PAİN

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non-profit on my behalf.

all credits to øneheart <3

øneheart - apathy (slowed reverbed)

callous your mind (david goggins x tom platz)

David Goggins x Test and Recognize

"YOU HAVE TO BE INSANE" JAY CUTLER GYM MOTIVATION // kerosene (super slowed)

Change - Kevin X Arnold X Tom X TrenTwins X Ronnie

"They Don't Know Me Son" - David Goggins x Kerosene

music video: https://youtu.be/D682dSewGfA
thank you for the millions of streams on this song on spotify,
as well as the thousands of videos on tiktok using the audio.
seeing you all living your life to this song i just randomly made one day in my room after a good bike ride, i had no idea it would reach so many people. thank you all for listening and showing me your world on tiktok, and you all have in turn changed my world streaming this song so many times on Spotify. thank you all so much. i know soundcloud is a bit dead these days, but if you would like i can share music here too, and not just to spotify. let me know! big love
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7pxIYxdkx2675ZGKSAPBAy

as an update, i am writing this on 7/4/23 - i am currently writing more ambient music as well as nothing is real, part XIX (19). i am excited to share with you all this new music :) and again, thank you all so much for streaming the heck out of these songs on spotify. it truely means the world to me. thank you so much. it has made the situation with my health a million times easier. <3

ambient vol 3

numb

Spotify Link

stone in focus

DISCLAIMER : This track explores themes of mental anguish and self-destruction. If you are struggling, please seek help. You are not alone.

playlist with songs like this : https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1gBKGsn4v0dUPp9H9W7ayS?si=7Z0jHKvoRMitr27P5XmXqA
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Spotify

my little winter.

not recommended for listening if you have suicidal thoughts. it's all in your head. It will be much better if you change your playlist. thanks

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/40njHIBZY0OnjuKEPKC9pu?si=Dgpu5ZQ9RqGJrE62MYVpCw

if you need more of this you can follow me - https://www.instagram.com/lesmusicprod/

Lyrics: 

My footsteps tread
Lie low and lone the silent dead,
Beneath the turf, beneath the mould,
Forever dark, forever cold,
And my eyes cannot hold the tears
That memory hoards from vanished years
For Time and Death and Mortal pain
Give wounds that will not heal again,
Let me remember half the woe
I've seen and heard and felt below,
And Heaven itself, so pure and blest,
Could never give my spirit rest,
Sweet land of light! thy children fair
Know nought akin to our despair,
Nor have they felt, nor can they tell
What tenants haunt each mortal cell,
What gloomy guests we hold within,
Torments and madness, tears and sin!
Well, may they live in ectasy
Their long eternity of joy;
At least we would not bring them down
With us to weep, with us to groan,
No, Earth would wish no other sphere
To taste her cup of sufferings drear;
She turns from Heaven with a careless eye
And only mourns that we must die!

derealization

I will see you in the next life.

17 years old in tennessee
Shadows Under A Grim Atrophy OUT NOW
YUNG PROPHET SUICIDE
(fka. Swag Souljah)

I will see you in the next life.

House of Leaves