my favorite songs

HyperFocus🚀

chrome on the bullet
where the tip gone
deep inside ur brain
where the memories of her are lodged 
i cant feel the same 
i never forget i don't belong
never feel the same 
ill never forget i'm not the one

mass of destruction
it eats me inside
grip on the needle
put in in my eye
cant take another
i think i might die
masses and masses 
of teen suicide 

but i cant tell a lie
i'm counting up like zero racks
i see u inside
i gotta get my life on track
but tonight ill die
and im never coming back
never coming back no

teen suicide

spotify

teen suicide [prod. augury]

minnesota is a place that exists

how does it feel +metis

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@heroz2299
@heartsayako

im a loser im a mess 
im so far from what u want 
but ur all up in my head
u dont know but obsess 
without u ill be dead 
the words get caught instead 
dont even have a chance 

is it too late 
scroll thru memories we made 
but im the one u hate
only me to blame 
the truth gets hard to swallow too much to bear
but ill still wait right here 
why are u so insincere
u said that youd stay near 

ur all i have dont break me now
or maybe im js dramatic 
js spit it out little liar wont u confess?

kinda crazy 
but i love it 
stalk on ig manipulate me 
feel ur heart beat when u lay with me 
js stay with me 
ur my everything 

take ur hand in mine 
one day know that youll be mine
take ur hand in mine 
one day know that youll be mine

mess (heroz sayako)

same day same face @nemui

vocals, mix + master, and half of the production by me
other half of production by @rainphase1

【Namine Ritsu】-ERROR 2018ver.【UTAU Cover】
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dBymYOAvgdA

error

https://open.spotify.com/album/6TkPCeuPLQ3BS8i8ywHFa8?si=QCNSBeu9Q9yS5HgbWRWjiA
FUCK MY LOSER LIFEEEEEE
やなぎなぎー209415

your shaky hands

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//ごめんなさい//

thank you guys so much for the endless amount of support. working with my favorite artists is something i never imagined would become a reality, but you've all made it achievable. i cherish what this music has brought me & i hope we can all grow together in unison through it. i love you guys so much.

this is the first single off my upcoming album, "lacuna" which'll be out october 28th

huge s/o to my mans @i_x_t_a_i_l_s
i can't thank you enough for hoppin' on this one with me

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guardin x 9TAILS - suffocate

my lovelies i have fixed the destroying high end !!
@notlieu
prod me

stripes w/ lieu

(@prodnomu)

luv u guys thank u for waiting again <3 here is a song i wanted to drop on my bday

the sample is "still feel it all" by maro

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my friends call me dumb
so I start to believe it
say it's a joke
but I know that they mean it
I know
theysay I'm never there
that I should spend more time with them
that's a funny idea

Cuz my friends are at home
And lately ive felt so depressed and alone 
Im back where i started like 3 years ago

and i constantly fail to show all my affection
and all of this shit builds up all of this tension
I wish I could give her the things she deserves
but keep fucking up I'm not learning my lesson
I'm dumb
I'm no fun
I have so many things in my life that are keeping me up
I fuck up anyways
it's almost as if I just throw it away

and my girl’s the best
she wakes up my phone with a good morning text
and makes sure to buy me my favorite gifts
and tells me goodnight after blowing a kiss
Yea i kno
But shes 3000 miles away
Telling me everything is okay
Always fuck up so im taking the blame

A little bit smarter, A little more strong 
A little bit better at accepting my flaws
A little bit faster when i answer your calls
A little more effort when im writing these songs

chorus

a few months ago I was living so well
peaking my mental and physical health
now I'm here
in the back with a face full of tears
in need of help but there's nobody near

**
But its fine
Cuz Ill take it one step at a time
Its okay if i cry
So i’ll keep it together
Cuz one day i know that this sht will get better 
**

how does it feel +metis

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