Name: Little Darling (Prod. Boyfifty) by @howyadurnz
Duration: 3 min 23 s
Description: So I've been gone for a while on my solo page I haven't released a solo track in almost a year, so this is a lil breakup song I did. It's produced by Boyfifty and engineered by @ascendantapaulo I hope you can enjoy and relate to this and as always thank you for listening!

im fiending for another collab with this guy

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Through turmoil and grief, here is the next installment of Just Some Bars. Enjoi.


“I wanna die, I don’t give a shit
Load the chamber, hold it to my head if my finger slips,
The trigger clicks, blast my brains all on the wallpaper
They’ll tell you that they love you but they all haters
And hatred’s a sickness that’s contagious
This rat race is rigged you play and think you winning till you see all the people placed in prisons and cages
I tell myself I’ll flip the whole page and make history change this
But instead I get drunk losing faith in myself thinking that I ain’t shit
I know that I ain’t nuthin but a drunk to you momma
Shoulda put down the bottle and tried just simply loving you momma
I know Imma bum to you momma, and you don’t trust in me momma
And when I tell you this you gon tell me it’s nothing but momma
I can’t tell when you lying, sorry but I know you too well
So imma bounce, pack up two bags, and roll a few L’s
Ready to leave, everything be, heavy on me, maybe I’m weak, or just a B-I-T-C-H ass mf
Go ahead ask about SpencerLee, they’ll say,”oh yeah that sucker,
He so wack, what a faggot, always crying and yappin”
Everyone thinks I just be lying and acting
Well bet, then check the temperature it’s gonna rise till it’s crackin
Thermometers all of y’all fake w me then to be real I guess it’s time for some action
So I walk inside w the handgun and start firing and clapping
Until everything in sight is massacre, I leave em lifeless with passion
Yes I may have yet to make it,
Still locally celebrated and overly dedicated
Kick it like kung fu Ken on leveled stages
Fist fight w mics I’m master Ip when I write
The Deadlee Asian
So Hi, eyes looking like master oogway when meditating
Not a boardwalk trick when I ascend and start levitating
Been chronically medicating, with chronic I’ve been inhaling
Too often been stressed and anxious, so I drink bottles on the daily
But I’ve been tryna quit and jump ship I’m sick of feeling wavy
Plus life’s been a bitch I swear on some real shit, these women crazy
I know you just wanna see the shine in my eyes when I smile,
But god damn girl, I haven’t even cried in awhile,
And now I’m starting to lose it,
That’s why my mind’s gone and my heart’s in this music
In large part I just do this for my dearly departed and who’s in my corner
My momma, my pops, and all my brothers apart of the movement
I do this in spite of all times I was called retarded and stupid
I do this so dope that every bar is as harsh as the truth is
I do this too well, you can not group me along with the new shit
You thought they were dope till you heard me and found out where they got their whole blueprint
They’re empty magazines, I’m gunfire and smoke from hollow tips shootin
These mere bullets show you your death and then follow you to it
But aside from the tools I keep, I’m tryna keep sane
So I don’t flip on some other shit end up dying in vain
Imma start my own shit, but we a different type of gang
I am gaining a new guidance, but tell police I don’t bang
Prolly sippin on some water while I’m sliding in my lane
Ditch the 40s I ain’t too old but but there’s life inside my game
That’s exactly why my name is what my name is
Hold an L if you think I’m trying to be shady’s clone,
Like a 380 chromed out, I just reflect what I’ve been shown
But don’t get it twisted you can’t do what I have done
Even if you wore my shoes you couldn’t tell where I was from
L”

Just Some Bars Pt. 2 Vol. 2 | Phantom of the Opera Remix | prod The Alchemist

Featuring The Sultan. Produced by BRXDSHXW & Daks9k. Engineered by Stxrly. 

"Last Concern" deals with pain, fallout and feeling like you're being torn down. Excuse me while I vent. All credit to the artists/producers who made this track possible.

Last Concern feat. The Sultan

It's been rough, but here's the next part of Just Some Bars. Enjoi.


"Snakes all in the grass, I’m just watching em slither
Keep the drank in my glass till I’m stopping my liver
Best friends with outlaws and dealers so without out laws we living
Ain’t too proud of it, but fuck sobriety, I ain’t a quitter
I always wanted to be a player, but I guess I never fit the bill
I doubt the women feel my twitchy ass always bad at sitting still
Drink until I pass out, prolly why my liver feels like shit
All the passions ashes out, so if passed I take little hits
If that, even then I won’t be kick back, paranoia
Hits bad, so mostly I’m just fucking up a six pack
I’ll be lucky to die a middle aged functioning alcoholic
I’m done with all the self care I’d rather tumble down to the bottom
Trying to dodge the rocks everyday say I’m sorry god
My mom’s and pop’s just wanted me to be on my job
So I figure I’ll be lucky to find me a decent wage
My homies all want to make it I guess that we all age different
I just wanna make it to my grave without my faith missing
Drunk in front of the bible like an Irish priest page flipping
Looking for my answers even though I’ll prolly forget em
If you’ve seen a better side of me I highly doubt that I’ve met him
My demons were like a symbiote and I was drowning in venom
My friends all got advice for me, I’ll try it out in a second




I might have to quit smoking and if I do I really will miss it
Got drunk with some demons while they were killing my spirits
I almost let the demons take control
Almost gave up on faith I know god would forsake my soul
But I can’t let em kick me while I’m down cause I’d hate go
Out like that cause I know that is Satan’s goal
My purpose from god? I would never trade for gold
Or basic old things because they won’t make me whole
God I apologize for all the times I’m gonna fall short
And all the times I already have, I know my faults lord
And thank you for that! Cause I barely know much else
I just pray I get back to trying to know myself
Took some hits I know that dealt damage below my belt
I was gone for so long, almost forgot how sober felt
Crawling back to you yet again, the work will never end
Just tryna change my life for real before I tell my friends
What’s been up spent too much time drunk and slumped
Still love Fort Worth but I can’t be stuck in funks
No more, trying hold doors open like Hodor
I was too bent off three 40s a day why I fold for

I’ve been praying, while they prey on me religiously
I ain’t no Getoboy but my mind’s been playing tricks on me
I’m sick of these fuck boys taking all my victories
And my inner peace, pistols free your mind when the trigger squeeze

I try to be the good guy but they stay on my bad side
Psyche fucked up from trying to hold onto my damn pride
Mind like a wet noodle my brains have been pan-fried
People think they can’t count on me because I got my hands tied
Mfs get cut like Samurai Champloo
Move with a rag tag crew like Gene, Mugen and Foo
Wilin too much like a damn foo, hypnotized by the drink, got me puking up blue, sadly this bullshit ain’t new
Fuck it tho, finna pick up flow,
Wondering to myself where did the love all go
Stuck and slow inside my mind tell me what you wanna know
I won’t hold back, cognac make me throw up my soul, feeling too comfortable"

Just Some Bars Pt. 3 Vol. 2 | prod Jean La Beats

Here is another load from my archives, dusty old tracks that almost went missing. Lots of usual suspects on here, I present, Lost $essions 2

WOO | ft Durnz | prod Cxdy

B.O.M.B. | ft Durnz | prod Noize SysteM

Rubber Up | ft Hooks

You Know It - Prod By: NUEZ

Summer of Scotty

Faygo Freestyle - czech Royalty

So I've been gone for a while on my solo page I haven't released a solo track in almost a year, so this is a lil breakup song I did. It's produced by Boyfifty and engineered by @ascendantapaulo I hope you can enjoy and relate to this and as always thank you for listening!

Little Darling (Prod. Boyfifty)

Me and the Queen setting a vibe ✨ hope you enjoy 🙏🏽

Boss Status - Eazy feat. justcallmeQ 👑 (prod.sneaaakbeats)

For collaborations booking and beat placement please contact howyadurnz@hotmail.com

Little Darling (Prod. Boyfifty)

@howyadurnz

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