smile

Ur on the outside looking in
I hate the taste, but I love the feeling I get
I dont feel like him
But baby, he’s the closest u might ever get

Maybe I don’t wanna start again
That doesn’t mean that ur not in my head
I can’t remember what u said
But I remember how it went 

Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too
Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too

The inside never felt so permanent
Ur outside wondering what could’ve been
And I wish I could save u but I can’t 
Ur on ur own now and I know how that can get :/

And when ur lips still taste of gin
The way u move ur hips like that again I stress
With u it seems I never win
All of my tears will surely shed :,(

U want me dancin intimate
I’ll dance around it once again
I’ll feel much better about it
When u start taking off ur dress ;)

Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too
Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too

Ur touch just turns me into dust
I crumble at the very thought
Baby I think that we’re both fucked
If ur out there waiting too

Beat produced by grayskies
Vocals & mixing by chemicalfarm
111 ‪♡‬ : )

wtf are we doing *p. grayskies*

class clown

DIVERSE X RSQ - VIRGO

feel that </3
.
.

(emo fruits)

I don't really think you know me
Shawty like that
Yeah they use to hate the old me
Now they want it back
Shawty sippin on that codeine
Tryna feel that
Yeah shawty tryna blow me
I'm dying in the back
In the club
In the club
I'm crying every night
All month
No trust
Everybody tryna steal my love
So numb
Everybody wanna feel my drug
So numb
Everybody wanna feel
Yeah they wanna feel

(pink cig)

'Fore I use this coke
Lemme see if we got sprite
Wanna be so gone I ain't pickin up my eyes
That lil shawty throat got me rollin back my eyes
After I get done she gon fuck me like she mine
She gon fuck me like she mine
Brink of death when I'm feelin most alive
Pull up on me I'm a show you a great time
Purple boy I'm a sip me up a line
Purple hoe she gon fuck me like my wife
Fuck on her body she leave with her mind on love
I don't give a fuck
I open one up
And I start to run it up
And that's when I vomit yeah
Act like she know me
She don't know nothin yeah
And that's when I vomit yeah

(emo fruits)

I don't really think you know me
Shawty like that
Yeah they use to hate the old me
Now they want it back
Shawty sippin on that codeine
Tryna feel that
Yeah shawty tryna blow me
I'm dying in the back
In the club
In the club
I'm crying every night
All month
No trust
Everybody tryna steal my love
So numb
Everybody wanna feel my drug
So numb
Everybody wanna feel
Yeah they wanna feel

(pink cig)

I been on some new shit
I don't recognize myself
I just crack another seal
And it free me from this hell

(emo fruits)

I don't really think you know me
Shawty like that
Yeah they use to hate the old me
Now they want it back
Shawty sippin on that codeine
Tryna feel that
Yeah shawty tryna blow me
I'm dying in the back
In the club
In the club
I'm crying every night
All month
No trust
Everybody tryna steal my love
So numb
Everybody wanna feel my drug
So numb
Everybody wanna feel
Yeah they wanna feel

(pink cig)

That hoe make me sick
But I'm still gon fuck her
Actin like she know where I been
Don't bother
Where you gonna run to
When you find out I'm a downer on these drugs too
And your boyfriend start to wonder where you're off to
When you start feelin the pain when you feel numb too
Cause bitch I'm numb too
And I hope my brother EG forgive me
I know it ain't easy
I told him 24 minutes
And I ain't show when he need me
All of these drugs make me sleepy
Look in the mirror ain't me
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<3

FEEL THAT W/ PINK CIG (prod. v-e beats)

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: EMO FRUITS x CARTER TOMORROW
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ x EMO FRUITS x CARTER TOMORROW
Mastering: lil XipZ
Cover Art: Bella Lenahan x lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
I got anxious tendencies 
I bite my nails until they start to bleed
I'm always quiet so they think I'm mean
But I'm really just scared of what they'll think of me

Pale white skin with purple bags under my eyes
I feel like I'm dead but thats not a surprise
My life is meaningless I cant wait for my demise
I'm sitting on the ledge I cant wait to fall and die

[Verse 1: EMO FRUITS]
Woah can't sleep can't dream at all
Red wine I'll drink it off
My head can't think at all
Anxious can't breathe at all

Bitch I'm anxious yeah I'm anxious
Yeah I'm feeling so cold yeah I feel it in my bones
Bitch I'm anxious yeah I'm anxious
Blood dripping from my nose yeah I'll probably die alone
Bitch I'm anxious
I don't wanna be here at all
I don't wanna be here at all
I don't wanna be here at all
I don't wanna be here at all

[Bridge: lil XipZ]
Prada beanie on smells like weed and cologne 
Feel like Carter baby can you hold me close
You got the coke drip baby can you wipe your nose
Same old jeans I haven't left my home

[Verse 2: CARTER TOMORROW]
Does it matter when youre dead?
It's all in my head
I'll fix with a bullet hole
I'm getting nauseous from these thoughts 
Stay cautious while I walk
Cause I crossed too many hoes
Right
Shawty called 
She miss me
And said she's in the city
Looking at the lights 
Shining loud out so pretty
I wish I knew 
You could've felt
That shit is such a pity
I guess it makes sense on why I feel so shitty
Anxiety got me stuck inside my room 
I'm dying please just come help me real soon
It's fine for me and I'm lying here inside my tomb
Accept it all and theres no such thing as doom

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
I got anxious tendencies 
I bite my nails until they start to bleed
I'm always quiet so they think I'm mean
But I'm really just scared of what they'll think of me

Pale white skin with purple bags under my eyes
I feel like I'm dead but thats not a surprise
My life is meaningless I cant wait for my demise
I'm sitting on the ledge I cant wait to fall and die

ANXIOUS (ft. EMO FRUITS x CARTER TOMORROW)

CENTIPEDES & WORMS  w/GIE (prod.nevrfall x branwen)

jet lagged w/ SylumGone

Lyrics: 

it’s the way that i can live by myself 
it’s the way that i don’t need ur help 
it’s the way that i don’t need to find a way to feel accept like you 

it’s the way that i can live by myself 
it’s the way that i don’t need ur help 
it’s the way that i don’t need to find a way to feel accept like you 

lower ur fucking standards just to feel satisfied for once 
i don’t care about the time you made me feel loved, that was fucked 
i only tested the waters and now i’m the worse person to come 
i don’t need to find someone 
i just need to find a way to love myself 

it’s the way that i can live by myself 
it’s the way that i don’t need ur help 
it’s the way that i don’t need to find a way to feel accept like you 

it’s the way that i can live by myself 
it’s the way that i don’t need ur help 
it’s the way that i don’t need to find a way to feel accept like you 

break my fucking back every single time that i’m working 
it’s the way that i can know that my life will be fucking worth it 
even tho my life can change from a single mofucking person 
you can spit ur fucking verses but i’m the one that is earning 
i’m the one that’s fucking working 
i’m the one that’s not pretending 
i’m the one that isn’t flirting 
i can only make this worth it 

like goddamn u fucked me up this time 
but it’s the way that i can live my life just fine 

[Blank Society]

like you (prod. 2001 X twilight blue)

[lyrics:]

-----txnshi-----
where did u go?
its been so damn long
since u showed up here
u jus disappeared

it was stupid to believe that ur coming back
u jus killed me through a screen, caused a heart attack
blood is covering the leaves on the forest tracks
what a horrible disease that i want u back

-----ibleedicare-----
That I want you back
Yes, I can see your whole disguise through the cracks.
You're on my mind, love makes me blind
You're on my mind, and it's happiness I can't find.

Bury me now bitch,
I can see all the lies I've ditched
Under your spell, you're like a witch
Skipping the end like a video game
Fuck every day I still feel the same
How could I forget your name
Bitch, You're so heartless
Now my mind i s a mess

-----txnshi-----
since u fucked me up i turned so fucking cold
fucking froze my blood, i turn rain into snow
im on all these drugs, i cant be on my own
jus a suicidal fuck, im a goddamn joke

walking home alone i see ur face everywhere i go
once im home i hope i finally jus slit my throat
its so lonely without u in my life
call the homies to tell them that i died

-----ibleedicare-----
Tell them that i died
You'll never realize how much I cried
I thought I saw my future in your eyes
But  I know your love was one of those fucking lies

slit my throat w/ibleedicare (cloutedd.)

lyrics: walking out my door 
girl i’m late for work 
doesn’t even matter 
cuz i’m leaving in a week 
i don’t care anymore 
i don’t care anymore 

i don’t need to flex funds just to show what i know 
but to show what i know 
people take it way too slow 
i can guarantee that if you saw me again 
you won’t be able to recognize me no more 

girl i got no shows 
and that’s okay with me 
i don’t need some hoes
just dough 
i keep a blade on me 
got no fendi hoes 
just some fucking blanks 
just a way to breathe and move within the fucking state 

so now with the bank i don’t care about the chase 
back in 2019 i was finding out my age 
i can write a book about my fucking life 
and proudly say that a few chapters i truly miss and love 

but with the drugs 
i can never take no shit with the drugs 
only been clean for a mofucking month 
i don’t want to feel the way it made me feel 
cuz i know i’ll be back onto the run 
breaking my back just to smoke a few blunts 
i can fucking relax knowing it’s in the past 
but it still haunts me so i’ll always keep in touch 

girl i know i fucked up but i won’t take it back 
cuz it’s the way that i can live, i can relax 

ah uh uh
uh uh uh

[BLANK SOCIETY]

take it back (prod. rosefromthepain)

lowkey based zombi
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CENTIPEDES & WORMS w/GIE (prod.nevrfall x branwen)

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