LOVE DREAMS feat. Marku (prod. Sterlingouttapocket)

Evergarden

Produced by me
Check out casperrr's music it rly slaps
https://soundcloud.com/caspywaspy


Lyrics:
And I come back to it
Ion wanna go on thru it
Ion wanna give it up
But I always fuck it up 

I'm sick of feeling this way
Feel like I might decay

Hanging on by a thread
I can never forget
How I left it unsaid
I can't seem to giv a fuck

And I come back to it
Ion wanna go on thru it
Ion wanna give it up
But I always fuck it up (2x)

i feel like this everyday 
i just want to change 
sick of feeling this way
all my body is in pain 

i'm coughing smoke, throwing up 
loosing strength, i'm givin up
all my friends hate me huh?
this shit really sucks

i don't wanna lose to my own habits
i don't want to be a fucking addict 
but it's hard when u don't want to be sad 
and the drugs were all i ever had

And I come back to it
Ion wanna go on thru it
Ion wanna give it up
But I always fuck it up

Fuck it Up (Feat. casperrr)

GANG ACTIVITY (feat. ROC BARBOZA) (prod. spookygang)

Music Video

Paresthesia

they stopped prescribing me adderall

they stopped prescribing me adderall (prod. Egs)

got a email from my ex looking to clear her conscience about doing me dirty, sooo

How the fuck I start this off?
I got shit on my chest,
& I don't wanna be the one 
To kick it all up again, 
but the way that you did me was so wrong
I feel petty, when I even let you make it in my songs

Shoulda known better,
wore my heart on my sleeve
It's like a bullet ‌in my temple
when I'm falling asleep
Every night, I get high
just to feel something other 
than a knife in my side
used to cry until the sunrise

She got switchblades, 
she just wanna feel safe
There's no place in this world
for a heart filled of hate
Rainy days are the best, 
when I'm driving with no brakes 
If I fall, 
then I fall
Lose it all, 
part ways

Something that she said
it got stuck in my head
all those texts that I read
she saying she never sent
Second time, come around 
shoulda really shut you out 
I been yelling, I been shouting
there's no water in this drought

Papercuts don't hurt
when every single word out your mouth
like a bullet to my spine
Unwind...
I just need to take some time
Boys don't cry, 
novacaine in my IV
Fighting with myself
& I could have the world
but I know it'd never help

Take me back to reality, 
I had good intentions, 
nowadays its just a falacy 
Counting every calorie 
but she don't count the dosage 
left her in the past, 
with a hundred red roses

run run run run run.... 
fast as you can
she took everything away from me 
that made me human
sunlight on her skin, 
porcelain 
I can never win
Everytime I try to get it right
I'm falling back again
Miss the wind, 
on my face, 
when i'm switching different states
Cover up the license plate, 
take me back to summer days.

I've been caught in a hellstorm
Dissorientated 
Everyone around me jaded nowadays
tryna part ways
partake
all of my bad habits tryna get me
I can't trust nobody
gotta keep a semi on my side
I, I... 
World getting so cold 
& there's nowhere left to hide 
I been running round my mind, 
Everytime we part ways, 
we just seem to collide

Collide

Collide [+ Pekarot]

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ
Master: lil XipZ
Cover Art: lil XipZ
-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
FOLLOW ME ON INSTAGRAM
@xipz_sad.am
-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
LYRICS:

[Verse]
she said that i got a problem
i try to stand out, but im stuck at the bottom
i said "i know how to solve it"
ill do things my own way and no one can stop it

cuz you see, im still independent 
i got my whole team and we gon rule the scene
theres nothing in the way that could stop me
we getting the numbers that youll never see


ThereIsNothingInMyWayButMyself

you can't save 
something this far gone
it's useless
let me go 
i can't take it anymore
and felt so fucking useless
but this time it won't be me
(but this time it won't be me)
it won't be me

Sender Receiver (prod. akkiru1)

This samples and interpolates "Heartbeats" by The Knife.

Promises, revisited (prod. by zephyr.)

another day another hopeless expectation
im in my head with all these hopeless contemplations
i remember we were sitting in the basement
couldn't tell if i was just another replacement

right back to how it used to be
right back to how i felt back in 2015
its just how it's meant to be
i just fell right inbetween
all those nights i spent alone
cause there's no other way to be

right back to how it used to be
right back to how i felt
when nothing happening was new to me
i cant get through to me
so i just isolate myself
cause nothing ever feels true to me

another day another hopeless expectation
im in my head with all these hopeless contemplations
i remember we were sitting in the basement
couldn't tell if i was just another replacement

now it's back to how it used to be
in my head my thoughts consuming me
how long until i truly see
that im the only one fooling me

Paresthesia

hudson alexander