Yiur doing amazing redhorse i like the deep touching stuff tbh ❤️

@saiwai
@1spoder
@rywrrd
@redhxrse

@1spoder:
i don't want to fight so put your hands down
i just hit a cab, did the dash, like where i'm at now
way above the surface so i cant drown
if you got me then i got you there's no need to frown
i've been running round
i think i've got to bounce
you've been talkin out your neck
but i cant hear a sound
never thought the silence would be so loud
you live up in my mind and i can't get you out

@rywrrd:
we just walked in
yea pulled up to the party and we sparkin
i got no options
i told that bitch i'm pullin up but that is not it
bitch i'm posted up w roah and spoder
when i'm down feel like sosa cuz i hate bein sober
fucked it up when we talked like over and over 
bet u wanna talk now cause i skrt in tha rover
got me fucked up 
tried to hmu last week
but idgaf i'm not ur bestie
left me
in the dirt like last year
but idgaf cause this is my year!

@redhxrse:
ooh
yea i'm going thru the works
can’t believe it's getting worse
when i'm with u it's like a curse
ooh
problems that u need to fix
and u keep venting about shit
like i'm a fucking therapist
all them fucking parties where i'm standing in the corner
minding my own business but u couldn't be more forward
yuh this broken man is tryna give out all these hints
but u give no shits with u there ain't no subtlety
subtlety subtlety like look at all these bands on me
money ain't a problem when ur clinginess is all i see
put another k on the dash but ur still here
try n make it make sense cos i don't want u anywhere near

@1spoder:
i don't want to fight so put your hands down
i just hit a cab, did the dash, like where i'm at now
way above the surface so i can't drown
if you got me then i got you theres no need to frown
i've been running round
i think i've got to bounce
you've been talkin out your neck
but i cant hear a sound
never thought the silence would be so loud
you live up in my mind and i can't get you out

fight

house-pop + fellow villager @lizablaise

stream limina album already: ffm.to/limina
go follow igggggg: instagram.com/redhxrse

final lunge

maybe this life ain’t for me,
when i’m too used to scraping the barrel.
imposter in myself, it seeps,
every clique makes me the resident sparrow.
tried and tested method,
to be with them up there,
but i guess it’s not just me to save,
for the ones back home it don’t seem fair.

the shivers i get every time i feel pain,
are the only thing grounding this body of mine.
and i feel this burning in my eyes,
bright sensations of the sunlight,
it seems like a way out,
but i fall for it every time...

what have i gotta do to get me out of this shit?
it’s been five whole years n not a thing has changed!
feels like i've got too many eyes on me but no-ones watching at the same time...
what have i gotta do to get back my happiness?
i'm so sick n tired of listening to what she says!
is there a saving grace, one, where i don’t have to die?

@lizablaise limina queen slayed:
sure you knew everything, 
left all your troubles at home all alone in a box
you really think that's all that you got?
tried to explain to my mom and my pops 
but i'm late again for work so clearly it's all my problem
place all your bets on my chance of success
lace up my shoes put me through it again
the less you're letting me know
i'll carve the space out my own
and yeah, it's all cause of you
the reason i gotta prove

your expectations drove me down to the floor
i've tried but you ask for more
stuck sitting silently
i'm starting to believe you've got no way of remorse
burn through my time abroad
touchdown but still i find it odd
'cause who needs me here when the weather's much better up north?
done what i could to find what i find
all out of sight and all out of mind
a century of push and shove
tethered to the sky above
i don't want your sympathy
just remember me when the weight has caught up
soon or just eventually, we'll be back in place when the pain has washed off

what have i gotta do to get me out of this shit?
it’s been five whole years n not a thing has changed!
feels like i've got too many eyes on me but no-ones watching at the same time...
what have i gotta do to get back my happiness?
i'm so sick n tired of listening to what she says!
is there a saving grace, one, where i don’t have to die?

last breath...

limina

sparrow

stream the mf song

sparrow, +liza blaise

@redhxrse

these stones in me they build
replace the breaths that i take now my lungs are filled
i see but i don't see
separation of senses everything is surreal
was playing games of catch up
now I'm horrifyingly ahead
it was alright to be alive
but-
(don't you fucking finish that line)

ooh
it's a jolly good day to see the reindeers go by
ooh
it's so much more I’d like to see you try

these stones in me they're sharp
nerves are struck, every thought is coated with mental tar
whole worlds keeping me down
lazybones got lazier, what’s up with the frown
you know me us men of few words
never popped up first but out the seams i burst
it’s better with me on a 1 to 1
hate multitasking shit ain't no fun
paid my dues but it fall on deaf ears
tear ducts are dry ain't cried for ten years
always wonder how i even get here
cos the real fear of failures never not near

ooh
it’s a jolly good day to see the reindeers go by
ooh
it's so much more I’d like to see you try

reindeers

interlude

run up my album limina on streaming: ffm.to/limina 
ig: instagram.com/redhxrse

my bones
magnetised to this bed
it's perfect timing 
all my friends, they all left
but it's all okay
it's just my nature
all my life
never been nobody's favourite

tryna find my way thru this mental mud
n i say i'm fine when i know i'm fucked
by now i've gotten used to the eyes
when they turn to see n it's only cos they hate me
repeat !

i been reaching i been grasping
at these social straws for way too long
laying every thought out in these documents
this ain't a song
they keep saying that i'm losing sleep
n getting wrinkles but it's more than that
give a fuck about my sanity
can't ever relax

cos i keep burning all these bridges
stopped replying to a message
it's a fucking full circle moment
you're the ones in shambles
maybe the voice inside was right
since they left me right by the wayside
n it hurts talking to ppl
live a 24-hour bedtime 

my bones
magnetised to this bed
it's perfect timing 
all my friends, they all left
but it's all okay
it's just my nature
all my life
never been nobody's favourite

tryna find my way thru this mental mud
n i say i'm fine when i know i'm fucked
by now i've gotten used to the eyes
when they turn to see n it's only cos they hate me
repeat.

am i clean?

confessions

'90s videogame soundtrack
+fellow villagers @oroahh, @scrufff
+additional guitars from @billsburyjoeboi

stream on all platforms: https://ffm.to/charmerr

song abt extroverts n small-talk enthusiasts - i still dk how tf they do that socialising shit

.

INTRO.

roah's verse 0:
who are these ghosts in my room?
they don't even care bout you...
they don't even-

talk…
i have to do this now! (nownow)
i can’t get out free this time,
imma leave with a sliver of doubt... (doubt doubt)
start talking till your brain gets fried! (｡ŏ﹏ŏ)
(run)
but nobody listens to you, (run?)
broke bones, then you left me beat and bruised! (run!)
bled out, split my heart in two... (RUN!)
now i'm just another ghost inside my room.

now run away
can't even stop
don't even speak here, we cant get along
now stay awake,
ya i'm not that strong.
i know that i can't live like this,
can't stall...

run- run- way-
can't even sto-
(you split my heart)
don't even speak here we cant get along -long
(im bleeding out)
now stay awake
ya i'm not that strong
(i can’t even talk noo)
i know that i can't live like this
can't stall
(they werent even listening from the start)

red's bridge:
and it's too late now,
it's way too late...
it's the last straw now,
i can't be saved.
if only u were here?
i'd be okay.
if only i had your charm?
i'd be okay........

.

MAIN.

crazyass refrain:
“know by now i'm not a ppls’ man”
repeat

(ayo cut the bs)

verse 1:
paradox when i think about u
just wanna get violent when i think about u
rude to stare but i don't rly care
ur the cause of my problems but now i’m the fool? (wtf)

chorus:
the days when we were wavelength surfing
refreshed n euphoric i was nervous
eased up well n the book started opening
was a mile away, couldn't see the subservience
it was crazy that u couldn’t have time w/o me
awfully clingy n bitchy but could never speak up
all they know is the weirdo they see
longed to be a charmer, the things i’d do to be one

refrain:
"know by now i'm not a ppls’ man" now w scruff harmonically moaning WWWWWW

scruff's verse 2 (HE FUCKING KILLED IT UGHHHH):
so, understand that i'm on again
say imma make him do the runnin' man
imma make sure that i win again
but i might just be onto something, new
i just wanna be something to you
pitchforks when i'm outside
i want a clean morgue when i die
i wanna see more with my eyes

verse 3 (back2me):
hate the thought of talking to someone like me
and i tell the therapist its more than anxiety !'?*'never taken therapy lmao
always the one to make the second moves
boutta run out of self-worth real soon
rely on me to always fuck it up
god i'm so done this life shit just ain't no fun
never hesitate to wait till its way too late
something wrong w me but i know i’ll just run

*redhorse pro producer tag omg*

chorus:
the days when we were wavelength surfing #)£!?* nah dis is deep istg
refreshed n euphoric i was nervous
eased up well n the book started opening
was a mile away, couldn't see the subservience
it was crazy that u couldn’t have time w/o me
awfully clingy n bitchy but could never speak up (=`{ literally me fr
all they know is the weirdo they see
longed to be a charmer, the things i’d do to be one

refrain:
"know by now i'm not a ppls’ man"
repeat

https://bulbapedia.bulbagarden.net/wiki/Charm_(move)

charmer

charmer, +roah, scruff

//Lyrics

(hook)
my heart beats when your textin me when you're talkin wit me
when ur next to me when ur walkin wit me
cause i miss you so much
don wanna say that
i miss that aroma
imma find my way back

(chorus)
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
i know im the worst guy
i see it all the time
i dont rlly wanna die
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
yeah im the worst guy

(verse)
what was the first lie, you said, to me
ill be searchin for some answers
can't control my temper
you just wanna rent her
i just need some money on me won't tell u again sir
thought i was over it all, but
i feel like i gave it up
you ain't sayin nun
how am I waitin up
I couldn't let you run
i don't think im saying enough
you ain't sayin nun
how am I waitin up
yeah i'm still thinking bout how

(hook)
my heart beats when your textin me when you're walkin wit me
when ur next to me when ur walkin wit me
cause i miss you so much
don wanna say that
i miss that aroma
imma find my way back

(chorus)
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
i know im the worst guy
i see it all the time
i dont rlly wanna die
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
I know i'm the worst guy
i see it all the time
idrwd

(sauce)

talk2me

talk2me [p. sai]

self prod
beat 1 inspired by slump6s - right now

ik this song abt her so i gotta keep it vague
hoe so pretty im too petty
she gon have to up the pace
been stickin to myself
why they always on my case?
never switched up
stayed in my lane

dont talk 2 me
unless u talkin bout a bag
cant walk like me
these new margielas cost a rack
tryna copy me
but u cant be me thats a fact
she want all of me
i know i left her in the past

did it by myself
need no help
b** im self made
focused on my wealth
u could tell
gettin well paid
pourin up a 4
double cup
hi tech minute maid
she pretty and she bad for my health
she so entertained

ima do what i want
u keep doin what u doin
bankroll, let the money talk
know im fluent
been him, that boy he biting
see the influence
take his hoe
when she pull up, get into it
i got designer my jeans
smoke a spliff get high wit me
mdma pop a bean
at the club she eyeing me
wit my squad we goin up
tryna fwm, get dubbed
try me, u cant hang, good luck
she like me, hml, wassup

ik this song abt her so i gotta keep it vague
hoe so pretty im too petty
she gon have to up the pace
been stickin to myself
why they always on my case?
never switched up

yeah
lets go and get it
swerve in that coupe, windows are tinted
boujee lil shawty n she got on raf simmons
im on the top wit my bro and we winnin
im goin up uh huh okay
she wanna f** nuh uh no way 
im way too up, new hits otw
10 racks on his head might take his toupee
hi tech cup it, big chop russian
new hoe cuffin, big guap love it
fast life more life, always sumn
i see u tryna stab my back, u bluffin
im goin up uh huh okay
she wanna f** nuh uh no way 
im way too up, new hits otw
10 racks on his head might take his toupee

did it by myself
need no help
b** im self made
focused on my wealth
u could tell
gettin well paid
pourin up a 4
double cup
hi tech minute maid
she pretty and she bad for my health
she so entertained

im tired of ts and im tired of u
get high roll a spliff thats all i wanna do
and u act like a b** when im around u
im so done im so done
time to forget bout u

SPOTIFY !

dont talk 2 me

tryna get tips on love im fluent

https://soundcloud.com/scrufff :D

prod me and https://soundcloud.com/dramatrial

scruff - vanilla 🌿(sai ~ drama trial)

produced by @saiwai

as always thanks @rpsu for the luh character drawing

//Lyrics

oh oooh ooh.. oh
I swear thats not what im about
you know this aint really love, now
aye call me when you're feelin all, down
yea I dont think we got enough, doubt
I swear thats not what im about
you know this aint really love, now
aye call me when you're feelin all, down
yea I dont think we got enough, doubt
and I dont think I got enough, power
its getting hard to try anymore
after that, nah, i dont wanna lie no more
got my own sh*t, i dont need a ride no more
how you feeeel, behind close doors
stuck witchu when the time gon come
said I feel love, but I fear that someone
gon steal all of my pride when this sh*t done
ooohh
never know whats going on in my head
always some sh*t i cant forget now
you will never get, my 100% now
I ive been stopped
its been off
tryna change me like ive been wrong
tryna stay.. with those eyes im lost
whatchu say when your pride is goone
I swear thats not what im about
you know this aint really love, now
aye call me when you're feelin all, down
yea I dont think we got enough, doubt
I swear thats not what im about
you know this aint really love, now
aye call me when you're feelin all, down
yea I dont think we got enough, doubt
and I dont think I got enough, power
its getting hard to try anymore
after that, nah, i dont wanna lie no more
got my own sh*t, i dont need a ride no more
how you feeeel, behind close doors
stuck witchu when the time gon come
said I feel love, but I fear that someone
gon steal all of my pride when this sh*t done
(oooohhh) oh, oh ooh (ooohh)
oh, oh oohh (oohh oooh)
oh, ooh,, (oooh)
oh ooh, oooh
(oooohhh) oh, oh ooh (ooohh)
oh, oh oohh (oohh oooh)
oh, ooh,, (oooh)
oh ooh, oooh
oooooh (dont, go, away, from me)

Stuck with you

stuck with you [p. sai]

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4Zb6IFiMkT0WwKw8u9vkcJ?si=ce7a676df2a04657
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/teller


produced by nate & jacob
written and performed by me
twit & ig: @1spoder
nate ig: @__nerc
jacob ig: @jacoblincoln_

something more upbeat for next one i promise
thank you for listening :)

///
i'm failing right down
you're a waste of time, wasted mine
waste of life
keep my feelings fortified
tell the teller if you really wanna die (die, oh die)
would you, would you put your trust in me
would you, would you turn your back on me (i tried, i try)
stay on weird timing (i stole this from humza)
i'm lost but i'll find it
an anecdote alive in
a pit in my stomach
responsible for pain
there's this thought in my-

beaten right down
a waste of life
i'll build a wall of concrete lies
i should've told you
i can't focus well
your soft spoken yell

head on the floor
walk in circles
you're all i adore
i'm still hurt though
is this how it's supposed to end?
is this how it's supposed to end?

i gave my all
you like watching me fall
i don't get it at all
whether right or it's wrong

teller

prod aftrr and maxwell4k
a celebration of everything, ty 4 all the love
out on all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/aftrr/sorry-not-sorry

lyrics: 
what u need
tell me its just me n u
maybe we could rendezvous
take u out then back ur room
ill see u soon
get a table just for two
i kno im not here for a long time
so tell me whats ur mood

im out in town like where u at?
dont get too close dont get attached
i spend my money make it back
my heart been runnin, livin fast
i whip it, dip in the mazi
shawty she tweak off the molly
in the club she thought she saw me
hate me, im sorry not sorry

money like manny but i aint no fighter
u still rockin Pandas, im rockin desiigner
bitch im a playa like word to luh tyler
i keep that beam on me, shoot like tie fighter
i keep that fye like a bic no lighter
dripped in all black let my chain shine brighter
aint no surprise, on my  grind, all nighter
did it by myself, need no help
im still self made
they said that im toxic
idgaf im well paid
she so bad 4 me but out of spite
i'll love her anyway
yo pockets falling apart
im sippin chardonnay 

bitch im the man of my city im finna hold it down
bp born and raised, for my fam ill turn they life around
gotta keep goin i dont think ill ever settle down
pretty hoe like how i do it she likin how i sound

im out in town like where u at?
dont get too close dont get attached
i spend my money make it back
my heart been runnin, livin fast
i whip it, dip in the mazi
shawty she tweak off the molly
in the club she thought she saw me
hate me, im sorry not sorry

drank, molly water
whole fit top dolla
oh all these lil boy they my son
im the shot caller
spend a bag, make it flip
double that, dont give a shit
spend a bag, make it flip
double that then take a flick

baby do u really need me?
when i talk to u, u dont listen, u only see me
idk, lmk if u really moved on
where to go, yeah u know, wya just reach me

(this last section is inspired by tyler the creator's pillowtalk remix :D)

im out in town like where u at?
dont get too close dont get attached
i spend my money make it back
my heart been runnin, livin fast
i whip it, dip in the mazi
shawty she tweak off the molly
in the club she thought she saw me
hate me, im sorry not sorry

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