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chilly

A track about self reflection

Lyrics:

Out of reach
Floating down in the water
Make believe
Delusional like a prayer

There I lose control
Of everything that I touch
Here I'm on my own
And anything follows a path
There I lose control
Let alone that I try
Here I am alone 
In my own misery

You see me reflected around
I know I'm not supposed
To see you, inaudible fount
But I know every single word

You're saying out loud:
”Loving you is my own curse”

In May I made my own
Hiding place from a box
In June you saw it break
Under the weight of discontent

And now you see me reflected around
I know I'm not supposed
To see you, inaudible fount
But I know every single word

You're saying out loud:
”Loving you is my own curse”

Me In The Mirror

A track about something, I forgot

Lyrics:

Time doesn't work when we stay
For long hours in this room
That Ivy that grew on my arms
It'll die by the time you're gone
Long quiet hours at the same
Window from where I saw you leave
Standing where I stood before
Pretending to live by different terms

Nobody gives you freedom
I'll never take it my way
So give me the key and I'll be back to youth
I never said I'm a dreamer
Just want to live it my way
So give me the key and I'll be back to youth 
I'll never carry my own weight
I just need a key and I'll be back to youth
Cause now I'm sure I'll never find my own way
So give me the key and I'll be back to youth 

Such a long way
To where the meanings are
You could find me praying
And end up in solitude
You could find me astray
Within the empty yards

Maybe it won't matter what I say
But I don't want to be cruel
I'll do what you need me to do
And open my eyes once more

I loved, will always love
But what for?

Nobody gives you freedom
I'll never take it my own way
I just need a key and I'll be back to youth
I never said I'm a dreamer
Just want to carry my own weight
I'm living to see, seeing to prove

Nobody gives you freedom
For any price you cannot pay
So give me the key and I'll be back to youth
I never said I'm a dreamer
Just want to live it my way
I'm leaving to feel, feeling to leave
I'll never carry my own weight
I just need a key and I'll be back to youth
Cause now I'm sure I'll never find my own way
So give me the key and I'll be back to youth

Back to Youth

A track about borders

Lyrics:

Nowhere to go
Nothing to see
Not a thing can grab onto me
Cause I'm Aether

Don't be silent please just tell me
Can you solve my mind?
I'm coming out so crazy from these days 
But I can't lie
Every now and then I feel ok
But never fine
Lead makes the system crawl
But never goes far

Craving more than I can take
Dance around round I go whatever comes my way
All my limbs disconnect from the earth and I can feel
Memories and fantasies but I can't tell what's real

Nowhere to go
Nothing to see
Not a thing can grab onto me
Cause I'm Aether

I've no bounds
Round I go

Aether

A track about being at the wrong time

Lyrics:

Don't say goodbye like you are
Just human to my own very eyes
Like you are about to leave my life
I'm so one dimensional
No change in sight, a simple kind
Don't leave me behind
Not here not now it's not the time

To drown in this blue world
I know it's not the time
To drown in this blue world
I'll wait tomorrow
I know it's not the time
I'll wait tomorrow

Tomorrow
Don't say it's too hollow
You reach me and deep down I go
Reach me and deep down I go

I'll wait tomorrow (Not here)
I'll wait tomorrow (Not now)

Tomorrow
Don't say it's too hollow
You reach me and deep down I go
Reach me and deep down I go
In the water

II. Not Now

A track about being at the wrong place

Lyrics:

It goes with wine
Swimming by the pond
Cold like ice
Frozen to the core
I left my mind
Standing by the clothes
Like salt now in water I dissolve

I know this feeling like I know my hands
Pours in my mind but can't fill my head
Wish I could yield my assertion forever
Reach me and deep down I swim

We'll be in tears till the winter ends
Till the last drop of water I dissolve

I know this feeling like I know my hands
Pours in my mind but can't fill my head
Wish I could yield my assertion forever
Reach me and deep down I swim

I. Not Here

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and i said whats up
what you been thinking
cos you been staring at that roof so long id swear its come alive
and she spoke nine words
and now were sinking
but i cant find it in myself to want to lie to keep this thing from going down

cos that girl took my heart
and i aint want it back
no
im laying down my cards

cos you said it meant nothing
and i shouldve kept my silence
but i guess im too attached to my own pride to let you know
that all these words meant nothing
and ive always been this heartless
and we were just having sex no i would never call it love
but love

oh no i think im catching feelings and i
dont know if this is empathy i feel just
hold on remember why you said this was the last time
woah
so i guess its
let die to let live

and whats good
when both choices ive got
have us staring down the barrel
to the bullets i cant stop
and so i stand off
like indecisions kevlar
till this fear of feeling stops and im done
but you

no i dont know how to forget you

cos that girl took my heart
and i aint want it back no
a bulletproof restart

oh no i think im catching feelings and i
dont know if this is empathy i feel just
hold on remember why you said this was the last time
woah
so i guess its
let die to let live

no i dont know how to forget you

/i am done feeling

i think you think too much of me

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Ritual

Adam Jensen - Sandcastles

Notion (2016)

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produced by EDEN

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Notion (prod. by EDEN)

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TRACE - Heavy Shoulders (Far & Few Remix)

I've been a fan of Manila Killa for awhile now and it made me so happy when he asked me to remix "All 2 U." I wanted to create something that had the originals' core elements while transforming it into my own sound and creating something completely different. Hope you like it <3

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Manila Killa - All 2 U (Covex Remix)

LONE WOLF (feat. NOVAA) by Moglii
Humming Records 2019

Lyrics NOVAA: 

He’s sweet as cake but I ain’t hungry
not today
I keep the plate full of choices
never made, never made

Lone Wolf 
never meant to love
Lone Wolf 
never meant to trust

Come back to leave me
my property ain’t made for two

Ain’t it funny 
somebody wants to hold me
but I still wanna dance in the cold rain
I still wanna drown in the lonely days
Ain’t it funny
my body wants to hold me
but I still wanna dance in the cold rain
left the one that I want

Lone Wolf

Dinner’s served come at the table
I can’t eat on my own
I’ll just sit and watch you swallow
all my love

Lone Wolf
what if I still love
Lone Wolf
what if I still trust

Hungry love but food is gone
nobody can take the things you never got

"When I wrote “Lone Wolf” three years ago I was struggling with a situation with someone that I’ve been seeing back then. In the end it mainly consisted of awkward and painful silence and I sacrificed a lot of myself for the whole thing. Luckily when it all was at its peak, Moglii sent over a track asking if I have ideas for vocals. So I wrote “Lone Wolf” and was finally able to express what I wanted to say the whole time.
I sent the files over to Moglii, he decided to put aside the instrumental I originally wrote it for and create a new track around them. First he had the bass line for the verses which I fell in love with immediately and then it took some time to finish the song off and come up with a chorus that we both liked. But after we let the song rest a little and came back to it, we found something that we both were and are super happy with.

For a very long time and unfortunately still in some moments today I feel like I don’t deserve a healthy, working social life and/or relationships. You could say that a person thinks something like this because of low self-esteem and that definitely adds up, but I actually realized that it’s mainly a protective mechanism. Staying away from social interactions means you don’t have to deal with all the uncomfortable things that come with it (rejection, disappointment etc).
Out of my experience I know now that being a “lone wolf” doesn’t work. Living in a pack is way more fun and healthy. It’s ok to feel lonely sometimes especially when you’ve been hurt or rejected recently, but you have to make sure you know that you are never alone. Human beings are weird and sometimes not very nice but they are always part of your family.
“Lone Wolf” is a song about feeling lonely and for all the ones that feel lonely so they know that doing so is ok and that we all sometimes do and that it’s a feeling and that feelings will always pass."

Lone Wolf 🐺(feat. NOVAA)

this song got real weird real fast, but it be like that sometimes. i wrote this song with the thought of my first date (as in the person) in my head. i didn't understand a whole lot of the things going into my first lil 'romance', so it could've gone far better than it had. i was also extremely insecure about myself overall... internally and externally. but i learned, and got through some pain that was there just cause i didn't understand what was happening all that well. no one knows everything their first time in a, whatever mine was lol, though. so its all good! ima keep learning.

sweet luna

A track about summer evenings

Lyrics

I've never felt sentimental
For years I always felt I had something wrong
In my head in my heart beats
I never thought I'd learn to love

I feel my blood and my heart 
Dancing to your stare
Life in summer went fast
Since you're in my head

I never felt sentimental
For years I always felt I would never change
I'll pay with my soul
For all the times you stood by me

I feel my blood and my heart 
Dancing to your stare
Life in summer went fast
Since you're in my head

Life before my eyes felt 
So flat I don't even care
About all the time I spent
Reaching out for something I can't have

I never felt like you

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Sentimental

A track about a friend of mine

Lyrics:

Soon will rise a storm
Will burst into our home
If I'll turn pale of fear
Remind how brave I've been

When it comes to an end
Will my love be like Summer Clouds
To bring life through my hands
To the hills, to the rest of us?

I've been writing words
To be sown in the ground we own
Once born they'll cast shadows
Tall like gods but the menacing ones

When they come at the door
Oh my love be like Summer Clouds
When I just feel too lost
Bring me life through the raining sound
Life to the hills beyond us

Will we harvest storm?
This field of mine is drier than I pretend
I've been lacking words
Since you threw them overhand

The sky looks made of gold
Oh my love be like summer clouds
And wash away the dirt
From the hills, from what rests of us

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Summer Clouds

Afterglow feat. Lizzy Land (PINES remix)

love you guys ❤️

i thought i had it all figured out
inside my head
but as it all turns out
things didn't go my way

just give me some time
some time and i'll be fine
just give me some time
some time and i'll be fine

i feel like i am running out of time
i'm losing my mind
lately i've been doing less and less
it scares me though
the thought that i might lose it all

just give me some time
some time and i'll be fine
just give me some time
some time and i'll be fine