sway w/ tristxn (frozy x kappafvr)

split (santana x reidenshi)

gashapon (kujxku)

2025-01-28 11:49

purely non-profit

mix: autotune (retune 8, humanize 29)

heavily inspired by notahero & the song September by 9tails

Lyrics:
16, I still feel like im 16
Lifes passing through their eyes
but me im still missing
oh that's so pessimistic
20-16 that's four years of me
persisting

but it's quite alright
it's fine
I lied i just wanna
take my life
all day all night
I dont wanna fucking try
I just wanna sit inside my room
and cry like

I haven't done
Anything at all
Since like three weeks
because i feel so weak
it's been like three four weeks
it's been like three four weeks

but i think my colds slowly cleansing now
maybe i'll get my power back just like that
It would be magical like wow what's that
is it my power coming back
is it my power Coming back

oh i dont really know
i cant see into the future
and it shows
by the way that im acting
cause I just keep on fucking re-enacting

16, I still feel like im 16
Lifes passing through their eyes
but me im still missing
oh that's so pessimistic
20-16 that's four years of me
r persisting
That's just foru years of me persisting

and im fucking done with that
done with that yeah
done that with yeah
im just done with that
done with that

yeah im done with being down bad
yeah im ready to be like sinbad
yeah im ready to be like so rad
yeah im ready to be such a chad

yeah im just scared of that i wont fucking do it
yeah im just scared of fucking doing
im just scared of fucking doing
anything at all

(and i dont rly dont know where this fear is coming from)

feel like raw (kaadota.)

produced by @prod-dash 🖤
mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EEgzoEH60Cg

harmonies construct of her in vain,
when i had felt the same, i wonder what you let slip loose
idolized in holistic refrain from scaring you away,
but it was you who had left so soon
redundancy falls on the floors of insult,
diffusion of awe is now subtle appall
when the fracturing stops, he returns to his lot
and continues to watch the forgotten responses

how long has it really been?
on everything i could've been your confidence;
wounded deep, but regardless you were gorgeous
external forces couldn't conquer this fortress,
girl i was all in,
now i'm more of like a martian,
a foreign entity ignored and made of sport in pure extortion
the score depends on those who force it,
but on my life i'll never pry into this systematic fortune

easy aches at your name
november stays, but it's may

he's licking tears and steeling bones
from baring sights of burning homes
and of the counterparts still present, most have nearly decomposed
the oxygen persists, but the fluids marching in
wreak havoc on the aspens, now his blood is wearing thin
the centuries forgot receive his aching and distraught,
converting portions of distortion into frequencies bewrought
the ice goes in by division of his temperance
sickly to this weather, but she ain't even my medicine

it's two-forty-two as the film rolls into view
i beg your pardon, i'm enshrouded by the memories construed
just anyone won't do,
the comfort causes calluses he's unable to move
they stare at him in twos

the burial becomes attraction, and of the visitors, it's nothing but distraction
come one and all, before root is sawed, the chainsaw, it stops,
he of wooden rot, with that pandora's box, reverse the plot
the acid sat within his stomach summits to his top
begone of influence it's over 'fore it had begun
i'll never feel that same alikeness, they just read me wrong,
just to do me wrong

bare trees conceive cold leaves,
you showed me what we couldn't be
washing over me, frostridden stings
that sole breeze had spoke "don't leave"

easy aches at your name
november stays, but it's may

the paneling glows a familiar sequence,
but it's passage won't open to those who would seek it
through timing and tamper he had managed to enter
unaware of it's contents, he treads a bit deeper
in awe of the contrast from seeker to aether
he's welcomed to stay, but he's covered in shivers
for those it abducts are reduced down to neither
so backwards he goes, where his soul doesn't meet her's

come the night i'm allotted what's divine
i got bugs up in my head,
they always scratching, leaving bites
ain't no energy to waste on those unkind
only time you talkin shit is when you're doing it online

november (dash)

i saw this cute girl
up on instagram
but her bio says..
that she has a man
now i know i can get her
cause thats bullshit::
when they say they
luv their bf oh shittt
when they say they
luv their bf theyre lying
all it takes is sum clout
they come flying
they still txt me back
u know who u aree
she couldnt handle it
she wanted a star
sry bby its the end for you
ima tell him everything
you put him thru
maybe then he'll actually leave u
but hes a cuck 
so i guess he likes to please u
ew ew ew ew ewe ewewewe

Shout out halfhearted for working on this with me 🫶🏻

You haven’t seen the worst yet w/ halfhearted

thank you

1. lowlife (they think i'm crazy)
2. take the wheel
3. glide
4. let go
5. DTNS
6. games
7. don't you go saying that

lowlife [https://trenchdog.bandcamp.com]

open5eason (killedmyself)

lyrics

are you really sorry, i don't believe it
i've been out on the road, catching feelings
watch me lose my fucking mind
girl, i'm drinking all the time
i said i'm going to change my life
i guess we both like to lie
i don't think it's the same, girl, i'm trying to drown my pain
you're just sinking in the sorrow, that is not my fate
girl, i've lived enough for you
don't want to die just because it's true love
yeah, that just sums it up
what control do i got when i'm in your void?
you cut me up to bits and pieces, i'm just like your toy
are you not bored of this?
because i'm sick of this
i wasn't born for this
this is what they mourn for
you can heal up, if you wanted to
you're powerful
i know it's all love, deep inside of you
but i'm warning you
if you take this path, you better see it through
many lives have suffered when they're stunned to move
that's enough
i've suffered enough
we've suffered enough
trust me, i know, in these seas it gets stormy
it gets rough
hurts at first, but there is beauty in this stuff
look up to the saints, and they will guide you through the mud

sinking

sinking (thesoundclown)

the worthless

uncertain

the water

is rising



im choking

help me

i dont know how much more i can take



oh what a beautiful night it is

the wind is howling at my skin

inching me closer to the window

and im not scared at all



a walking corpse

cleanse my soul

rid me of all my impurities



or let me rot

6 feet deep

either ways fine with me





i gave the world my heart and all i have to show for it are scars and nightmares



and i always think about how fucked up it is that we live our whole lives trying to please others



but we can never please ourselves 



day after day

night after night

its just never enough and it will never be enough



now everyday i just sit in this bed and feel sorry for myself and the cycle repeats like clockwork



years to months to days to hours to minutes to seconds



and i swear the only way out of this prison i put myself in is a bullet to my fucking head or a bottle of spilt pills



i need to learn

to just to give in

theres no point in fighting it anymore

i gave the world my heart and all i have to show for it are scars and nightmares

random stuff i've made that i felt wasn't good enough 4 my main

check out my main: @houcii

feel like raw (kaadota.)

houci's hidden gems

Recent comments

B. Word

INXANITY

Related tracks