anxiety (interlude) - 4/26/25, 10.00 PM


Yeah, I'm in the thick of it all, (she get the dick and thats all)
Just like the thighs (what a surprise)
Thought I could hit it and quit it
Got acquitted and hung up to dry like the picket fence
Always end up after midnight
I think I might really, like, live twice 
I'm stuck like a deer in the headlights 
I've been stuck in this shit like some headlights
she fakin it she ain't really nice
probably should take somebody's fuckin' advice
Don't know what's in front of me
But I know that somethin' don't feel right
I'm stuck in the game like some field mice
Is this the real game of real life?
Hit you off the motorola
I stay remote
just like the remote controller
So why won't you get away from me?
I feel like it's obvious to see 
ou know I ain't takin' no ecstacy
That shit be depletin' my dopamine
I really do hate my anxiety
But I feel like everybody tryin' me
In this music I be tellin' you about my life But I ain't really doin' shit Who are you foolin', bitch? What you think I ain't pullin' shit? Get your baby daddy knocked right off the mountain And I'm tellin' him that I ain't goin' back Backin' her without a hat Everything that she say, I think it is capped But I stand with the pussy, still hopin' that her legs are open
With my dick in her mouth, she gaggin' and chokin' I'm duckin' out till I'm fuckin' it, bitch Yes, of course, she knows that I'm sick I got a request to her best friend Wanna see if I can take a ten and double it It's troublin' Like I got a pair playin' blackjack Give her a little pep talk and a ass smack I'm sick of pickin' me, lickin' a kitten Just savin' and givin' Now we gettin' all this fuckin' cash back
Yeah, dudes are beggin' to get a cash app Like what? That'll really fuckin' change the fact I was spinnin' back on you You don't know what the fuck I do I'm not the one or the two If I reacted to my first thought I'd have a baby by the first thought Well, it's not by her, but I done got it Three kids and guests is a fuckin' lot But I still sneak off and poke some smite I'm abnormal, look at all the looks I got
Been shopliftin' for like 15 years And I've never been caught, bitch Wait till I get rich I will bless so many people, I love doin' their shit I think I done found my niche I might be too late to mention that I think Nick is a snitch Might strangle her to death So I'm losin' my grip a little bit I don't need a lot I am broke, you can't fix me I've been chillin' in my six, bitch
It's kinda crazy that I haven't been asleep In like six weeks


duckin off then im fuckin a bitch
i dont know how to get back in recovery
i love when she touch my dick cuz she love-i-ly
& im waiting on the demons to come for me

J. Cole - i n t e r l u d e   (𝗱ı𝗹Ⅎ 𝘀ǝ𝗼Ⅎʞɔ𝗻𝗛)

There's something wrong with the way that I think.
Cause I watch everything that I work for and my life go right down the sink. dont ask me to make no plans, I ain't going.
But the pain is just steady growing
from all the fake love that they shown.
It's party cloudy from the clouds I've been blowing.

Flipping things for the profit,
I've been told my worth's like a prophet.
And I've been toxic for so long that it made me nauseous.
And that's when I think about it.
And she a little hottie mixed with a thotty with a badass body.
You might even think you hit the lotto,
but end up in the bottom of a bottle.
It really fucking take too much, that's why I don't really say too much.
Satin saying things to me all day, that shit is a bunch.
Ill munch down on ya like I like lunch.
I ain't capping like crunch,
and I spend all the funds like a dunce.
This shit ain't over till I'm done.

Yeah, my eyes are getting heavy.
Bitch, hold your headie head steady.
Get ready to layback, relax with me, watch Ed, Edd n Eddy.
If you nut inside, be ready.
Baby mamas be so petty,
racing like Richard Petty down the highway
when she says she ready to get sweaty with me
And I give her a workout,
fucked her at the cookout.
Gotta go look out cause something could go wrong.
Do you like this song? Hope so.
I look at my actions so I know,
so I can peep at the bad behavior that's been there all along,
so I can grow.
But I still fuck up all the time.
Kinda wish I lived any life of mine.
I fucking hate it when I hear my son whine,
but I'm probably the reason why he's crying.

Let's take some time to unwind.
Sippin some Sauvignon blanc, thewhite wine.
It's an acquired taste, but the only requirement is your mine.
She like a downtown parking ticket, she fine.
But wasa the thing that I'm a sucker for is her mind,
that she grinds like all the time.

blowin trees like pines,
pour a couple lines out the pints.
I just yawn four times in a row, maybe that's a sign.
to go to bed, but I don't wanna sleep
cause I'm making music that will go down in history.
Take a couple of histamines.
What the fuck do you mean?
I don't know,
I just be saying shit and going ballistic.
Minimalistic, I probably won't fuck with you if you meant to be realistic.
She be the lipstick, lipstick for the day. I'm gonna dip shit.

Lyrical Lemonade Present: Ian Lunch Box Freestyle  (𝗱ı𝗹Ⅎ 𝘀ǝ𝗼Ⅎʞɔ𝗻𝗛)

Titiyo - Come Along (𝗱ı𝗹Ⅎ 𝘀ǝ𝗼Ⅎʞɔ𝗻𝗛)



running through the city
bad b-tches with me if a n-gga talking iffy
and i don’t really f-ck with n-ggas, all these n-ggas man they iffy
all these n-ggas man they iffy yeah

[verse 1]
move on she is spotless
everything that is on me is spotless
they talk about my drip, the whole time they can’t cop this
and these n-ggas man they be watching how i move on some cop sh-t
n-gga you get drop quick, dropkick
sometimes a n-gga wanna sing, other times i’m tryna pop sh-t
sometimes i wanna pop my sh-t
these n-ggas mad cause i talk my sh-t, these b-tches mad cause i up my wrist

[chorus]
i know it that she love it, i know it that she want it
remember used to dub me, now these b-tches want me
and they tell me that they love me, but you got nothing for me
i could put it in your tummy, please don’t play me like a dummy
because other b-tches want me

[verse 2]
and we not doing all that “gang gang” sh-t
and we not doing all that “bro bro” sh-t
only f-ck with my n-ggas we in that same fam b-tch
she just wanna pull up cause brody was wrong as sh-t
now i’m really balling i’ll expose these n-ggas
got it from the dirt, we don’t owe these n-ggas
got it from the dirt, we don’t owe these b-tches
how you was just hating, of a sudden want a picture, aye
and i know some n-ggas that will turn you to a victim, aye
all i gotta do is just send that n-gga a picture, aye
you talk about that weapon so i hope you got it with you, aye
you just made it to my list and i don’t wanna [?]

[chorus]
i know it that she love it, i know it that she want it
remember used to dub me, now these b-tches want me
and they tell me that they love me, but you got nothing for me
i could put it in your tummy, please don’t play me like a dummy
because other b-tches want me
and we not doing all that “gang gang” sh-t
and we not doing all that “bro bro” sh-t
only f-ck with my n-ggas we in that same fam b-tch
she just wanna pull up cause brody was wrong as sh-t

[@the.huckfoes] (verse 2)
i dont talk to no lame bitch
i just lane shift
i wont ever entertain it
especially dont claim it
you must like hearing your voice 
you just saying shit
if you tryna get to me
you better have some patience
better hurry up tho
you late for your day shift
tryna make the one for me
opposite of basic
my trunk thump
tryna hump you when the bass hit
lets ride out but…
dont drive me crazy
i just want something true
just tell me a little bit about you
you can open up to me
tell me bout the tramua that you been thru
if i hit once
imma hit again
you tryna put me in the zone
its hard to be my friend
you said you wanna own this
imma pretend that i didnt hear that
cuz i know where that will end


[chorus] (x2)
i know it that she love it, i know it that she want it
remember used to dub me, now these b-tches want me
and they tell me that they love me, but you got nothing for me
i could put it in your tummy, please don’t play me like a dummy
because other b-tches want me
and we not doing all that “gang gang” sh-t
and we not doing all that “bro bro” sh-t
only f-ck with my n-ggas we in that same fam b-tch
she just wanna pull up cause brody was wrong as sh-t

[@the.huckfoes] (verse 3)
if you put her in the spotlight
she think she spotless
she got hit

Kodak Black - On The Radar Freestyke (𝗱ı𝗹Ⅎ 𝘀ǝ𝗼Ⅎʞɔ𝗻𝗛)

running through the city
bad b-tches with me if a n-gga talking iffy
and i don’t really f-ck with n-ggas, all these n-ggas man they iffy
all these n-ggas man they iffy yeah

[verse 1]
move on she is spotless
everything that is on me is spotless
they talk about my drip, the whole time they can’t cop this
and these n-ggas man they be watching how i move on some cop sh-t
n-gga you get drop quick, dropkick
sometimes a n-gga wanna sing, other times i’m tryna pop sh-t
sometimes i wanna pop my sh-t
these n-ggas mad cause i talk my sh-t, these b-tches mad cause i up my wrist

[chorus]
i know it that she love it, i know it that she want it
remember used to dub me, now these b-tches want me
and they tell me that they love me, but you got nothing for me
i could put it in your tummy, please don’t play me like a dummy
because other b-tches want me

[verse 2]
and we not doing all that “gang gang” sh-t
and we not doing all that “bro bro” sh-t
only f-ck with my n-ggas we in that same fam b-tch
she just wanna pull up cause brody was wrong as sh-t
now i’m really balling i’ll expose these n-ggas
got it from the dirt, we don’t owe these n-ggas
got it from the dirt, we don’t owe these b-tches
how you was just hating, of a sudden want a picture, aye
and i know some n-ggas that will turn you to a victim, aye
all i gotta do is just send that n-gga a picture, aye
you talk about that weapon so i hope you got it with you, aye
you just made it to my list and i don’t wanna [?]

[chorus]
i know it that she love it, i know it that she want it
remember used to dub me, now these b-tches want me
and they tell me that they love me, but you got nothing for me
i could put it in your tummy, please don’t play me like a dummy
because other b-tches want me
and we not doing all that “gang gang” sh-t
and we not doing all that “bro bro” sh-t
only f-ck with my n-ggas we in that same fam b-tch
she just wanna pull up cause brody was wrong as sh-t

[@the.huckfoes] (verse 2)
i dont talk to no lame bitch
i just lane shift
i wont ever entertain it
especially dont claim it
you must like hearing your voice 
you just saying shit
if you tryna get to me
you better have some patience
better hurry up tho
you late for your day shift
tryna make the one for me
opposite of basic
my trunk thump
tryna hump you when the bass hit
lets ride out but…
dont drive me crazy
i just want something true
just tell me a little bit about you
you can open up to me
tell me bout the tramua that you been thru
if i hit once
imma hit again
you tryna put me in the zone
its hard to be my friend
you said you wanna own this
imma pretend that i didnt hear that
cuz i know where that will end


[chorus] (x2)
i know it that she love it, i know it that she want it
remember used to dub me, now these b-tches want me
and they tell me that they love me, but you got nothing for me
i could put it in your tummy, please don’t play me like a dummy
because other b-tches want me
and we not doing all that “gang gang” sh-t
and we not doing all that “bro bro” sh-t
only f-ck with my n-ggas we in that same fam b-tch
she just wanna pull up cause brody was wrong as sh-t

Lil Tecca - Spotless (ft. HuckFoes)

Come fuck me good baby


Yeah, shawty, you know that we can't even be friends 
Cause I fall in love with you every time that we speakin' 
You know to control me from weekdays to the weekend
And immq just dive in you
till I dive off the deep end

Do you really love me or does it depend?
do You like the time ?
or the money we spend?
I just gotta cross you out
I know that's the end
Cause you been creepin'...
sneakin' around..
probably cheatin'...
Wanna hang out with my son, you won't let me see him

Yeah, I want your whole heart, not a faction
But you got a cold heart and you blast me in the captions
Actin' like you ain't with me
then you actin' like the whitney the problem
if You just bought it to me, 
id be the calmness
 I promise
Accommodatin' all this fuckin' drama
I don't give a fuck about your plans
I just wonder what you were sayin
All I need is one glance at you
& I can tell that this is a bad romance
But I'm still in it, and you not
you don't even give me the chance
Not one bit
to take you out on a date
where we go dancin' shit
Yeah, I'm the problem
& yeah, I say sorry a lot
Even when I don't mean it
cause you know I'm feindin' a lot
For your love
for the drugs
for your touch
For your love
for the drugs
what it does, yeah

I know it's over cause we givin' each other away
But now we look today
it's amazing, isn't it? Isn't it?
Oh yes it is
would you listen to me, bitch
yeah, we just keep fightin' & bickering
The hate in the room is rising
I wanna leave and bite down
And you wanna charge at me like a rhino
sting me with your venom
& mark me like a tattoo, yeah
I'm gettin' higher to forget about you
Yeah, I'm pushin' the limit
'm dependin' on women to give me satisfaction
And they probably get you fast actin' like Tinactin
i lost all my goals and all my passions
my keys in my grandma's ashes
Might just dip about this country
go to another nationality
Actually there's a few reasons why (i wont)
actually there's three
Yeah, the three G's...
Carter, Crew, and M.A.C
Hopefully they can look at my life and be like...
"That's not what I wanna be,
no that's not what I wanna be"

What did I do to you?
What did you do to me?
What happened to us?
Yeah, we was supposed to be a family
So can you leave me alone?
Don't even call on my phone
I just wanna be alone
but yea we grown but you actin' so little
And I'm just..
I'm tryna figure out this riddle
of What the fuck you got goin' on inside your head
yeah I don't even want you in my bed
Cause we'll just be fightin' and bickerin'
yeah You fightin', you snickerin' about it
then dont say nun bout it
shes a fuckin problem
But hey.. imma fuckin solve it 

I'm a fuckin' savior
That don't mean that I'm gonna save her
I just wanna saver you
But then you fuckin' up with your behaviors
You can save all that bullshit
(save it) i dont wanna hear it
no I don't wanna hear it

no I'm nothin' nothin'nothin'nothin'nothin' 
no I'm nothin' nothin' nothin' now, nothin' nothin' now

if im nothin' to you
it's nothin' to me
it's nothin' to us
So I'll shut the fuck up


wedding - Mac Miller (𝗱ı𝗹Ⅎ 𝘀ǝ𝗼Ⅎʞɔ𝗻𝗛)

lotus flower bomb                                   ( flower bomb )
fire fly                                                            ( fire fly )
when im low                                             ( when im low )
she take me high                                  ( she take me high )
teach me bout the sound of love      ( the sound of love yeah)


really wana tell you how i feel                         ( what? )
listen up ill say this once                               ( one time )
i get all your needs met                                    
but i aint enabling all yo wants                         ( nope )
i aint no thirsty mf
i aint had pussy in some months                        ( woah )
but lets get this clear
ill munch on your pussy like its some lunch  ( cuz im hungry )
i aint tryna go fishing for bitches
want a good heart on a girl thats not viscous
bag you up like a trash bag
then together we do the laundry and the dishes
fuck bad dreams
lets tag team these demons
and these negative people thats scheming’
 need to work together to get past that shit
and go taste some freedom
damn bed frame be squeeking
just wait cuz ur pussy be leakin
got the gravel with me… im geekin
we got no kids with us so then we freakin   ( all weekend )
its inevitable that i dive off the deepend
do i love you or drugs more? that depends,,,
are we on good terms right now?
like are we speakin?
life like a movie - Fandago
and she so sweet like a damn mango
when you go out and you mingle
hope you come back and you still single
what does it take?
what do i do?
to get thru that thick ass skull to you
you curve me like my lower lumbar
like my sculiosis do
 

living in a fntasy                           ( living in a fantasy 0
will you dance with me              ( will u dance with me? )
you kinda need to be                    ( kiinda needa be… )
my lady my babygirl yeah     ( my lady… my baby girl yeah)
cant you see
talkin bout etenity
so you gunna be….
my lady. babygirl ..
yeah
 
flower bomb
watch out cuz she bout to blow
and i quit.. playing these games
so i guess she 1 and 1
and thank you is not in her vocabulary
not is not, she want some more
and i stay with dwayne johnson
i feel so untouchable

one of my dogs called and said he got your boo
so like…what you gunna do about it
bet she is..
how you gunna handle this?
but nah forreal… how you gunna handle this?

going around in  circles
smoke on the water, deep purple
did i do that?
probably did just like erkle
i love a good belly laugh
go on with witcha been gettin at
but you seem to be a little off with me
with your energy
ya sometimes you dull
but then sometimes you act plentiful
sometimes you act like you wanna stay
then you wanna go
guess after what you see what the dope did
my love is like a faint memory
pain that you feel is temporary
regret is gone stay with me


living in a fntasy                          
will you dance with me            
you kinda need to be                  
my lady my babygirl yeah 

sem0r - lotus flower bomb (𝗱ı𝗹Ⅎ 𝘀ǝ𝗼Ⅎʞɔ𝗻𝗛)

Russ -  April 7th  (𝗱ı𝗹Ⅎ 𝘀ǝ𝗼Ⅎʞɔ𝗻𝗛)

Snow Aalegra - In Your Eyes (𝗱ı𝗹Ⅎ 𝘀ǝ𝗼Ⅎʞɔ𝗻𝗛)

hourglass - BLP Kosher (𝗱ı𝗹Ⅎ 𝘀ǝ𝗼Ⅎʞɔ𝗻𝗛)

(RUSS CHORUS)
Would you stay by my side
When I'm working on me? Hey
I understand it's hard when none of this is your fault
But I'm hoping you don't leave
Would you stay by my side (would you?)
When I'm working on me? (When I'm working on me?) Yeah
I'm unlearning some things, I don't expect you to stay
But I'm hoping you don't leave (but I'm hoping you don't leave), yeah




(SHAGGGY. VERSE2)
are you leaving or not
i can tell
you been scheming and plottin
and of course
this lil bitch from the past
hit me up
i dont even wanna see what she got

imma keep it a hunnit
she done ran thru my mind a couple times
thats cuz what we got is rotten
so since this aint the real thing
wanna go change how im feeling

im addicted to women
addicted to drug dealing
addicted to anything that have me gone past the ceiling

ahh
but then im pickin you up
you putting me down again
here comes another fight
so what is it now?
so what is it now?
 
 
why is pain
the onlu thing
that makes me wanna change?

i dont know
what its gunna take
to make me see
the things
that ive done to you
if i only knew
what to do
with the time that i spend

of course my girl is on the fence
her indecision got me all tense
but then i see in her DMs
a bunch of my friends
but i guess they aint my real friends

gunna go feel this inside
tonight imma hide
cuz i know that this is the end




(RUSS CHORUS2&)
Would you stay by my side
When I'm working on me? Hey
I understand it's hard when none of this is your fault
But I'm hoping you don't leave
Would you stay by my side (would you?)
When I'm working on me? (When I'm working on me?) Yeah
I'm unlearning some things, I don't expect you to stay
But I'm hoping you don't leave (but I'm hoping you don't leave), yeah
And all I can say I'm committed to change things I learned growing up
But you don't have to wait
Sorry, baby, I'm falling
Falling, falling down
And that's why I'm calling, calling
Calling now for you




(SHAGGGY. VERSE2)
ahh
pickin you up
putting it down
here comes another fight
so what is it now?
so what is it now?

can you break me off a piece like a kitkat
watchu got planned? a little get back?
guess i cant even hit that again (hit that again)
gotta new bitch tonight
dont even wanna hit
it dont feel right (it dont feel right)
go ditch this bitch
damn it.. i might
she got some white knees
still went in with a tight squeeze
got white girl named whitney 
got 2 types of pipes
and you already know i got it with
oh yeah
you always see me way up high
im falling down
i cant bare the thought of you even calling now
you just see me.. see me.. stalling
like i used to
then i end up using you
you think i choose to
stand up and then always falling down
its just these demons
they really got me now (got me now)
i dont even wanna see you calling now
its been so long
and i still end up fuckking you right now
take a hit & bit down
dont want to… start a fight now
so i light it up right now
hope you dont mind now
then i get lit as shit
with them crazy amounts
if you give me that mouth
then im out
make you feel the youth like the fountain
and i been countin amount like a fucking mountain
so much time has passed
so what the fuck is the time now?
and i havent seen you in quite a while
well then fuck it
i might just pass out
cuz i dont know how long i been up now
but i been up for quite a while
i really miss your smile
still watching them fuckin videos (yes i am)
but and they make me frown
but so… goodbye for now


Workin' On Me - Russ (𝗱ı𝗹Ⅎ 𝘀ǝ𝗼Ⅎʞɔ𝗻𝗛)

i dont monetize these.
i do this for the love of music.