I don't wanna be the one to break the bad news to you 
It's always give, you take 
This two way street is feeling lonely 
You double cross your fingers while you roll your eyes 
And I'm getting sick and tired of all your fucking lies 
Promises kept on a nightstand 
Keep catching myself saying "remember when" 
If I'm in your head again I guess I'm doing something right 
And I don't fucking care if you can't sleep tonight '
Cause I'd rather sleep alone than let you fuck with my head 
It's a sinking feeling, and I'm drowning in it 
I feel my chest begin to cave in 
It's a sinking feeling, and I'm drowning in it

do this, do that w/ sideview drive (thislandis)

and you never know
if the sun goes cold
when the truth unfolds
i'll be there to hold 
you even if ur wrong
i'm staying strong 
but you never know
you never know 
what's coming
next for you

always itching
waiting for 
ur text to come thru

i cannot believe
that there's no pain
in this world

set back 
relax
i can't 

too much
inside
again

gotta
leave
my skin

cuts
relieve
the achin

i thought 
i had a future
but

and you never know
if the sun goes cold
when the truth unfolds
i'll be there to hold 
you even if ur wrong
i'm staying strong 
but you never know
you never know 
what's coming
next for you

and you never know
if the sun goes cold
when the truth unfolds
i'll be there to hold 
you even if ur wrong
i'm staying strong 
but you never know
you never know 
what's coming
next for you

but u never kno (lostcage)

lyrics 

if u take my hand
i will guide u back
and if i took that chance
u would break my back
on the ground we stand
over buried bones
i find it hard to scream with a broken throat
i got blood pouring out
of my fractured nose
im freezing to death
in this forest cold
theres bugs climbing out
of his porous skull
and his life went to waste
what a poor soul

and i hear you when you scream out for help
cuz i been there
and nothing was brought to my aid
but i wouldn’t accept any help
so i brought it upon myself 
what a shame

and if i disappeared 
would a thing change
im brought to tears
but i push thru the pain
and my face turns to ashes at night when i rest
and my eyes burn hard at the sight of your face

if u take my hand
i will guide u back
and if i took that chance
u would break my back
on the ground we stand
over buried bones
i find it hard to scream with a broken throat
i got blood pouring out
of my fractured nose
im freezing to death
in this forest cold
theres bugs climbing out
of his porous skull
and his life went to waste
what a poor soul

follow my lead cuz i think i know where im going (prodsecre)

prod Michael Harrison :)

i promise, i had on the tip of my tongue
these things never really work, thats just my luck
why are all my friendships just falling apart 
cant ignore i know the reason, its just not what i want

im so frustrated 
lost all my patience 
we dont talk alot im sorry 
know that i dont say this enough
just know ur in my thoughts
promise to keep in touch
maybe i
maybe i think too much

in touch

and we all know happened
 I think It all burnt down in auburn 
And I won’t warrant that reaction 
but you can tell me all about it while we go

check out consignment and every store 
It’s not replacements but holding places 
we cherish more than we know in the core
choose the new ones it’s hard to face it 

adjust the ocular focus what’s ahead and I credit 
those before me chose adore me 
open the levy let’s start this out  
we gotta start letting this go to start living out our lives oh 
better said than done put the effort in we’ll get it right this time 

And if we don’t then I won’t hold it against you 
No I won’t 
I won’t 
I said 
Just Sever everything 
I thought I could 
I doubted through it all 
I called I talked 
It didn’t solve a thing 
I crawl along it’s staying underneath 
and we grew this outward 
distance claimed by forces 
outlawed from the trinsic
Plains and we can just get out of there
Out of reach again this time 

adjust the ocular focus what’s ahead and I credit 
those before me chose adore me 
open the levy let’s start this out  
we gotta start letting this go to start living out our lives oh 
better said than done put the effort in we’ll get it right this time

we all know what happened (King Theta)

prod yunnygoldz

lyrics ⬇️ 
lived half my life like this oh man
oh god why cant i forget what im missin most
itchy throat that i cant pass by so im sinkin another boat
just look at my characteristics 
i swear i got nothin to show
a lot less than most
not what you expected not even close
when i look in your eyes mine dont wanna close
if i love you then everyone knows
that i wont make it there without a new dose

yea i swear you look beautiful in every single pose
not an angle to imagine that i think uou could blow
but everything explodes when your over 
and nothing ignites as we planned
i can tell how tonights gonna be in advance 

ive lived half my life like this oh man
oh god why cant i forget what im missin most
itchy throat that i cant pass by so im sinkin another boat

whys it so hard just to look ahead in my life for a minute 
everyones upset i dont know why theyre livid
can you tell me when it’s finished 
oh they think im trippin out on the barstreet
but really im just chillin with grayson
so when you tell me that you love me
it only seems like its partly

hardly ever wanna step foot inside house now days
and i dont wanna look up
yea
cuz i would rather hide my face
and its hard not to tear up
when i think about everything i fail in my life in your eyes
but its okay
and i cant even flinch when they hit me with those words in my face cuz i know that theyre coming
doesnt matter what i think cuz im a still a disgrace according to their wording
but im hurting, tell em everyday and only thing they say is sure thing

tell me when it’s finished

lyrics

you not telling me sum
so whyd u think id trust
i wash off the blood
oh the walls covered in rust
bb whats ur rush
im geeked off what the fuck
youre lying to my face
but hes dead in the trunk
u shuld run
i gave you a head start
its gonna get ugly 
id suggest you stop the front
i step to the back
oh this shit so sad
but you had chose to spew all of the bullshit out your head

i had seen a devil fore i saw you
now i think im the target of a monster
and you could walk the trail but itll haunt you
you look in my eyes but im gone too
i appear at the shrine that you walk to
you seem too equipped for a spawn kill
watch how it permeates the clock room
i think ive given up in a monsoon

oh ur so uptight 
i had lost my way almost every time
gimme one more day to be all youd like
sneaking in my brain and now ive lost my sight
sit inside the studio i burn my eyes
zoning out in place, under LED lights 
i can see ur face in the candle light
u seem to be there every time i die
oh
your too slow
to stop whats fate
oh
let go
i hate the taste
if given a choice i would not change a thing
id let it come and see what my fate brings
inside your head its a dial tone ring
just take a breath and calm down fore we sink

i had seen a devil fore i saw you
now i think im the target of a monster
and you could walk the trail but itll haunt you
you look in my eyes but im gone too
i appear at the shrine that you walk to
you seem too equipped for a spawn kill
watch how it permeates the clock room
i think ive given up in a monsoon

lowest tier scum [single]

lowest tier scum

lowest tier scum (sorrowbringer x dash)

drops on all platforms - friday 13th june 💫

produced by: @prodjolst
featuring: @ripskele

and i know i look high im jus tired 
she weren’t the one she was lyin 
i jus poured up a 4 of the pinewood 
i jus switched up the plug now i’m flyin 
i pop a 10 n get violent 
i don’t fuck w opps or the sirens 
talk 2 me nice or be quiet 
u ain’t on this smoke ion buy it 
no i don’t buy it 

[skele]
i pray that someone take me home 
im not seeing right 
im mixing pills into my drink
so i can sleep tonight 
god i know u make me sore 
i don’t need reminded 
fucking kicking down that door
didn’t try to hide it
pouring up this drank 
into my cup gon make it worse 
i can’t even speak 
fuck up this check 
so it don’t hurt
put this metal to my brain 
go afk 
i’m making sure
hope i forget about ur face 
i pop this k 
like its a cure

and i know i look high im jus tired 
she weren’t the one she was lyin 
i jus poured up a 4 of the pinewood 
i jus switched up the plug now i’m flyin 
i pop a 10 n get violent 
i don’t fuck w opps or the sirens 
talk 2 me nice or be quiet 
u ain’t on this smoke ion buy it 
no i don’t buy it

tired w/ skele (jolst)

hypnotize (ft. vails)

i’m glad your cheeks are red, my eyes have turned grey
and i look like a million but i feel like loose change
someone told me ill always get in my way
well if there’s two of me, ill make sure i include him everytime i pray

and with this circumstance, hope you think we should stay together
cause these dreams hurt so much
i miss you so much
and that’s my bad for thinking that i would be better after the mountain trip
i miss myself so much
and then you call my phone
i’m off the medicine
and i’ll sell my songs
so you’ll have a place to live
cause my heart is full
and my brain turned mush
hope you know when i’m gone
that i did all i could

let’s get it started then, while im here i might as well turn up
i’m drinking right off the block at this block party im bouta fuck it up
i’m gliding through this shit i really might just blow up like “Just Cause”
i know i “pour for four” but bae i really think that you’re the one
and i’ll slide
but im scared that it’s the last time
but you stay by my side
and i don’t know why you do that
but i’m glad you’re here tonight

and given the circumstance i hope that we can stick together
cause these dreams hurt so much, i miss you so much
and i guess that’s my bad for thinking that we would be better after the mountain trip
girl i miss us so much
hate being on my phone
i love the medicine
and i’ll sell my songs
so you’ll have a place to live baby
my heart is full
and my brain turned mush
hope you know when i’m gone
that i did all i could

i used to think that people like this were so reckless
now when my friends call me doing drugs i get jealous
my armors chinked with arrows sent here by the marksmen
they blocked out the sun and used my back like its a target
stop it
i been dodging shit like i did back when i fought margit
stars lit
baby come outside and we can stargaze
im out smoking on the balcony come and join me
i wont jump fr

and with this circumstance, hope you think we should stay together
cause these dreams hurt so much
i miss you so much
and that’s my bad for thinking that i would be better after the mountain trip
i miss myself so much
and then you call my phone
i’m off the medicine
and i’ll sell my songs
so you’ll have a place to live
cause my heart is full
and my brain turned mush
hope you know when i’m gone
that i did all i could

loose change (p. under the maple tree)

everything by me

Lyrics:
i've been searching for something for a while
i hope i find oh my

i really do
i really do

i dont know what it is tho
i just wish i could go go
i just wish i could go go
home home
i am already there/dead though
oh i know x3

could you
could you

could you tell me where to go
ive been searching so
for what do i know
i guess a purpose or so
that's why i ask of you bro
to tell me where to go
i dont wanna live in this swamp
no more

for what do i know

I think everyone should play an instrument, you don't have to make a living out of it, just sit down and play.

Beat account: @houcibeats