aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

gonna transition this into use this gospel if i ever do a dj set

naw cause im gna cry to this... u guys did so good

written & produced by valetical

lyrics:

(fuck)

i know it's hard, i know it is
i played my part, i lost my grip
until next year, i'm off that shit
want something new, i'm bored of this
and if you find the answer to my question
then let me know, i'm tired of living life unsafe inside my home

mom told me i'm a waste, and everyone tells me the same
yeah, maybe there's a reason why they left me
my biggest enemy is someone i don't know
i'm fighting for you back, don't think about me

now this is a story i don't wanna tell
it's like the end of a movie i haven't seen before
i've always lived for attention, why can't you see that?
i'm on my knees, begging for more

i know it's hard, i know it is
i played my part, i lost my grip
until next year, i'm off that shit
want something new, i'm bored of this
and if you find the answer to my question
then let me know, i'm tired of living life unsafe inside my home

mom told me i'm a waste, and everyone tells me the same
yeah, maybe there's a reason why they left me
(was it something i did?)
my biggest enemy is someone i don't know
i'm fighting for you back, don't think about me

(195.569)

war within

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produced by jonah bru
mixed written performed by me
cover art by yinon

valentines day song
hope you enjoy, more stuff soon :)
thank you for listening as always

///
show me how
show me how you love
tell me how
tell me how you feel
stop it love I'm exhausted
don't give it up, I thought you were someone that I-

don't tell me the time that I spent was no use
will I be more than (be more than)
problems to you?
oh I'll carry all my baggage to show you I'm able
you stutter your speech cause it's true

tread fine lines
when I'm with you it feels like there's no wrong or right
sworn by you, we'd grow older
my feelings attached
now I sit like a loner
oooh
I'll make sure that I'll
dooo
everything that you want me to
dumb ear had me in loop
what's there for me to do
don't give it up, I thought you were someone that I loved

don't tell me the time that I spent was no use
will I be more than (be more than)
problems to you?
oh I'll carry all my baggage to show you I'm able
you stutter your speech cause it's true

able

ft(@mental)
prod(@rjpasin + @prodnomu)

[nomu]
Ya ya
I got all of it
Long as i have u I got all of it <3
Ya ya
heaven sent
Everytime u leave Its like im sad again
(2x)

[mental]
Bb everytime u leave im stuck
And my heart been broke so long i thnk im giving up
Ya im bleeding out
Bbygirl i need ur love
If u hate me then tell me 
Now i cant sleep enough
If u hate me then tell me 
Cuz i cant be without u
If u love me then kiss me 
Cuz i cant be without u
I jus wana be around u
If u love me tell me baby i will never doubt u

But im thinking i should get awayyy
Fall in love when i see ur face
If im really the one u hate
Tell me why i cant be erased
T-tell me why, lmk, make me sick
Everynight goin thru all ur shit
U kno that it makes me sick
Dont have a heart
i traded it for a kiss

[nomu]
Ya ya
I got all of it
Long as i have u I got all of it <3
Ya ya
heaven sent
Everytime u leave Its like im sad again
(2x)


I was feeling down
Now im feeling up
When u came into my life
U gave me all ur luv
Now u hav my heart
I cant get enough !
Cuz u talked to me when
I had no one left 2 trust
yuhh
Im jus making music for da hell of it
When i write these songs i feel da sentiment
I dont want dis shit to ever end again
Tell me that u luv me i love tellin it

all of it

spotify

all of it (+mental)

prod me
feat
@7akkiro
@v_leticall

@esssoh
ye i think id be off better if you would just go away
i wish there was something we could do
back up, im so sick, youre in my space
what u think this gotta do w you
eyes closed i dont wanna see her
keep the curtains drawn yea thats how i need it
got this urge yea i think im gonna feed it
now im stuck here hoping i dont have to feel the end

@7akkiro
oh i, i dont know why u try
gotta hold my breath when you tell me lies
its at the point where i dont see u anymore
always lose myself when you tell me twice
oh i, i dont know why i try
im at the point of my life where i dont got no vices
i taste your love its bitter
now im by myself but ive never been better

@v_letical
last night i dont think i heard a word you said
i been up all day i cant catch my breath
ooo i aint reading that letter
cut you out my life and ive never been better
path finder, howd i end up here
covered my face, do you see my tears
now their forcing me to fight my fears
covered my face, do you see my tears

@esssoh
fuckin wanna be like me but he never will
yeah he sellin out his team tryna sign a deal
whats it gotta do w me?
how it made you feel
mfs talkin thru a screen
(make it something real)
x2

vices ft akkiro + valetical

[Chorus]
Girl, I call you when I finish up at work
And I promise to you that I'll make it worth it
And I'm sorry that I couldn't make it work when
You needed me the most and I was hopeless
Girl, I can make it up to you, I swear
And I can tell you find it hard
But I just wanna show you that I care
And I didn't mean to hurt you

[Verse]
I made it out the rough
I'll make it out again
This time I know my stuff
I said, "This time I think I'll win"
My mind was in the dump
My thoughts went to the bin
They told me something crazy, now
I know I just can't quit
And I know I made it tough
I know it wasn't fair
That I wasn't 'round for you
And I acted without care
I brought it up in reefer
I hope you understand
That I wrote it down for you
And I told you how I feel

[Chorus]
So I'll call you when I finish up at work
And I promise to you that I'll make it worth it
And I'm sorry that I couldn't make it work when
You needed me the most and I was hopeless
Girl, I can make it up to you, I swear
And I can tell you find it hard
But I just wanna show you that I care
And I didn't mean to hurt you

night at work

your love

prod(@scrobaby + @prodnomu)

//
Im sick to my stummy I can't feel a thing
Scrolling on my phone and I cant even think
How you sposed to go its only been a week
hope ill never have to ever see you leave

And i jus wish that u would go home
I miss it everytime i look at all our photos
I cant do this no mo
Cuz i been patient but i hate it when its so slow

Christian on my coat i feel mysterious
All black fitted on my body i feel serious
Tell me y u mad cz bich im curious
I jus asked a question y u furious

im all alone again
I need some medicine
im all alone again
I need some medicine

I have a problem and i cant seem 2 do anything
I’d find a cure but i think ur my only medicine
Im narcissistic by myself and thats my only sin
i need to visit u so i can find some happiness
(2x)

thought i was doing fine
turns out i crossed your line
i felt so bad about myself n how i made u cry

i think i lost my mind
when i called u at night
i promise u that there would never be a second time

im all alone again
I need some medicine
im all alone again
I need some medicine

And i jus wish that u’d go home
I miss it everytime i look at all our photos
I cant do this no mo
Cuz i been patient but i hate it when its so slow

medicine

return 2 form

self prod (guitar from joeboi kit)
ft @reefuh

[aftrr]
told my ol brotha u could count on me
old hoes they love doubting me
what i make in a month, ur whole salary
watch out for them ppl they so mad at me
they so mad at me

i do what i want, u do what ur told
all of this pressure no i will not fold
praying to God they wont take my soul
listen to me they take u as a joke
been in my zone, locked in that mode
body anemic, wrist on froze
big body that demon, im on the road

k flip
fuckin wit nobody thats basic
all black on a royce thats spaceship
hop ona road highway its vacant
dont need nobody, that money im taken
heart on my sleeve, hotel im pacing
keep my mask on keep my face in
smoke my doja, paint the town wit smith n wesson

i do what i want, u do what ur told
all of this pressure no i will not fold
praying to God they wont take my soul
listen to me they take u as a joke
been in my zone, locked in that mode
body anemic, wrist on froze
big body that demon, im on the road

[reef]
told my brotha im back home
i spent 25 nights 24 days on the road
we could sip hi tech on rocks make sure its cold
i just spent yo month right here on this lil coat

all of my friends is dead all my friends died
i want racks instead i'll give my life
perc'd up in my head im barely alive
my brother went fed stabbed him with a knife
cut up on i5, drunk as the fuck when i drive
i jus want see my brother thrive
so rich get my butler high
blow dope from the other side
boy you aint shooting shit online
go hunting with my rifle lay them birds down

[aftrr]
makin plays like a GM but im still an all-star
look at me they wanna be em but u wont get too far
they see a god, u a heathen, guess ur playing ur part

if i die would u still miss me
blood on my hands would u kiss me
victory lap em in cirlces im dizzy
give me and reefuh the keys to the city
they tryna fw the kid no diddy
want me dead boy u better keep wishing
sit down u dont even stand for nun
100 rounds pockets on stamin-up

[reef]
lebron james, 2-3
i ball, 2d
whos that, whos he
oh oh h oh i could never fuck a groupie
oh oh i got foreign hoes tryna make a movie

[aftrr]
she got good brain like she went philosophic
im movin heavy metal like lil gotit
rlly been bout it like dont get me started
import overseas the money exotic
shooter got aim he movin robotic
flooded my wrist now my body aquatic
new hoe fuckin wit my head psychotic
i needa tonic who got it

[reef]
ran off wit the bag i got it
ran off wit ya bag like sonic
i know his lil ass not bout it
ya views, ya bitch is botted
drac came wit a switch like its modded
got lean like it came out the faucet
hit the bank and i make a deposit
i get up in that bitch and i rock it

[aftrr]
i do what i want, u do what ur told
all of this pressure no i will not fold
praying to God they wont take my soul
listen to me they take u as a joke
been in my zone, locked in that mode
body anemic, wrist on froze
big body that demon, im on the road

count on me w/ reef

original by R5 This was one of my fav songs ever when i was little
produced by Me

lyrics
u said what u said
when words are knives its hard not to forget
but something in my head wouldn't reset
cant give up on us yet no woah
wo o oah
ur love was so real
it pulled me in just like a magnetic field
id let u go but somethings taking the wheel
yeah its taking the wheel oh woah

my mind says no ur no good for me
ur no good but my hearts made up on u
my body cant take what u give to me
what u give got my heart made up on u
(x2)

i should be making a break
up all night thinking im planning my escape
but this insomnia aint going away
and now im back at ur place / oh no!
wo o oah

my mind says no ur no good for me
ur no good but my hearts made up on u
my body cant take what u give to me
what u give got my heart made up on u
(got my heart made up on u)

look what u did what u did what ur doing to me
u got me searching for the words like a silent movie
i cant breathe i cant see ur so out of control
but baby honestly my hands are up im letting go

(got my heart made up on u)

my mind says no ur no good for me
ur no good but my hearts made up on u
my body cant take what u give to me
what u give got my heart made up on u
(x2)

my mind says no
heart made up on u
up on u
up on u

heart made up on you (cover)

welcome

stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/heavyweights-feat-spoder--cambi0

written by us 3, 
produced by me, 
mixed by me n spo

words:
heavy weights
messy days
there's no place to let this go
walls get closer, trapped at home 
crowded streets
now it's me
to find my own way out
to like my own self now

i see the trees all going by
the things i'd do to grow as much
i think to myself: "why can't i try?"
could i relieve my burden, grow w u
long for your hand, my humble abode
to leave with u than live alone

@1spoder
i walked into a corner store
the boy he worked, and worked some more
i had a twenty in my pocket
gave it cause his legs were sore
said, "do you want this for your life?"
he told me, "i'm just passing time."
i took the gum and walked right out
i knew he knew my hands were tied
he faked every moment
he loved you, i know
in the heat of the moment
those heavy weights crushed down on him
 
"i loved you, i'm sorry,
i hated my body,
i'll fix my whole life... yet i'm treated like a zombie. "

these heavy weights, they're killing me
wash me away, wash me away
x2

@1cambio
jump before i look
i hesitate to fall
i keep on going faster 
as everyone else stalls
everybody’s crying
but i know we’ll be alright 
if everything was worth it
why second-guess your might 

skin the moment bare
i'll put it in a locket 
to hold when i'm not there
wish that i could stop it
feeling is a burden 
i sense it every time
they speak, but i done heard it
i'll end it with a line

i'll end it with a line

heavyweights

click on me mf

heavyweights, +spoder, cambi0

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produced by plantcham
performed mixed written by me
cover art by my girlfriend 

sequel to crawler
thank you for listening like always

///
held it open like a doorman
tell me, why's it always pouring here?
she put it on like a showman
was the moment I knew I was scared
I split my head out wide
though incomplete, I try
I know that it sounds boring to you but this is my life
could you cut me some slack I
know that I'm not a good son
I'll wait till we orbit and then I'll wake up
spent 500 hours on screens in a month
let it burn up my skin so my eyes won't cry
a dumb ear I lended a thousand times
put my right hand on your shoulder darling
I'll tell you that everything will be just fine

it's alright
I've come to find there ain't a right time
so lower your conscience down
there's no use in trying to be found
could've sworn that I thought of it all
a bother so big or so small
a crawler that's stuck to the walls
if it's unfeasible then don't hurt me, falling

can hardly rest, don't let me go
my darling
this place not home
I pace around
you shut my mouth
I fall apart, it gets too loud
I don't wanna hold you
you've sewn and you've closed me up
they tried to console you
but my yells don't make a sound

my yells (my yells)
my yells have exhausted love
have exhausted love
I've had a hell of a day
wash it all up in the drain
don't make a sound
everything's gon' be okay

it's alright
I've come to find there ain't a right time
so lower your conscience down
there's no use in trying to be found
could've sworn that I thought of it all
a bother so big or so small
a crawler that's stuck to the walls
if it's unfeasible then don't hurt me, falling

can hardly rest, don't let me go
my darling
this place not home
I pace around
you shut my mouth
I fall apart, it gets too loud
I don't wanna hold you
you've sewn and you've closed me up
they tried to console you
but my yells don't make a sound

(yells don't make a sound
yells don't-
yells don't make a sound)
my yells don't make a sound
my yells don't make a sound
I'd hate to see you frown
I love you with my heart
I'd rather stay with you for now

heavyweights, +spoder, cambi0

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