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wishes

official music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MHobHG2OXfE
stream: fordis.lnk.to/wishes

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i wont take you back since
i hate to remember that all of this shits my fault
left it in the past tense
when it hits september i feel like im on my own

i was so wrong
i wont ever take you back
left your phone blocked
got fake friends
dont trust them too
got some cuts up on my shirt
shit you put me through

wasted all my time and
ruining my past and
cheated on the race but you still finished up on last place
fuck that
you dont know me too
hope they're always looking up to me
cause i wont look at you

sometimes i wish and i pray
that you'd call my phone
and you'd tell me its okay
now you killed a part of myself
put a pillow to my head and i'd
cry the pain away

i've been trying so hard (damn)
i've been trying so hard
i've been trying so hard
damn

damn
damn
damn

i was so wrong
and i haven't felt this lost in like so long (so long)
put it on god
he ain't care about my struggle in like so long

so i act like i ain't numb and im so strong
and am i a waste of time cause you moved on?
closing both my eyes hope i respawn
left me on my own had to sit and write a new song

i was so wrong
i wont ever take you back
left your phone blocked
got fake friends
dont trust them too
got some cuts up on my shirt
shit you put me through

wasted all my time and
ruining my past and
cheated on the race but you still finished up on last place
fuck that
you dont know me too
hope they're always looking up to me
cause i wont look at you

sometimes i wish and i pray
that you'd call my phone
and you'd tell me its okay
now you killed a part of myself
put a pillow to my head and i'd
cry the pain away

i've been trying so hard (damn)
i've been trying so hard
i've been trying so hard
damn

damn
damn
damn

i was so wrong
and i haven't felt this lost in like so long (it's not worth it)
put it on god
he ain't care about my struggle in like so long

i wont take you back since
i hate to remember that all of this shits my fault
left you in the past tense
when it hits september i feel like im on my own
—

song credits:
produced by @prodelxnce and @cymricxo
mastered by @1falc

video credits:

directed by me
co-directed: ricardospdp
creative director: nevefilms
cinematographer: thomas hall
gaffer: zak fenning
steadicam operator: corey milo
steadicam assistant: luc vrhovnik
make up: emily rayner-airey
vhs: zakari hosein
drivers: jarek brdak + paul barbra
editor: nevefilms
colourist: anri adler
graphic design: sblngr
studio: visual line ltd
rental: onestopfilms + haze films ltd
process & scan: on8mil
model: amber sharkey

track 1 of 9
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wishes

SOHAN FT BLANK

https://open.spotify.com/album/47KgEhMcD6L3mcpuAgKoZf?si=MHTI27icSWKb-kUAKIqF4Q

lyrics:

water bucket on my wrist drippin came up with the shits
hate me cuz im yung n rich know this jus sum philly shit
prada on cant see a thing talkin shit id prolly swing
rather let u call and ring i dont do no answering

talkin now u inna herce promise i could do you worse
that boy bitchin for the birds spinnin back id do u first
that boy aint got shit on us take his money paper cuts
bitch u down but evan up pussy think he one of us

different color bullets red get it through his fuckin head
pop up bitch he walkin dead dont remember what he said
didnt think id crack a mil didnt think id be here still 
did it i cant fuckin chill im the type to fuckin kill

tell me that its smoke- he say smoke? then its smoke bitch
think that i dont tote from my coat to ur throat bitch
think that i dont know what you know but i know bitch
i could do the most make a post but i wont bitch

water bucket on my wrist drippin came up with the shits
hate me cuz im yung n rich know this jus sum philly shit
prada on cant see a thing talkin shit id prolly swing
rather let u call and ring i dont do no answering

talkin now u inna herce promise i could do you worse
that boy bitchin for the birds spinnin back id do u first
that boy aint got shit on us take his money paper cuts
bitch u down but evan up pussy think he one of us

water bucket on my wrist drippin came up with the shits
hate me cuz im yung n rich know this jus sum philly shit
prada on cant see a thing talkin shit id prolly swing
rather let u call and ring i dont do no answering

talkin now u inna herce promise i could do you worse
that boy bitchin for the birds spinnin back id do u first
that boy aint got shit on us take his money paper cuts
bitch u down but evan up pussy think he one of us

water bukkit (p. dxcember)

prod by aftrr

lyrics:

idk what it is but ur different
mysterious, oh ur peaking my interest
maybe u could be just more than a mistress
pillow talking this aint gotta be just business, oh
on my mind aint no other misses
to be mine, got no other wishes
hit my line and i promise ima listen
ur my intuition

u know i got pressure
come thru feel the weather
all space coupe the seats in leather
she know that theres no one better
havent felt the same since last december
i know what it takes tryna give u my effort
in love with the chase ever since i met her
i know i could change, tryna give u my sweater

i been acting funny tryna see the way u move
in love with the money ima spend it on u
talk to no one else, im not tryna be rude
spark it, up too high
hands on ur side
dance with me until its 3 or 4 clock
now we watch time fly
u could stay another night oh
if u dont mind ill put ur lips on mine

whats the word
are u hurt
baby come press the issue
im not sure
for what its worth
but i think that i miss u
whats the word
are u hurt
baby come press the issue
im not sure
for what its worth
but i think-

idk what it is but ur different
mysterious, oh ur peaking my interest
maybe u could be just more than a mistress
pillow talking this aint gotta be just business, oh
on my mind aint no other misses
to be mine, got no other wishes
hit my line and i promise ima listen
ur my intuition

u know i got pressure
come thru feel the weather
all space coupe the seats in leather
she know that theres no one better
havent felt the same since last december
i know what it takes tryna give u my effort
in love with the chase ever since i met her
i know i could change, tryna give u my sweater

SPOTIFY !

intuition

drummer w/ keeta (chrxme , goo)

[Chorus]
Girl, I call you when I finish up at work
And I promise to you that I'll make it worth it
And I'm sorry that I couldn't make it work when
You needed me the most and I was hopeless
Girl, I can make it up to you, I swear
And I can tell you find it hard
But I just wanna show you that I care
And I didn't mean to hurt you

[Verse]
I made it out the rough
I'll make it out again
This time I know my stuff
I said, "This time I think I'll win"
My mind was in the dump
My thoughts went to the bin
They told me something crazy, now
I know I just can't quit
And I know I made it tough
I know it wasn't fair
That I wasn't 'round for you
And I acted without care
I brought it up in reefer
I hope you understand
That I wrote it down for you
And I told you how I feel

[Chorus]
So I'll call you when I finish up at work
And I promise to you that I'll make it worth it
And I'm sorry that I couldn't make it work when
You needed me the most and I was hopeless
Girl, I can make it up to you, I swear
And I can tell you find it hard
But I just wanna show you that I care
And I didn't mean to hurt you

night at work

return 2 form

self prod (guitar from joeboi kit)
ft @reefuh

[aftrr]
told my ol brotha u could count on me
old hoes they love doubting me
what i make in a month, ur whole salary
watch out for them ppl they so mad at me
they so mad at me

i do what i want, u do what ur told
all of this pressure no i will not fold
praying to God they wont take my soul
listen to me they take u as a joke
been in my zone, locked in that mode
body anemic, wrist on froze
big body that demon, im on the road

k flip
fuckin wit nobody thats basic
all black on a royce thats spaceship
hop ona road highway its vacant
dont need nobody, that money im taken
heart on my sleeve, hotel im pacing
keep my mask on keep my face in
smoke my doja, paint the town wit smith n wesson

i do what i want, u do what ur told
all of this pressure no i will not fold
praying to God they wont take my soul
listen to me they take u as a joke
been in my zone, locked in that mode
body anemic, wrist on froze
big body that demon, im on the road

[reef]
told my brotha im back home
i spent 25 nights 24 days on the road
we could sip hi tech on rocks make sure its cold
i just spent yo month right here on this lil coat

all of my friends is dead all my friends died
i want racks instead i'll give my life
perc'd up in my head im barely alive
my brother went fed stabbed him with a knife
cut up on i5, drunk as the fuck when i drive
i jus want see my brother thrive
so rich get my butler high
blow dope from the other side
boy you aint shooting shit online
go hunting with my rifle lay them birds down

[aftrr]
makin plays like a GM but im still an all-star
look at me they wanna be em but u wont get too far
they see a god, u a heathen, guess ur playing ur part

if i die would u still miss me
blood on my hands would u kiss me
victory lap em in cirlces im dizzy
give me and reefuh the keys to the city
they tryna fw the kid no diddy
want me dead boy u better keep wishing
sit down u dont even stand for nun
100 rounds pockets on stamin-up

[reef]
lebron james, 2-3
i ball, 2d
whos that, whos he
oh oh h oh i could never fuck a groupie
oh oh i got foreign hoes tryna make a movie

[aftrr]
she got good brain like she went philosophic
im movin heavy metal like lil gotit
rlly been bout it like dont get me started
import overseas the money exotic
shooter got aim he movin robotic
flooded my wrist now my body aquatic
new hoe fuckin wit my head psychotic
i needa tonic who got it

[reef]
ran off wit the bag i got it
ran off wit ya bag like sonic
i know his lil ass not bout it
ya views, ya bitch is botted
drac came wit a switch like its modded
got lean like it came out the faucet
hit the bank and i make a deposit
i get up in that bitch and i rock it

[aftrr]
i do what i want, u do what ur told
all of this pressure no i will not fold
praying to God they wont take my soul
listen to me they take u as a joke
been in my zone, locked in that mode
body anemic, wrist on froze
big body that demon, im on the road

count on me w/ reef

smoked way too much before i posted this and now im in my feels

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produced by plantcham
performed mixed written by me
cover art by my girlfriend 

sequel to crawler
thank you for listening like always

///
held it open like a doorman
tell me, why's it always pouring here?
she put it on like a showman
was the moment I knew I was scared
I split my head out wide
though incomplete, I try
I know that it sounds boring to you but this is my life
could you cut me some slack I
know that I'm not a good son
I'll wait till we orbit and then I'll wake up
spent 500 hours on screens in a month
let it burn up my skin so my eyes won't cry
a dumb ear I lended a thousand times
put my right hand on your shoulder darling
I'll tell you that everything will be just fine

it's alright
I've come to find there ain't a right time
so lower your conscience down
there's no use in trying to be found
could've sworn that I thought of it all
a bother so big or so small
a crawler that's stuck to the walls
if it's unfeasible then don't hurt me, falling

can hardly rest, don't let me go
my darling
this place not home
I pace around
you shut my mouth
I fall apart, it gets too loud
I don't wanna hold you
you've sewn and you've closed me up
they tried to console you
but my yells don't make a sound

my yells (my yells)
my yells have exhausted love
have exhausted love
I've had a hell of a day
wash it all up in the drain
don't make a sound
everything's gon' be okay

it's alright
I've come to find there ain't a right time
so lower your conscience down
there's no use in trying to be found
could've sworn that I thought of it all
a bother so big or so small
a crawler that's stuck to the walls
if it's unfeasible then don't hurt me, falling

can hardly rest, don't let me go
my darling
this place not home
I pace around
you shut my mouth
I fall apart, it gets too loud
I don't wanna hold you
you've sewn and you've closed me up
they tried to console you
but my yells don't make a sound

(yells don't make a sound
yells don't-
yells don't make a sound)
my yells don't make a sound
my yells don't make a sound
I'd hate to see you frown
I love you with my heart
I'd rather stay with you for now

showman

prod me

lyrics:

u thought u thought i was gon let u do whatever whatever u want to me
you knew you knew that ur the reason to why i why i began to dissipate

i never laid my hands on u
n i don’t think that i’ll ever do
even if they saw u that way
i would never take that leeway

pull away if
you feel
your body rotting love
pull away if
you need
a body to stop you love

ur staring at me
flashbacks on repeat
had to slow down and breathe
suppress my heartbeat

had u heard it racing
youd instigate the chasing
plenty boys here dazing
they reminisce their baby

u thought u thought i was gon let u do whatever whatever u want to me
you knew you knew that ur the reason to why i why i began to dissipate

i never laid my hands on u
n i don’t think that i’ll ever do
even if they saw u that way
i would never take that leeway

pull away if
you feel
your body rotting love
pull away if
you need
a body to stop you love

showman

spoder

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