EVER - BEAUTIFUL AND GRAND FREESTYLE (PROD. RRAREBEAR)

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FIRST SONG OF MY FIRST ALBUM, I CAN'T WAIT AHHHH
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it's my birthday :>>
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(lyrics)
baby please don't bother me
I've been trynna rest in peace
knocked me down with pedigree's 
treat me like your enemy
fuck me up and lie to me
I don't want you
I just need sobriety
from the scent of your perfume
take me home 
don't let me go
to please don't
show up at my door
I've been trynna live a life
that's not so dependent
why am I missing
somebody who doesn't love me

why am I so dependent
I try to find some independence
I testify to my own image
my sights a lie
I'm very different

I like the silence of the night
but in due time comes horrid frights
not of what lies beyond no light
but of love that I might find

how hard is it for you to be honest
loves not a job but there's gonna be problems
It's gonna take time for both of us to blossom
but you didn't give a fuck
you went and loved another

other
it happened again
don't worry they're just a friend
but we used to be just friends
we both know how this will end

with both of you in your bed
with me back on my fucking meds
messages are left unread
words are left unsaid

baby please don't bother me
I've been trynna rest in peace
knocked me down with pedigree's 
treat me like your enemy
fuck me up and lie to me
I don't want you
I just need sobriety
from the scent of your perfume
take me home 
don't let me go
to please don't
show up at my door
I've been trynna live a life
that's not so dependent
why am I missing
somebody who doesn't love me

SOBRIETY (branwen)

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Paraphernalia

Bassline by Mag
Produced by @626955

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Get me out break the seal 
I know that they are not real 
too plugged in I need to feel 
I need to get back in the real world 
taking a moment to heal 
I think I was colder than steel 
guard up I was holding a shield 
my baby, I know that you're feeling down 
come around if you want we can chill 
my brother, I know that you're bothered 
you're talking in that come on and tell 
you're close to me 
I wanna know if you'll cut me like a deal 
if you finna roll with me 
go on the seat 
can I see you take the wheel 

spent a life in a back seat 
now I drive like a taxi 
I know that a couple want at me 
working hard so they can't overlap me 
why are they moving all weird 
tryna act like my brothers won't back 
I guess they ain't loving the gear 
on that phrase got too big up to Patch 
things change for me quick 
it was strange man I'm changing my city 
get a cam get a pic 
I love my brothers 
I know they gone miss me 
the feelings returned 
working hard my career is earned 
you live and you learn 
I live with a yearn 
to get my team winning 
the gears they turn 

I think I'm out my depression 
I'm accustomed to pressure 
I think I'm finally better 
I know that it's different 
but I need to come clean and send them a letter 
start being honest to me 
stop thinking what people will tell you 
don't start dragging me down 
I don't want another issue 
asking my baby she blew like a tissue 
I know that I sound like I'm bugging I miss you 
I'm starting to see the rest of the world 
you man are my brothers I do want to take you 
it might take a minute I ask you for patience 
I was missing holidays now I am able 

(And, Breath)

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Heal (Prod. Gabe ༒)

i was gunna put this on the new album but fuck it

FLEX (Prod. Drago)

FLEX

Official Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sj-I9KOEtmU

From Boy Pape x Hudson Alexander - Things I Kept Quiet
soundcloud.com/hudsonalexander/sets/thingsikeptquiet

@itsboypape

Things I Kept Quiet 

OFFICIAL VIDEO

Boy Pape x Hudson Alexander - Lost

American Girl

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Boy Pape x Hudson Alexander - Lost

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