i love this song sm ive been listening to it non stop for the past like 2 months now

untitled edm 1

written same time and same place as all of me; about anxiety

oh look at how the time flies
i drove to the beach on the east side
olive pits on the sand they
get washed away by the high tide
if we still here by the night why
would we leave its a great time
don't leave me solo on the coast
watch the sunset hit the skyline

i saw heaven past a high rise
deltona water puts my mind in a place where 
i don't patience
i need buoyancy to make it
what's a painting to a poor man
what's a sin to an angel
as a kid i prayed to gabriel
now i'm less faithful
i can feel the currents taking foot holds
they're tryna pull me underneath
the surface where my lungs hurt
i feel like i can finally breathe

i wade through walls and thoughts and waves of things i wish i didn't say
the clouds that are rolling in look like they're bringing a bit of rain
the crowds are pushing towards the parking lot in a big embrace
i'm left in sand so wet that both my legs can't walk away

i'm sisyphus and satisfied 
so woe is me i touch the sky
enough to see mortality 
is nothing but a thing we buy
i could push a boulder up a hill
it'd turn around and bite my heels

i saw sights in catalonia
i couldn't find peace inside a donor
as i'm growing older
i have nobody telling me it's over
let the walls get closer
let my skin get colder
i miss last october
tired of screaming till my throat hurts

olive pits

produced by @nt7e & @zivve17

out on all platforms now

~ lyrics
I woke up at 3am
You're texting my phone again
Tell me that you "wanna be friends"
But I already know

Baby I already know
Can you leave that shit alone?
Kick you to the curb
I can finally move on
I don't owe you anything
But whatchu wanna know?
"Are you comin' over?"
Pft, bitch I'm hangin' up the phone

Yeah I'd rather be alone when the
Bass kicks in
I can scream over a hihat
Voice shifted
I'm gonna take my fuckin' crown back
Do it for the king
And don't call me again 'cause I'm
Hangin' up the phone
(Phone x4)

Hangin' up the phone
And now it's 3:30 in the morning
Still up and I got that liquor pouring
Thinkin' about things that I regret
And memories I wish I could forget

But damn
I still see you everywhere
Makes me wanna disappear
But I know that I can't

Cause in reality, don't wanna lose you
And I kinda miss it, my fuckin' world is you
And I can't face it
I fuckin' hate it
Cause I feel like I can't
Talk to you
Bitch I'm hangin' up the phone

Yeah I'd rather be alone when the
Bass kicks in
I can scream over a hihat
Voice shifted
I'm gonna take my fuckin' crown back
Do it for the king
And don't call me again 'cause I'm
Hangin' up the phone
(Phone x8)

phone w/ zivve

all these changes
moved as fast as the wind blows
i left my past in paintings
i hid 'em in places that i won't go

if i was different
maybe things would be different

i started flailing
chasing a breath that i couldn't catch
my grip was flailing
like sand you fell through the gaps in my hands

if i was different
maybe things would be different 
if i was different
maybe things would be different

if you call for me i'll be there in name 
i don't feel regret i don't feel the same
i might take a trip to alleviate
the thoughts in my head oh what a shame

shame...

yet,
if i was different
maybe things would be different 
if i was different
maybe things would be different

if you call for me i'll be there in name 
i don't feel regret i don't feel the same
i might take a trip to alleviate
the thoughts in my head oh what a shame
if you call for me i'll be there in name 
i don't feel regret i don't feel the same
i might take a trip to alleviate
the thoughts in my head 

the thoughts in my head...

prod me + tsuyunoshi
written by me + 47negus


Grips all over my hands
I ain’t never been south france 
But I did Paris 
Never set foot in Georgia
But I got a couple of friends
On who I depend 
Remember I ain’t rolled no doja
The vodka was making me slim
Been upping my sins
“You just a clone”, boy shut up
Half of you goofy ass niggas can’t do what I did
Shit ain’t really feeling like home
I just put that on the list of the places I been
I ain’t been in love in a minute
So I wouldn’t know what this is 
She’s so
Be mine for the day
Miso
Take a bite off my plate 
Ego
I know I got a lot of 
So thinking that you think you winning gon drive me insane 

I know you speaking my language but I’m tryna make an exchange 
Don’t wanna go back to the place that I come from
I left cuz it’s nothin that’s making me stay
I got a couple that stay down on the east 
and thats really my family we talk everyday
I got a couple, stay down in the West but it’s really my twin that got me to this place 

I had a couple of drinks at this party that really ain’t shit cuz I how to hang 
I think we talked for a couple of hours cuz we be the only from out of the way

then I think it was
maybe it was that one time
At that lil spot by the 8 line
Yeah
We was out drinking cheap wine
And you only told me this one line 
Yeah
“I used to think we should date” 
I said “you lying”
You said you thought it’s a matter of time
funny how shit go that way


I don’t be feigning this lack of attraction I just think I don’t want you to knowing my brain
I don’t like measuring little reactions cuz I don’t like feeling like I’m getting played 

So I trust no one 
Never be a nigga stuck under yo thumb 
Never let ya name take step out my lungs
Never ever let you have me looking that dumb


Never be the one that you vent to
Never be the one running laps in ya dental 
Never be the one that you sleep sitting next to 

Never be the “who’s that” to all of your friends too, when I text or call you up out of the blue 

Fuck getting closure 
I left cuz of you 
Talking exposure, I’m spitting my truth 
And I don’t really need no one 
But calling it problems is over dramatic 
Used to think it was holding me down
But look at me holding it down 
Fuck eating sleeping
I’m feeling so frantic but ain’t been this locked in a while 

struggling to find out what you mean baby
I been getting green bae
You runnin outta line

Im cross the country burnin gasoline 
tellin you now all my dreams will be real
matter of time

I wanna know why you chose me
Back n forth like a lasso, we
saw the end in sight

miso

westmont

@mucisianman

cover of "50landing, brakence - pains"

pains (cover) ft.mucisian

written may 5th 2024

what's a break
you've been chasing after it with a net
running after something you won't catch
until you lay in your bed
what a day
your rug got worn down by footsteps
you'll pace your room until there's nothing left
nothing left

there's bruises on your cheeks
from tears that weigh a ton
when you finally go to sleep
the morning's just begun
so you make a cup of coffee
just to do it all again

hearts will break
a kiss is just enough to pretend
a few words turn into something you'll forget
you regret
you miss the days
where everything seemed ok
your head stuck out the sunroof in a daze
its not the same

now there's bruises on your cheeks
from tears that weigh a ton
when you finally go to sleep
your morning's just begun
so you a cup of coffee
just to do it all again

catch a break

love u all

okay, darling
if i never see ur face again will u still call me
and it seems like everything's slowing down
but ur still falling
and u say ur just another mess for me to get involved in

mobbin with no belt
legs round my waist say u know me so well
and u dont tell
u dont wanna face anything in ur way 
so u might as well
today & tomorrow
is this forever

okay, darling
if i never see ur face again will u still call me
and it seems like everything's slowing down
but ur still falling
and u say ur just another mess for me to get involved in

slow down cowgirl
dont go too fast we could talk about it
speed down, skip town
i found i can't really live without it
guess i thought this time i'd survive
u think ur loves worth more than mine

say u gotta run soon
trust me, i know how it goes
n ur gone by the morning, where u wind up
baby i don't know
and u said
down the line maybe we could reconnect
but my guess is u got tied up with things
i heard ur killing out west

okay, darling
if i never see ur face again will u still call me
and it seems like everything's slowing down
but ur still falling
and u say ur just another mess for me to get involved in

BUFFALO

BUFFALO (evan sasha)

Out On Spotify & Apple Music

produced by nte

~ lyrics
face down on the table that we yelled at
and there were words thrown on my phone that i stared at
and i got competition on the name that i excel at
yeah somebody sell that im sure nobody felt that
cant make decisions on my own
and my eyes and hands are glued to phones
and the words i said are set in stone
leave me alone, leave me alone

and im working past 5 with my hands on my head
thinking about how wrong you were
and to think i gave a chance to a person like you
makes me wonder what ive heard
now im dying alive feeling chained to my bed
cause i couldnt get to her
what a waste of my time thinking dead or alive
that id get to see you hurt

so i threw my face down on the table that we yelled at
and there were words thrown on my phone that i stared at
and i got competition on the name that i excel at
yeah somebody sell that im sure nobody felt that
cant make decisions on my own
and my eyes and hands are glued to phones
and the words i said are set in stone
leave me alone, leave me alone

so i set up camp im sleepin with a crown on
and i never gave a chance to hear him mouth off
and im takin my time to piss the crowd off
pullin out the 90 plus 10 to keep it real cause i
never heard you once say
that you ever meant it that way
and if i did im so sorry cause i fucked up
aint no turning back now yeah its too far gone

and you can tell right now that im upset
there's a whole lotta talk up on my name but nothings come yet
imma pack yall bitches imma put you in a blunt
smoke until im done yeah you better r-

uh yeah you better run, yeah you better run
ill smoke you like a blunt

you
you're not too mindful
i notice cus i'm the same
i love this lil game we play
where months pass and we don't talk at all
and it's been too much on my brain
where things change but we stay the same
where you call when he's out the frame
where you tell me you're still afraid of

what are you running from

catch a break

Hugo Ikari

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