produced by @rpsu & John Roseboro

cover art by me

//lyrics

(scruff)
aint it funny we not over our lil damn thing
im tired
i dont wanna try her
cus im just a liar
im aware that your angry at me
so whyd  you invite her
i dont know why I like her
im the igniter
i dont deserve it at all
look at me learning n all
i wouldnt purposely call
baby come my way
i can see your essence
dont know what to say
i got the message
baby just stay

(kaido)
would it hurt you to smile more
im hurting,
i want you,
and im fucking nervous
I act like an asshole
its like i deserve
i need your emotions
cus why cant i feel a damn thing

(scruff)
im tired
i dont wanna try her
cus im just a liar
im aware that your angry at me
so whyd  you invite her
i dont know why I like her
im the igniter

(kaido)
i think its funny you loathe 
i think im falling in luv 
and youre sewing me up
if u wanted me down , then you got it
(scruff)
its good to be honest
baby you dont even want it oh
if you need some confidence then im fucking on it oh
you dropped your heart a mile away and i caught it oh
(kaido)
why the fuck im face down 
think i lost it all
you dropped your heart a mile away and i lost it
i dont give a fuck about the price or what the cost is
ive been laying in my bed im feeling heartless

(scruff)
aint it funny we not over our lil damn thing
im tired
i dont wanna try her
cus im just a liar
im aware that your angry at me
so whyd  you invite her
i dont know why I like her
im the igniter-
we not over our lil damn thing
im tired
i dont wanna try her
cus im just a liar
im aware that your angry at me
so whyd  you invite her
i dont know why I like her
im the igniter

ty for all the support i love u all :)))

also with @1kaido

sdfgdsfg

liar w/ kaido [p. adrien + john roseboro]

uk garage my drilla

*yo run up ig pls thank u ily*
https://www.instagram.com/redhxrse

stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/headphones-2

idk what all this lyrical personal shit means go ask an english teacher or something-

verse 1
i just wanna have a talk
about how selfish i am
about how little of a man i’ve become
and you say there’s no rules
tell that to my mum and dad
cos their answers won’t be just for fun

prechorus
why can't i care about the big things in life
the words just drift all over my mind
a bubble i can't burst
could this ever get any worse
i tell them i’m fine

chorus
i put my headphones in
drown out all the bad shit
the fear of rejections getting ever so big
when the culture runs deep
claustrophobia kicks in
and i’m left tryna break this fucking ceiling

postchorus
i wanna tell them i care
but this pain i can’t bear
already tearing up as i write this song
i guess i’ll just man up for once
i’ve had more than enough for too long

verse 2
now i see myself decaying
why am i relishing in it though
i guess routines have their way around me
i feel these emotions fading
cut ties with everyone i know
can’t keep a convo cos noone feels real

verse 3
((rappity raprap))
eyes on my back i keep watching
they all wanna see me lose but i keep winning
do this shit solo don’t need nobody’s help
if u ain’t fuck w me i can only wish u well
say i ain’t normal when they wish they were weirdos
why i needa follow rules i ain’t got nothing to fear for
maybe this ego’s why i’m here tho

prechorus
why can't i care about the big things in life
the words just drift all over my mind
a bubble i can't burst
could this ever get any worse
i tell them i’m fine

chorus
i put my headphones in
drown out all the bad shit
the fear of rejections getting ever so big
when the culture runs deep
claustrophobia kicks in
and i’m left tryna break this fucking ceiling

postchorus
i wanna tell them i care
but this pain i can’t bear
already tearing up as i write this song
i guess i’ll just man up for once
i’ve had more than enough for too long

outro

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//Lyrics

{harmonic moaning}

I wont die young
you coulda told me
but now i look dumb
please
hold me back im stunned
i keep my goals in tact cus i know I can do it all jus for fun
I saw your fists so i pulled up with a gun
this not my time yet im not done
i keep walkin around like I won
and i wont care anymore in a month
I rlly like her
you wouldnt know that
I could be nicer
you couldnt hold back
ur not a fighter
I wasnt told that
your just a liar
whos that bitch that started this fire
wait just leave me alone im tired
ooooohhhh
im always under fire
please just leave me alone im tired once again

{harmonic moaning}

im honest with you oh
so where did i go wrong
can you point it out for me
you open your lips all i see is insecurities oh
i
hate it
im nauseous
and im anxious
sh*t ill be honest
oooohhh
tell me your coming inside
tell me ur gonna abide
tell me that its a disguise
tell me bout the look in ur eyes

dun du dun dun dun du dun dun du du du dun dunnnn x2

I wont die young
you coulda told me
but now i look dumb
please
hold me back im stunned
i keep my goals in tact cus i know I can do it all jus for fun
I saw your fists so i pulled up with a gun
this not my time yet im not done
i keep walkin around like I won
and i wont care anymore in a month
I rlly like her
you wouldnt know that
I could be nicer
you couldnt hold back
ur not a fighter
I wasnt told that
your just a liar
whos that bitch that started this fire
wait just leave me alone im tired
ooooohhhh
im always under fire
please just leave me alone im tired once again

mix by nylan

tired

tired [p. sai]

kill you first w/rouri404 (joshwa) [2021]

the art of arranging flowers ^_^

https://soundcloud.com/scrufff https://soundcloud.com/mental https://soundcloud.com/reefuh

yay

scruff + mental + reef - ikebana 🌺(sai)

produced by @saiwai

as always thanks @rpsu for the luh character drawing

//Lyrics

oh oooh ooh.. oh
I swear thats not what im about
you know this aint really love, now
aye call me when you're feelin all, down
yea I dont think we got enough, doubt
I swear thats not what im about
you know this aint really love, now
aye call me when you're feelin all, down
yea I dont think we got enough, doubt
and I dont think I got enough, power
its getting hard to try anymore
after that, nah, i dont wanna lie no more
got my own sh*t, i dont need a ride no more
how you feeeel, behind close doors
stuck witchu when the time gon come
said I feel love, but I fear that someone
gon steal all of my pride when this sh*t done
ooohh
never know whats going on in my head
always some sh*t i cant forget now
you will never get, my 100% now
I ive been stopped
its been off
tryna change me like ive been wrong
tryna stay.. with those eyes im lost
whatchu say when your pride is goone
I swear thats not what im about
you know this aint really love, now
aye call me when you're feelin all, down
yea I dont think we got enough, doubt
I swear thats not what im about
you know this aint really love, now
aye call me when you're feelin all, down
yea I dont think we got enough, doubt
and I dont think I got enough, power
its getting hard to try anymore
after that, nah, i dont wanna lie no more
got my own sh*t, i dont need a ride no more
how you feeeel, behind close doors
stuck witchu when the time gon come
said I feel love, but I fear that someone
gon steal all of my pride when this sh*t done
(oooohhh) oh, oh ooh (ooohh)
oh, oh oohh (oohh oooh)
oh, ooh,, (oooh)
oh ooh, oooh
(oooohhh) oh, oh ooh (ooohh)
oh, oh oohh (oohh oooh)
oh, ooh,, (oooh)
oh ooh, oooh
oooooh (dont, go, away, from me)

Stuck with you

stuck with you [p. sai]

luv u twin soundcloud.com/scrufff

i could b there for u, idc what i do to myself

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scruff - flower journal (sai)

w/ @scrobaby

//
now everyday feels like a waste of timeee
i’m fucking sick of it 
i hate this life
and i’d do anything to change, i’d try
i know it’s not for me
i bite my tongue but now i think it’s time i show my teeth
cuz all my life i been a people pleaser
been a bit too nice i’m fucking putting me first
i know it’s not for me
i bite my tongue but now i think it’s time i show my teeth

love it when u do it like that
i’m jus tryna kiss u right back
love it when u do it like that
i’m jus tryna kiss u right back

in my t shirt
ima bite it til my fucking teeth hurt 
i could please u
tell me what u like
baby i could get u right yuh

waste ur time 
i don’t wana waste ur time oh no
waste ur time,
i don’t wanna waste ur time

teeth

all plats

prod. kidhoodiee + anh + vnoahh + me

lyrics soon

having fun + playing

producer: @saiwai
background vocals: me & @riensu 
mixing: me & @yinons

lyrics:
u txt me first like how do i react
but i know that i do wanna make u laugh
i do
and i fell first but do u like me back 
cuz i wanna be the one who makes u feel like that
i do
u txt me first  like how do i react
but i know that i do wanna make u laugh
i do
and i fell first but do u like me back 
cuz i wanna be the one who makes u feel like that
i do

dont wanna scare ya ur my answer
i really like ya i want ya
i do
i got you right here feelings so clear
ill never leave dear i got u 
i do  
cmon lets talk about it
we can find our way around it 
i know ur not right here
but youll never have to doubt it
so hold me closer like your supposed to
i gotta have ya i need u 
i do

u txt me first like how do i react
but i know that i do wanna make u laugh
i do
and i fell first but do u like me back 
cuz i wanna be the one who makes u feel like that
i do
u txt me first  like how do i react
but i know that i do wanna make u laugh
i do
and i fell first but do u like me back 
cuz i wanna be the one who makes u feel like that
i do

scruff + mental + reef - ikebana 🌺(sai)

sai

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