Prod Matthew may 

She says she cares 
I know she don’t 
You’re in my head
I’ll slit my throat 
She said to wait 
You know I can’t escape your touch 

So I’m here waiting to wait again 
It’s no fair that I’m getting played again 
And I found the words to say to you 
No girl no point of degrading you 

Sit me down but I dont want to talk 
There’s no point of going on and on 
And I know that things won’t be the same 
And I know cause I found the words to say 

So I’m here waiting to wait again 
It’s no fair that I’m getting played again 
And I found the words to say to you 
No girl no point of degrading you 

I won’t wait 
I won’t wait 
I won’t wait 
For you to change 

So I’m here waiting to wait again 
It’s no fair that I’m getting played again 
And I found the words to say to you 
No girl no point of degrading you 

So I’m here waiting to wait again 
It’s no fair that I’m getting played again 
And I found the words to say to you 
No girl no point of degrading you

Waiting 2 Wait Again

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Solo Queue (Prod. w/ Kazba)

2025-01-28 11:49

purely non-profit

mix: autotune (retune 8, humanize 29)

heavily inspired by notahero & the song September by 9tails

Lyrics:
16, I still feel like im 16
Lifes passing through their eyes
but me im still missing
oh that's so pessimistic
20-16 that's four years of me
persisting

but it's quite alright
it's fine
I lied i just wanna
take my life
all day all night
I dont wanna fucking try
I just wanna sit inside my room
and cry like

I haven't done
Anything at all
Since like three weeks
because i feel so weak
it's been like three four weeks
it's been like three four weeks

but i think my colds slowly cleansing now
maybe i'll get my power back just like that
It would be magical like wow what's that
is it my power coming back
is it my power Coming back

oh i dont really know
i cant see into the future
and it shows
by the way that im acting
cause I just keep on fucking re-enacting

16, I still feel like im 16
Lifes passing through their eyes
but me im still missing
oh that's so pessimistic
20-16 that's four years of me
r persisting
That's just foru years of me persisting

and im fucking done with that
done with that yeah
done that with yeah
im just done with that
done with that

yeah im done with being down bad
yeah im ready to be like sinbad
yeah im ready to be like so rad
yeah im ready to be such a chad

yeah im just scared of that i wont fucking do it
yeah im just scared of fucking doing
im just scared of fucking doing
anything at all

(and i dont rly dont know where this fear is coming from)

feel like raw (kaadota.)

Missbruksgemenskap

Serratica

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U KNOW HOW IM ROCKIN CUT OFF STOCKIN MY DREAMS R HAUNTED MY BOOTS ARE ROCK MY JEANS ARE ROBIN, GOT A BRIETLING 4 THE TIMER 3AM GANG MOUNDRICH HAUNTAHOLICS EXCLUSIVE BODY NEVER FOUND GANG 2K25 JACKOLANTERN BOYS HAUNTED MOUND BITCH

SEMATARY - PLACE BEYOND THE PINES FT. SMOKEDOPE2016 PROD. SEMATARY

lyrics:

no i dont need hoes
but i been on my own
so damn i might need those
no i dont need hoes
im always switching girls like my clothes


no i dont need hoes
girl sent me texts but
i did not read those
like how its my fault
when you're blowing up my phone

she pulling up in a nightgown
just cuz i said that i needed her right now
i need a bitch thats with me when the lights out

what we even talk for 
i dont know myself
i been having thoughts with a gun upon my shelf
i dont wanna talk much
singing sound tone deaf
i been making garbage
thats why i dont drop much

no i dont need hoes
but i been on my own
so damn i might need those
no i dont need hoes
im always switching girls like my clothes

i dont need anyone (prod. killedmyself)

lyrics

i don’t even understand why u left is it all my fault?
guilt permeates the air like i didn’t care
now im starting over from scratch why’s all this seem so fucking typical
it’s easier to breathe and stare while i go nowhere

life, keeps fucking me over like left and right
man sometimes i just wanna fuckin die 
i waste my time inside
i barely show my face
i feel so out of place
like an alien up in space
man i just want a taste of a normal life

like how’s i supposed to know
u were gonna go
a target placed on me it’s like u were aiming for my throat
throat, mine closed up i couldn’t say no more
fuck i think i passed out and smacked my head upon the floor

what was i fuckin thinkin huh
love blinded me and it’s obvious 
holdin back tears and it’s bad for us
i’m done
if i can’t count on u
then, then what would u have me do?

i don’t even understand why u left is it all my fault?
guilt permeates the air like i didn’t care
now im starting over from scratch why’s all this seem so fucking typical
it’s easier to breathe and stare while i go nowhere (2x)

typical (sorrowbringer)

mix & mastered in zaini’s room 
produced by @zainibeats & @skinnyatlas

Rise Up (prod by. skinny x zaini)

fog lurks on that murky lake i cant see my face in the dull reflection
everyday is too much for me so just bury me underneath the sediments
i been movin too carelessly and ive been livin a lttle bit too reckless
i been making it too hard to breathe with this weight i put on my chest its too much

its too much for me
everyday the same bullshit man everyday its the same damn thing
thought that i would reiterate in case you never heard it come outta me
mist covers the muddy water and i dont recognize the man i see

shattered, ribs
broken, home 
shed my, skin
break my, bones

watch my, fate
break the, seal
suicidal; subside 

I watch my fate seal as I'm getting older
Break the seal I ain't staying sober
suicidal put that on my mother
I'll subside and just get in line

I've done alright as of late I'm covered
Dead inside but those thoughts get smothered
Quit the drink but I'm still not sober
Smoking dro to keep me in motion

Oh shit
I Took too much now I'm missing the potion
I get addicted too easily abusing the substances
I guess that I was just under assumptions
That I had it under control
I thought that I needed you but Im better on my own
I'm better off all alone
I'm better dead in a ditch on the side of the road
Let me go



suicidal;subside (neverforever x grace horn)

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