i know this song is gonna be a banger just from this start holy FUCK please FUCK ME IN THE ASS

i like this redhorse. when will ur next song come out?

this song is so good i feel like i was so busy i didnt have time to properly enjoy it

Produced by sai

// lyrics

What it, what it, what it was, what it is, what you on bout, oh, I'm breaking in
It's like you don't want me to let go
You got big problems, only I know
You're the only one I want, it's a side note
Thought I wont need you, but what do I know
I didn't see you coming from above
Get butterflies interlocking with my arm
I don't need a name, fuckin' saying who we are
Claiming that I've changed, fuckin' say it with your heart
I'll endure the pain just to lay here in the dark with you

I missed the mark with you
Where to start, don't even know where to stop with you
No I'm not in love, but it's where it's going
I do what I want in like any moment
I'm barely conscious, I'm a target for all the pain
Nonsense, I'll bring up thoughts just from yesterday's progress
How could I want you if you don't wanna try, this time

I don't wanna let go
You got big problems, only I know
You're the only one I want, it's a side note
Thought I won't need you, but what do I know
I didn't see you coming from above
Get butterflies interlocking with my arm
I don't need a name, fuckin' saying who we are
Claiming that I've changed, fuckin' say it with your heart
I'll endure the pain just to lay here in the dark with you

I missed the mark with you
Where to start, don't even know where to stop with you
No I'm not in love, but it's where it's going
I do what I want in like any moment
I'm barely conscious, I'm a target for all the pain
Nonsense, I'll bring up thoughts just from yesterday's progress
How could I want you if you don't wanna try, this time

I don't wanna let go
You got big problems, only I know
You're the only one I want, it's a side note
Thought I won't need you, but what do I know
I didn't see you coming from above
Get butterflies interlocking with my arm
I don't need a name, fuckin' saying who we are
Claiming that I've changed, fuckin' say it with your heart
I'll endure the pain just to lay here in the dark with you

say it with ur heart [p. sai]

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/16aPg17al8DKBm8LyMn4eE?si=9f8e74ca0f344527
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/cd-feat-ry-2

guitar by othello
additional production by me and ryan
written and performed by me and ryan
with @rywrrd (show him love please)

i lied i'm sorry next one will be a summer tune <3
thank you for listening always :)

///
a toast,
play your cd
the music brings you peace
alone
so don't mind me
I had a stupid dream again

you thought you had from the start
I don't want have to break your heart
but it broke
and now that cd drowns in static
a sour note
I highly doubt it

your favourite song
your radio I turn it on
we fell in love in your shitty car
with static on your heart
screaming out our favourite part

I made a stupid decision
in my mind, clouded dumb inference
I gave it all that I had
but all I had was indifferent
I'd break my arms off to help you
if it meant that you would listen
I stare and talk to the wall
scratched disc had tarnished the image
I thought I loved you

cd w/ ry

produced by irusu, sai, and chromecue

//LYRICS

im holdin onto you
and we know, (f*ck it) we, know
i wanna be near you ill take on any role
you wanna know the truth well let me take control
like what is there to do to make you see me more
we know, (f*ck it) we ee kno ow
i've been under stress, i been under drought
i feel under-dressed in these hand-me-downs
if we both know im depressed baby

show me how to live, show me how to love
show me how to give, show me how to trust
show me how the shit i always do is not enough
been up, just thinkin bout us
driving in the wrong lane (i know)
i tried to kiss you in the wrong stage (i loathe)
eyes prettier than all shades (yea im done)
i tried listening its all hate
we on the wrong page
x2

i never lost my time and patience, i cant take it
spend my time with you if we gonna die (young)
imma tell the truth, if you're gonna lie (dumb)
imma let it loose if you think that i 
run, what i gotta prove
you're the only one, what i gotta do oo
love's, something we can choose
you're the only one, there's nothing i can loo oose

We got something nobody know
When you play hard to get imma go
Baby i watch your every move
I’ll carry your heart to the moon
Uh, where do i start with you
The sun is down and i can’t move (can’t lose)
Its getting harder and harder to stay cool
Being with you
Show me how to try
Show me how and where our stories intertwine
When we die
We got what we paid for baby don’t cry
I know what you stayed for, I don’t mind
Ooooh, im not an option
Oooh, you’ve been up to something
Oooh no, all the assumptions the fussin the love that i trust you with, stop it

show me how to live, show me how to love
show me how to give, show me how to trust
show me how the shit i always do is not enough
been up, just thinkin bout us
driving in the wrong lane (i know)
i tried to kiss you in the wrong stage (i loathe)
eyes prettier than all shades (yea im done)
i tried listening its all hate
we on the wrong page

i never lost my time and patience, i cant take it
spend my time with you if we gonna die (young)
imma tell the truth, if you're gonna lie (dumb)
imma let it loose if you think that i 
run, what i gotta prove
you're the only one, what i gotta do oo
love's, something we can choose
you're the only one, there's nothing i can loo oose

how2live

how2live [p. su, sai, & chromecue]

@1spoder
prod roku
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/bruise

lyrics -
open up the fuckin door hun
is this everything you wanted?
tell me did you really wanna
tell me did you really wanna
pop another bottle up
tell me is it lust is it really love
pop another bottle up
is it really lust is it really love
can you see what I see
through your stupid lies
it gets harder to breathe
every time

walk it down
throw it up love
love to be the one that you want
I keep falling down, keep falling out
did everything you told me to
talk every way you want me to
fuck it up
it's a dud
I don't love you
I tried it, no use
stuck in silence I bruise (I feel overwhelmed)
stuck in silence I bruise (I tried)
stuck in silence I bruise

are you amused?
go tie up that noose (it's all my fault)
acting like you nuanced and shit
alright love then burn off that bridge
tell me love how I'm supposed to live
kick yo feet up
wanna be us
she want more not enough
is it all you dream of
all you need love
fall in now I'm stuck
will you pull through?
I don't like you no more

can you see what I see
through your stupid lies
it gets harder to breathe
every time

walk it down
throw it up love
love to be the one that you want
I keep falling down, keep falling out
did everything you told me to
talk every way you want me to
fuck it up
it's a dud
I don't love you
I tried it, no use
stuck in silence I bruise (I feel overwhelmed)
stuck in silence I bruise (I tried)
stuck in silence I bruise

spoder - bruise

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0IHbekaueGek7nFPKpZpbD?si=89260079818e4242
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/desideratum

produced by 8een & arcane
additional production by me
mixed written performed by me
+ thank you eve for mixing advice

frick north york
thank you for listening, i hope you enjoy <3

///
the more that I try, more that I hide
the more that I try, more that I hide

the past few months I felt like I would die
before I did anything that I loved, oh my
I'll stay strong
eighteen round the corner, how'd I (make it!)
this long
all the pressure makes my head hurt
give it time and it'll get better
and if you hate it well then, know I put in effort :/
I do my best, how dare you say that I don't
still get nervous when there's lumps in my throat

I'm aware no one said it'd be easy
spoke to the teller now everything's clear, see
it all
pretty girl
girl

and if I don't wake up
tell every single person I love
that I put all my heart in
I will be an artist
there'll be people that care and I'll build something honest

go!
don't hide
do you even know who you are?
go!
how'd you even call that shit art? (desideratum)
go back pull your hair out, restart

I can't focus well my darling
got a stutter when I'm talking
you broke the news as I was walking
news when I was promised

desideratum

end the year right

all plats: ffm.to/redhorse-anecdote

words:

verse
felt like yesterday
that i had all these fucking words to say
i was free and all alone
no one was gettin in my way
keep on punching thru these walls
the clock keeps getting louder
bloody hands all up my face 
jus wanna tell u that im down there

prechorus 
n im wasting my time
putting those thoughts in my head
n i was reading ur texts 
try n feel some typa way
u know ur home to me
but i always pull the plug
from my reality
let you know now

chorus (one of my best)
that im way too fucking done
get me out this rut 
am i just another anecdote
another bit of fun
standing out here in the cold
stood me up with all them missed calls
they all look at me weird now
what am i here for   

break

rap
no eye contact jus mind my business
mantras like dat were drilled into me
not enough for the cool ones like u
not soft enough for the nerds and geeks
odd one out, was a way of life
too hard to make friends thru struggle n strife
sat by the keys practicing bee thoven
before i couldnt say it right
every day i stare down the clock and dread the time ticking
mum tells me that im just being silly
cry on her shoulder im too scared to die
see pitch black it’s the last day of my life
like what would i do then
anything to get out this system
9 to 5 nightmare situation 
n now u fucked me up lets face it
lets face it

bridge
what is life 
when we're drifting apart
what is purpose 
when i cant fall in ur arms
asking all the questions 
what is all your rush
oh u distress meeeee

alt prechorus
and im going insane!
having those thoughts in my head
thought u loved me in those texts
feeling all these kinda ways
u know ur home to mee
but i always pull the plug
from my reality
let you know now

chorus
that im way too fucking DONE
get me out this rut 
am i just another anecdote
another bit of fun
standing out here in the cold
stood me up with all them missed calls
they all look at me weird now
what am i here for
repeat

ty 4 listening, love all of u
also did sum actual non-midi guitar on dis 🫢

anecdote

prod dead yami

know i always been afraid of heights

lamb shanks at spiros

spark

i know ur mad at me or something
and talkings just way too damn hard 4 me
but you've really done it this time
but i wanna know
why cant u go?
you're talkin too loud
leave me alone
i want you out
i dont really wanna stay
i dont really wanna stay with you
you dont even wanna know what im doing
i just wanna go home with you off my mind
get online cuz we're playing all night
i can not think straight
(where are you?)
im sorry if i lost my mind
ive really done it this time
now i just want out
why cant u go?
you're talkin too loud
leave me alone
i want you out

produced by aftrr and will rhead
all plats: https://ffm.to/rqj2oyo

lyrics:

[intro]
i dont wanna talk if ur just gon run away
break my heart, said u wouldnt want it any other way
and my life, gave it all to u
ended all too soon
picked up my pieces, im not begging u to stay
no more

[verse]
damn
i guess we’re falling apart
everything so unexpected
wish i knew from the start
i kept it copacetic
tried my best to play my own part
still got a few more hours with u before my flight depart
u told me its not me its u
when did love become an issue
i know that im still missing u
but i cant deal with the misuse
and ur on my mind
feels like a waste of time
cant wait for u to decide so

[chorus x2]
i dont wanna talk if ur just gon run away
break my heart, said u wouldnt want it any other way
and my life, gave it all to u
ended all too soon
picked up my pieces, im not begging u to stay
no more

[verse 2]
hop in the whip v12 new mazi
pop out the rims new lens they carti
i am too up im ricch like roddy
yellow my cup like piss no potty
u know its up, fw nobody
count up the deads, my pockets zombie
sippin that red, blue pill that molly
ts been killing me slowly
the words that replay, u told me
do u tell ppl u know me?
yeah u know me u know my body
stick to myself, dont say u saw me
i dont pick up when they call me
i dont even trust nobody
cut em off like get off me

[bridge]
we on different sides (baby tell me, tell me)
where ur heart resides
fall in love, fall out, no surprise
fuck it up, run it back, its alright

[chorus]
i dont wanna talk if ur just gon run away
break my heart, said u wouldnt want it any other way
and my life, gave it all to u
ended all too soon
picked up my pieces, im not begging u to stay
no more

[verse 3 idk this the drop tho]
tell me what to do (is it me or is it u)
conversations overdue (me or u, who to choose)
cant keep up with the way u move
tell me what do we got to lose
u put my mind in a ruse so

[chorus]
i dont wanna talk if ur just gon run away
break my heart, said u wouldnt want it any other way
and my life, gave it all to u
ended all too soon
picked up my pieces, im not begging u to stay
no more

[outro]
if it's not me then who
u loved me, is that still true
reciprocated love, so overdue

SPOTIFY !

overdue

prod @miracle + me

i dont wna talk unless u talkin bout a paper
bitch im gettin money aint it funny u a hater
i dont wna flirt i put that work in ima chaser
on my own i dont need no favors

like woooohaoaah
ion need nobody less that body else is me
like woooowoaoh
aint nobody can top me less that body else is me

fuck it up, top down
born for this, im cut out
need no hoe, shut down
out of sight, u lucked out
in the cut, popped out
get it back by sundown
i cant care less what they say, what they talk about

Lets go
percocet pennies get u gone for the low
push the pedal to the metal supercharger on my toes
Pocket watchin they see patterns like the goyard on my coat
all i touch is cheese like my middle name fregley
i cant kick the cup but i been kickin shit like messi
yo hoe ride wit me she think im famous like nelly or sum
Tip toe up the telly my money on vercetti or sum

i dont wna talk unless u talkin bout a paper
bitch im gettin money aint it funny u a hater
i dont wna flirt i put that work in ima chaser
on my own i dont need no favors

like woooohaoaah
ion need nobody less that body else is me
like woooowoaoh
aint nobody can top me less that body else is me

fuck it up, top down
born for this, im cut out
need no hoe, shut down
out of sight, u lucked out
in the cut, popped out
get it back by sundown
i cant care less what they say, what they talk about

why this hoe trippin i aint thought of her in months
what was i thinkin when i thought u were the one

i dont wna talk unless u talkin bout a paper
bitch im gettin money aint it funny u a hater
i dont wna flirt i put that work in ima chaser
on my own i dont need no favors

like woooohaoaah
ion need nobody less that body else is me
like woooowoaoh
aint nobody can top me less that body else is me

anecdote

redhorse

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