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idk what all this lyrical personal shit means go ask an english teacher or something-

verse 1
i just wanna have a talk
about how selfish i am
about how little of a man i’ve become
and you say there’s no rules
tell that to my mum and dad
cos their answers won’t be just for fun

prechorus
why can't i care about the big things in life
the words just drift all over my mind
a bubble i can't burst
could this ever get any worse
i tell them i’m fine

chorus
i put my headphones in
drown out all the bad shit
the fear of rejections getting ever so big
when the culture runs deep
claustrophobia kicks in
and i’m left tryna break this fucking ceiling

postchorus
i wanna tell them i care
but this pain i can’t bear
already tearing up as i write this song
i guess i’ll just man up for once
i’ve had more than enough for too long

verse 2
now i see myself decaying
why am i relishing in it though
i guess routines have their way around me
i feel these emotions fading
cut ties with everyone i know
can’t keep a convo cos noone feels real

verse 3
((rappity raprap))
eyes on my back i keep watching
they all wanna see me lose but i keep winning
do this shit solo don’t need nobody’s help
if u ain’t fuck w me i can only wish u well
say i ain’t normal when they wish they were weirdos
why i needa follow rules i ain’t got nothing to fear for
maybe this ego’s why i’m here tho

prechorus
why can't i care about the big things in life
the words just drift all over my mind
a bubble i can't burst
could this ever get any worse
i tell them i’m fine

chorus
i put my headphones in
drown out all the bad shit
the fear of rejections getting ever so big
when the culture runs deep
claustrophobia kicks in
and i’m left tryna break this fucking ceiling

postchorus
i wanna tell them i care
but this pain i can’t bear
already tearing up as i write this song
i guess i’ll just man up for once
i’ve had more than enough for too long

outro

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these stones in me they build
replace the breaths that i take now my lungs are filled
i see but i don't see
separation of senses everything is surreal
was playing games of catch up
now I'm horrifyingly ahead
it was alright to be alive
but-
(don't you fucking finish that line)

ooh
it's a jolly good day to see the reindeers go by
ooh
it's so much more I’d like to see you try

these stones in me they're sharp
nerves are struck, every thought is coated with mental tar
whole worlds keeping me down
lazybones got lazier, what’s up with the frown
you know me us men of few words
never popped up first but out the seams i burst
it’s better with me on a 1 to 1
hate multitasking shit ain't no fun
paid my dues but it fall on deaf ears
tear ducts are dry ain't cried for ten years
always wonder how i even get here
cos the real fear of failures never not near

ooh
it’s a jolly good day to see the reindeers go by
ooh
it's so much more I’d like to see you try

reindeers

interlude

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my bones
magnetised to this bed
it's perfect timing 
all my friends, they all left
but it's all okay
it's just my nature
all my life
never been nobody's favourite

tryna find my way thru this mental mud
n i say i'm fine when i know i'm fucked
by now i've gotten used to the eyes
when they turn to see n it's only cos they hate me
repeat !

i been reaching i been grasping
at these social straws for way too long
laying every thought out in these documents
this ain't a song
they keep saying that i'm losing sleep
n getting wrinkles but it's more than that
give a fuck about my sanity
can't ever relax

cos i keep burning all these bridges
stopped replying to a message
it's a fucking full circle moment
you're the ones in shambles
maybe the voice inside was right
since they left me right by the wayside
n it hurts talking to ppl
live a 24-hour bedtime 

my bones
magnetised to this bed
it's perfect timing 
all my friends, they all left
but it's all okay
it's just my nature
all my life
never been nobody's favourite

tryna find my way thru this mental mud
n i say i'm fine when i know i'm fucked
by now i've gotten used to the eyes
when they turn to see n it's only cos they hate me
repeat.

am i clean?

limina

confessions

Song On Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6ohQC7UKSz1AIjrWNyI8rn?si=1a0d055a5f8f46b1

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Lyrics:
Alright
I can feel it setting in
Can you feel my skin
Im in to find out
All the motions will set in
I know its hard
A thousand yards away to go
I know
It hurts too much
To feel your touch
I'll fall

Talk to me
I know you're finally figuring out where you want to go
You're hold on
I know it's wrong
To not wanna let you go
Its about time I see what's in your eyes
Are you alright?
I know that Im done
I can't feel cuz Im stunned

I hope Im alright
Don't even know what I've done
Just need someone I could love
I'll hold you tight
I feel the weight on my back
I'm falling off of the tracks
To trust
All of you
I know that I do
I know I'll come through
I don't wanna do this alone
I want you to come home
So that I can condone

Talk to me
I know you're finally figuring out where you want to go
You're hold on
I know it's wrong
To not wanna let you go
Its about time I see what's in your eyes
Are you alright?
I know that Im done
I can't feel cuz Im stunned
I hope Im alright
Don't even know what I've done
Just need someone I could love
I'll hold you tight
I feel the weight on my back
I'm falling off of the tracks

I'm Alright

I'm Alright (prod. idly blare)

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scruff - vanilla 🌿(sai ~ drama trial)

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Time, the only obstacle that stands between you and I
Baby, if I lost you I'd regret that my whole life

Cause when the night is getting cold
And the motions start to slow
I would think of you the same way that you couldn't think of me
And I'm always running back
All the things that made you laugh
Would you think of me this time

Think of me how I think of you
You know I've always wanted you to...

think of you, think of me

favoritism - clairo (cover)

max: https://soundcloud.com/maxrrss
bugs: @bugs
//Lyrics

(Scruff)
Obvious you tryna do this by yourself 
Stick up in the background keep it on the shelf
You got this sh*t passed down, i dont need your help
You dont need to back down, i could get this dealt
With
I cant be alive with the selfish
Puttin me on trial, but i felt it
All the gas wont help it
Im tryna say somethin

(Max)
So tell me, whats wrong
I dont wanna see you, too long
Be gone (gone)
(gon-gone)

(Scruff)
See your eyes you been cryin
Thats on me
You try to be biased
I cant breathe
I know my ex is proud of me
Get it out
Shoulda said sumn, but your missing out
See this out, whatchu on about
said im sorry
Thats on me
I dont need a possy
Set me free
Oh oh you dont know my pain
F*ck F*ck imma break these chains
I dont hear you, say my name
Say my name

Obvious you tryna do this by yourself 
Stick up in the background keep it on the shelf
You got this sh*t passed down, i dont need your help
You dont need to back down, i could get this dealt
With
I cant be alive with the selfish
Puttin me on trial, but i felt it
All the gas wont help it
Im tryna say somethin

(Max)
So tell me, whats wrong
I dont wanna see you, too long
Be gone(gone)
(gon-gone)

(Scruff)
You dont need to back down, i could get this dealt
With
I cant be alive with the selfish
Puttin me on trial, but i felt it
All the gas wont help it
Im tryna say somethin

(Max)
So tell me, whats wrong
I dont wanna see you, too long
Be gone (gone)
(gon-gone)

selfish w/max [p. bugs]

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@zephyrcove

lyrics
@riensu
This isn't what I asked for
Don't know whats goin on no more
Don't ask cause I can't tell ya
Picked my mind apart, now I don't know

Are you for real?
I've been tryna heal
I don't care bout how you feel
You know I bring that steel

I won't let up
Keep my head up
I don't wanna get up
There's too much going on
Told myself that I'll be strong
Just know it won't be long
Don't wanna go back to how we used to be
Don't wanna go back to how I used to be

I already knew for awhile
That it's hard to live without your smile
On and off all the time
It goes on and on in my mind

@1toge
If i run away 
Would you come searching me
Cause all I wanna be is yours
I just wanna be
Yea I just wanna be
I just wanna be yours

Guess that i’ll keep my head up 
One more time for you
Cause baby if I go
Who gon be there when you’re sad and alone
I can read it on your face
You still love me anyways
But I hate the way you’re hurting me
Baby go on and say you love me now

It’s hard to be the one to say that I need you now
Cause I need you right now
I need you right now

@riensu
I already knew for awhile
That it's hard to live without your smile
On and off all the time
It goes on and on in my mind

This isn't what I asked for
Don't know whats goin on no more
Don't ask cause I can't tell ya
Picked my mind apart, now I don't know

Are you for real?
I've been tryna heal
I don't care bout how you feel
You know I bring that steel

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spring tunes, a bit personal this one
written, produced, engineered by huero sun

waking up at seven am
got me thinking about life
whether i can really make it
most days i feel like shit
cos the amount of pressure 
that i take goes over the limit

i don’t excel in school
i think their eyes are cruel
they don’t mean what they say 
i don’t make the rules

do u think i’m cool
or am i just a fool?
for thinking that you might be different today
and i don’t cry no more
won’t leave an open door
might keep it myself till i pass one day
can’t express these thoughts
thru all these goddamn songs
maybe i should quit and go take a break

why don’t i feel like i’m turning twenty
i have everything yet it feels so empty
these thoughts on my mind got me stuck in a daydream
no one really cares until i drop my ice cream

time won’t wait for you
no one really cares about you
i’m stuck screaming in my room
can we not pass by june
time won’t wait for you 
who cares if your stuff’s brand new
i’m stuck screaming in my room
i think i’m gonna pass out soon

i’ve never really felt the love that i longed so much,i think i’m getting sick of it 
sunflower in the rain, got me sipping on her sweet blind lies, girl i’m trying my best 

to figure out
my purpose now
can we talk about
why i’m falling down
and all the doubts 
it’s hitting now
there’s no one to call
always left at the tone

there’s nothing on my mind that i can say out for real 
this thread i walk alone isn’t all just for feels
familiar faces everywhere and we get along
but sometimes i do wonder where i really belong

June

3/3 of transparency 

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twitter.com/bhertuy

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lyrics:

baby i’m back to square one
where the hell r u
a single reassurance
wouldn’t fail to ease my mood
fucking forget it
u left b4 i got to u
rinse and regret
ur single action that caused us to
go back to square one

we didn’t need to take a look to notice that we're regressing
in a picture perfect world where it wouldn’t get depressing
i’m standing by you

it took you forever to notice that you no longer need me
like the way u did before whenever i barely knew me
i found myself but lost you

when the snow hits you’ll intrude
i can’t be lying to myself bout how you move
absence holds control

June

huero sun

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