It's care right? Not you make me cum? Fire either way tbh

@31sentinel @poisonedcheeto @alisynn

late night ive been up like an insomniac
ties break loose, cutting up in the back
its hard to tell right where you stand

and you know what i told you
dont think i’ll ever be sober
and seeing all the mistakes that i made 

waste time but i cant help it
im just doing things, for the hell of it
u feel ur like crashin but ur sinking
all the alcohol i let it sink in

i can see that u been caving in
theres no point in trying to save it
all the love i had it started fading
commitment aint a thing that i savor

i know you need somebody to love and tend 
but im not tryna reach out and lend a hand

wont take the time to reach out to you
and u dont think i can see right thru u
stop thinking about me
your head’s getting cloudy
i dont wanna see u in my mind again

(dont waste my time)
waste time but i cant help it
im just doing things, for the hell of it
u feel ur like crashin but ur sinking
all the alcohol i let it sink in

insomnia [demo] (31sentinel + alisynn + simon m + tsuyunoshi)

- Choke u till u feel da painnn

- thanks again to twik for sending me a bunch of beats

FilterFreak (twikipedia)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0IHbekaueGek7nFPKpZpbD?si=89260079818e4242
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/desideratum

produced by 8een & arcane
additional production by me
mixed written performed by me
+ thank you eve for mixing advice

frick north york
thank you for listening, i hope you enjoy <3

///
the more that I try, more that I hide
the more that I try, more that I hide

the past few months I felt like I would die
before I did anything that I loved, oh my
I'll stay strong
eighteen round the corner, how'd I (make it!)
this long
all the pressure makes my head hurt
give it time and it'll get better
and if you hate it well then, know I put in effort :/
I do my best, how dare you say that I don't
still get nervous when there's lumps in my throat

I'm aware no one said it'd be easy
spoke to the teller now everything's clear, see
it all
pretty girl
girl

and if I don't wake up
tell every single person I love
that I put all my heart in
I will be an artist
there'll be people that care and I'll build something honest

go!
don't hide
do you even know who you are?
go!
how'd you even call that shit art? (desideratum)
go back pull your hair out, restart

I can't focus well my darling
got a stutter when I'm talking
you broke the news as I was walking
news when I was promised

desideratum

end the year right

all plats: ffm.to/redhorse-anecdote

words:

verse
felt like yesterday
that i had all these fucking words to say
i was free and all alone
no one was gettin in my way
keep on punching thru these walls
the clock keeps getting louder
bloody hands all up my face 
jus wanna tell u that im down there

prechorus 
n im wasting my time
putting those thoughts in my head
n i was reading ur texts 
try n feel some typa way
u know ur home to me
but i always pull the plug
from my reality
let you know now

chorus (one of my best)
that im way too fucking done
get me out this rut 
am i just another anecdote
another bit of fun
standing out here in the cold
stood me up with all them missed calls
they all look at me weird now
what am i here for   

break

rap
no eye contact jus mind my business
mantras like dat were drilled into me
not enough for the cool ones like u
not soft enough for the nerds and geeks
odd one out, was a way of life
too hard to make friends thru struggle n strife
sat by the keys practicing bee thoven
before i couldnt say it right
every day i stare down the clock and dread the time ticking
mum tells me that im just being silly
cry on her shoulder im too scared to die
see pitch black it’s the last day of my life
like what would i do then
anything to get out this system
9 to 5 nightmare situation 
n now u fucked me up lets face it
lets face it

bridge
what is life 
when we're drifting apart
what is purpose 
when i cant fall in ur arms
asking all the questions 
what is all your rush
oh u distress meeeee

alt prechorus
and im going insane!
having those thoughts in my head
thought u loved me in those texts
feeling all these kinda ways
u know ur home to mee
but i always pull the plug
from my reality
let you know now

chorus
that im way too fucking DONE
get me out this rut 
am i just another anecdote
another bit of fun
standing out here in the cold
stood me up with all them missed calls
they all look at me weird now
what am i here for
repeat

ty 4 listening, love all of u
also did sum actual non-midi guitar on dis 🫢

anecdote

2024lovesong (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡

all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/miracle

words:
show me ur pain 
i'll make u okay
wish u the best things in the world
make all ur knots go away

your glow's undeniable
appeared like a miracle
i grew up so lost with disdain
and then i met you

you make me care

you make me care

you make me wanna share

its almost unfair
x2

i was rude to all my friends
never made a single effort
bottled up all of this anger
went and lost all my resemblance
went and saw the grass be greener
i could never see it through
thought i couldn't lose myself more
all of a sudden i saw you

now i care

u did the truth i did the dare

i breathed again

pushed ahead 

but this time i took a break instead 

show me ur pain 
i'll make u okay
wish u the best things in the world
make all ur knots go away

your glow's undeniable
appeared like a miracle
i grew up so lost with disdain
and then i met you

you make me care

you make me care

you make me wanna share

its almost unfair
x2

outro

miracle

stream the mf song

spark

i know ur mad at me or something
and talkings just way too damn hard 4 me
but you've really done it this time
but i wanna know
why cant u go?
you're talkin too loud
leave me alone
i want you out
i dont really wanna stay
i dont really wanna stay with you
you dont even wanna know what im doing
i just wanna go home with you off my mind
get online cuz we're playing all night
i can not think straight
(where are you?)
im sorry if i lost my mind
ive really done it this time
now i just want out
why cant u go?
you're talkin too loud
leave me alone
i want you out

https://open.spotify.com/track/1s8V09uWDwenyx5FgQaQHo?si=4fe4912232fd4867
امور مخيفة
co prod @tyccheung

scary things

prod @miracle + me

i dont wna talk unless u talkin bout a paper
bitch im gettin money aint it funny u a hater
i dont wna flirt i put that work in ima chaser
on my own i dont need no favors

like woooohaoaah
ion need nobody less that body else is me
like woooowoaoh
aint nobody can top me less that body else is me

fuck it up, top down
born for this, im cut out
need no hoe, shut down
out of sight, u lucked out
in the cut, popped out
get it back by sundown
i cant care less what they say, what they talk about

Lets go
percocet pennies get u gone for the low
push the pedal to the metal supercharger on my toes
Pocket watchin they see patterns like the goyard on my coat
all i touch is cheese like my middle name fregley
i cant kick the cup but i been kickin shit like messi
yo hoe ride wit me she think im famous like nelly or sum
Tip toe up the telly my money on vercetti or sum

i dont wna talk unless u talkin bout a paper
bitch im gettin money aint it funny u a hater
i dont wna flirt i put that work in ima chaser
on my own i dont need no favors

like woooohaoaah
ion need nobody less that body else is me
like woooowoaoh
aint nobody can top me less that body else is me

fuck it up, top down
born for this, im cut out
need no hoe, shut down
out of sight, u lucked out
in the cut, popped out
get it back by sundown
i cant care less what they say, what they talk about

why this hoe trippin i aint thought of her in months
what was i thinkin when i thought u were the one

i dont wna talk unless u talkin bout a paper
bitch im gettin money aint it funny u a hater
i dont wna flirt i put that work in ima chaser
on my own i dont need no favors

like woooohaoaah
ion need nobody less that body else is me
like woooowoaoh
aint nobody can top me less that body else is me

SPOTIFY !

nobody

#lifestyle

written & produced by valetical

lyrics:

(fuck)

i know it's hard, i know it is
i played my part, i lost my grip
until next year, i'm off that shit
want something new, i'm bored of this
and if you find the answer to my question
then let me know, i'm tired of living life unsafe inside my home

mom told me i'm a waste, and everyone tells me the same
yeah, maybe there's a reason why they left me
my biggest enemy is someone i don't know
i'm fighting for you back, don't think about me

now this is a story i don't wanna tell
it's like the end of a movie i haven't seen before
i've always lived for attention, why can't you see that?
i'm on my knees, begging for more

i know it's hard, i know it is
i played my part, i lost my grip
until next year, i'm off that shit
want something new, i'm bored of this
and if you find the answer to my question
then let me know, i'm tired of living life unsafe inside my home

mom told me i'm a waste, and everyone tells me the same
yeah, maybe there's a reason why they left me
(was it something i did?)
my biggest enemy is someone i don't know
i'm fighting for you back, don't think about me

(195.569)

miracle

redhorse

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