'jazz' +@1spoder

stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/numb-feat-spoder

written circa nov2020 before redhorse was a thing,
back when i was still in school - still the saddest song i've written, limina may overtake tho-

lookin in the mirror, i don’t look too happy,
my room smells like shit, and i've got no money!
another one of those days, dead in my bed,
escape thru my phone, ignore what’s downstairs...
this time it seemed worse, what’s gotten into her,
i wish i had her energy, not being a sitting duck,
are my problems that bad? they tell me i’m too awkward,
sometimes i wish they’d expel me, then i might just be bothered
i know i say no, actually i want you here,
being a burden just hurts, but i need someone to see my tears
only downhill from here, i don’t wanna grow up
shoulda took a few pictures, i’d have shit to look back on
but no i’m a loser 
foggy path up ahead
maybe it’s time to wake up, 
talk to her instead.

solo

feeling audacious, might leave my bedroom
been the first time since i saw the full moon
they ask me why, i’m just following the rules
but i know inside i ain’t got anyone to talk to
bittersweet taste, brought it all on myself
just want the attention not the love, it makes me unwell
past few months i been sitting like a shell
sitting like an empty vessel drifting away into the ocean
island of my own, embrace the palm trees
escape from reality, i just wanna be me
move with the currents, fed up of self-control
hopeless for the future, got me feeling freezing cold
life has no winners, 
live a planless paradise,
sleeping in this limbo, 
no concept of time.

switch up

@1spoder verse, go get ur money up n follow him

had enough, i'm running out of patience
i'm sorry
can't figure out another way to say this
i really hope you don't keep me waiting here
i really hope you don't trap my mind with fear
i don't like who you are
cause i don't know where to start with you
i could travel so far
but i'll end up coming back to you
and i hate it
but i don't have the guts just to say it
walk without a head, think i'm brainless
you want my damn heart then go take it
i'll be here waiting
and it's all my fault
that i took it this far
guess i had it all wrong
and you are who you are.

2-5-1s am i right

numb

stream the mf song

numb, +spoder

Mixed by Moi & @redhxrse
Lyrics by Moi & @redhxrse
Produced by Joshwas ! (on youtube)

lyrics ONG REAL


cambi0:
And now I walk through the valley of the quiet hills
Where I just see the spirits standing still 
But you're not next to me
So I can't move on yet 

Awwwhhhh

Oh screw off

Now I just kinda find it funny 
how you put the blame on me
And victimizing yourself when you know you're not innocent in the slightest

Girl do you mind if

I------

Lay down for a couple days inside my bed
I don't wanna leave my room
So you can get inside my head
I'm way too tired for bull shit
rather get up and just leave
I don't wanna deal with any of the drama

redhorse:
all these voices inside my head
they sound like u
cos im a fool
for ur love
why cant i be happy instead
and when they are gone
what is left is the wind
that whistles in these lonely valleys
i'm way too deep in all this shit

same message written every time
but i never send
hear my heart beat louder
every time i get a text from u
on this earth with these spirits
why u gotta be so cruel
writing songs to pass the time 
let the anger stay subdued

and u can laugh all u want

nothing can hurt me no more

look right up in the sky
remember u one last time
girl do u mind if i

1 2 3 4 GO!!!!

cambi0:
Lay down for a couple days inside my bed
I don't wanna leave my room
So you can get inside my head
I'm way too tired for bull shit
rather get up and just leave
I don't wanna deal with any of the drama

seconds w/ redhorse

upside down w/ redhorse

I don’t have the voice for songs like this 
Prod me tho 
this song is also like 2 months old
cover art by me dog design by @apuppyonline on insta and twitter

lyrics//
O-K
You know I'm here for you
Know that I care for what you do-o-o
It's alright you can call anytime girl you know it's fine
Think about you every night
Make my sleep feel like lost time
When you're sad know it's alright
I'm here for you don't you cry

I hate being without you
Cry when you're gone too-
Much don't know how to feel
Feel too much when you're here
Don't know if that's good for me
Don't wanna push you away though
Push you away don't know what to do
Made me feel like I'm a fool
Did too much like every day
Girl, you know that I'm

O-K
You know I'm here for you
Know that I care for what you do-o-o
It's alright you can call anytime girl you know it's fine
Think about you every night
Make my sleep feel like lost time
When you're sad know it's alright
I'm here for you don't you cry (cry)
You know I'm here for you
Know that I care for what you do-o-o
It's alright you can call anytime girl you know it's fine
Think about you every night
Make my sleep feel like lost time
When you're sad know it's alright
I'm here for you don't you cry (cry)

here for you

@redhxrse

these stones in me they build
replace the breaths that i take now my lungs are filled
i see but i don't see
separation of senses everything is surreal
was playing games of catch up
now I'm horrifyingly ahead
it was alright to be alive
but-
(don't you fucking finish that line)

ooh
it's a jolly good day to see the reindeers go by
ooh
it's so much more I’d like to see you try

these stones in me they're sharp
nerves are struck, every thought is coated with mental tar
whole worlds keeping me down
lazybones got lazier, what’s up with the frown
you know me us men of few words
never popped up first but out the seams i burst
it’s better with me on a 1 to 1
hate multitasking shit ain't no fun
paid my dues but it fall on deaf ears
tear ducts are dry ain't cried for ten years
always wonder how i even get here
cos the real fear of failures never not near

ooh
it’s a jolly good day to see the reindeers go by
ooh
it's so much more I’d like to see you try

reindeers

Riding the red horse away

'90s videogame soundtrack
+fellow villagers @oroahh, @scrufff
+additional guitars from @billsburyjoeboi

stream on all platforms: https://ffm.to/charmerr

song abt extroverts n small-talk enthusiasts - i still dk how tf they do that socialising shit

.

INTRO.

roah's verse 0:
who are these ghosts in my room?
they don't even care bout you...
they don't even-

talk…
i have to do this now! (nownow)
i can’t get out free this time,
imma leave with a sliver of doubt... (doubt doubt)
start talking till your brain gets fried! (｡ŏ﹏ŏ)
(run)
but nobody listens to you, (run?)
broke bones, then you left me beat and bruised! (run!)
bled out, split my heart in two... (RUN!)
now i'm just another ghost inside my room.

now run away
can't even stop
don't even speak here, we cant get along
now stay awake,
ya i'm not that strong.
i know that i can't live like this,
can't stall...

run- run- way-
can't even sto-
(you split my heart)
don't even speak here we cant get along -long
(im bleeding out)
now stay awake
ya i'm not that strong
(i can’t even talk noo)
i know that i can't live like this
can't stall
(they werent even listening from the start)

red's bridge:
and it's too late now,
it's way too late...
it's the last straw now,
i can't be saved.
if only u were here?
i'd be okay.
if only i had your charm?
i'd be okay........

.

MAIN.

crazyass refrain:
“know by now i'm not a ppls’ man”
repeat

(ayo cut the bs)

verse 1:
paradox when i think about u
just wanna get violent when i think about u
rude to stare but i don't rly care
ur the cause of my problems but now i’m the fool? (wtf)

chorus:
the days when we were wavelength surfing
refreshed n euphoric i was nervous
eased up well n the book started opening
was a mile away, couldn't see the subservience
it was crazy that u couldn’t have time w/o me
awfully clingy n bitchy but could never speak up
all they know is the weirdo they see
longed to be a charmer, the things i’d do to be one

refrain:
"know by now i'm not a ppls’ man" now w scruff harmonically moaning WWWWWW

scruff's verse 2 (HE FUCKING KILLED IT UGHHHH):
so, understand that i'm on again
say imma make him do the runnin' man
imma make sure that i win again
but i might just be onto something, new
i just wanna be something to you
pitchforks when i'm outside
i want a clean morgue when i die
i wanna see more with my eyes

verse 3 (back2me):
hate the thought of talking to someone like me
and i tell the therapist its more than anxiety !'?*'never taken therapy lmao
always the one to make the second moves
boutta run out of self-worth real soon
rely on me to always fuck it up
god i'm so done this life shit just ain't no fun
never hesitate to wait till its way too late
something wrong w me but i know i’ll just run

*redhorse pro producer tag omg*

chorus:
the days when we were wavelength surfing #)£!?* nah dis is deep istg
refreshed n euphoric i was nervous
eased up well n the book started opening
was a mile away, couldn't see the subservience
it was crazy that u couldn’t have time w/o me
awfully clingy n bitchy but could never speak up (=`{ literally me fr
all they know is the weirdo they see
longed to be a charmer, the things i’d do to be one

refrain:
"know by now i'm not a ppls’ man"
repeat

https://bulbapedia.bulbagarden.net/wiki/Charm_(move)

charmer

charmer, +roah, scruff

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i pray to god its a sunday
cause everybody knows that im all alone
(that im all alone)

i dont wanna go back to arkansas
so many snakes they just be acting
everybody fake now they just plastic
thats why ill be packing up my bags

i cannot be here one more day
everybody be so strange
see i gotta go now no more waiting
ive been here done debating

its time to go
cant stay no more
if i stay here ill be nothing more
ill be nothing more

sorry momma
i cant stay
sorry momma 
its too late
but i promise ill find a way
you can call it the great escape

cause thats what its like when you hate this life

i pray to god its a sunday

i dont wanna go back to arkansas
so many snakes they just be acting
everybody fake now they just plastic
thats why ill be packing up my bags

i cannot be here one more day
everybody be so strange
see i gotta go now no more waiting
ive been here done debating

i pray to god its a sunday
cause everybody knows that im alone
that im all alone
(yeah)
(that all im alone)
fuck arkansas dont need that
fuck arkansas dont need that
fuck arkansas
(fuck arkansas)

honestly f*ck arkansas

Nobody Else ft Redhorse

@redhxrse (producer)
@oroahh
@lizablaise
@1spoder

@redhxrse
i feel the snowdrops touch
see them glisten in the sky
feeling cosy w a hot mug of coffee, 
oh, what a life!
n the nice warm glow of the fireplace
god, it could put me to sleep
i wish this season would never change
feel like I'm living the dream

hear the bells start ringing
and the snowman says hi
while the children in the distance
have their little snowball fights

@oroahh
it's 6pm now and the sun isn't out
the breeze is so cold when we were walking about
she was calling your name from like outta the crowd
don't leave her side yet
is it real bad that i doubt you?
don't get me wrong i feel like shit too
i feel the same
you fucked up this shit in like every which wayyy

@lizablaise
babe, it's getting so late
walk up to the door, you're driving me home
the glow on your face like lights that adorn
all the streets leading back to you
made my mind up, you're all i choose
last winter broke your heart in two
spin the record and watch our blues fade away
the mistletoe's waiting, the angels are pacing
impatiently i sway, then your hand's on my cheek
and the sleigh bells start ringing, my winter gloom's at bay

@1spoder
were you satisfied?
i lost my head in the snow, you found it
i wish i made it all up, i've fallen in love
there's no point to dance around it
i wanna watch all the snow pile up
frostbites cover my arms
up to my heart
there's no point in lying, it causes more harm
oh my dear you look frigid
the snow falls the same whether which way you put it
can you promise me one thing?
to let it down slowly

snowdrops

literally recorded this an hour ago
gas pack


Intro

No matter what you can't back those things you said
No matter what you'll be in my bed
Now theres warzone in my head
I wish i was dead

Hook

So baby tell me where'd the love go
This girl she got me in a spiral
I'll take a risk but i might die tho
I'm getting stuck in this cycle

So baby tell me where'd the love go
Love go
Love go
Love go
Love go
Love go
Love go
Woah

Verse

Everythings so different now
I'll live my life and it sucks that you're missing out
Follow my passions now everyone is listening now
While you stay at home in your room just bitching about

That your mentally drained
You've been thru so much pain
How Im stuck in your brain
And that you miss my face

But you and i both know that you won't ever change
And now you realize that we can't live this way

So baby tell me where'd the love go
This girl she got me in a spiral
I'll take a risk but i might die tho
I'm getting stuck in this cycle

So baby tell me where'd the love go
Love go
Love go
Love go
Love go
Love go
Love go
Woah

Love go (thislandis + siem spark)

welcome to the village.
enjoy your stay!

@oroahh
@1spoder
@rywrrd
@redhxrse
@1alladin
@lizablaise
@saiwai
@reefuh
@scrufff

@1alladin
@1alladin
@1alladin
@1alladin
@1alladin
@1alladin

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he/they - 16
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