Heres the first track off this "songs I like" EP side project :)

Original song by Julia Jacklin

lyrics:

Pressure to party, gonna stay in
Nothing good can come from me drinking
I would run, shoes off, straight back to you
I know where you live, I used to live there too
Pressure to feel fine after the fact
Out on the dance floor with my body back
Meeting a stranger, touching his face
I don't want anyone to ever take your place
Pressure to go strike out on your own
Pressure to learn from being alone
Pressure to not leave it for too long
Before you find another heart where you belong
Pressure to come up with conversation
Makes the family fine with my isolation
I know I've locked myself in my room
But I'll open up the door and try to love again soon
Try to love again soon
Try to love again soon
Try to love again soon
Pressure to act the right way around
And we're both in the crowd
With people surrounding us
What do I do?
Don't know how it works
Pressure to not let the inside of my mind
Spill onto the floor for our friends to find
And, oh, what do I do?
'Cause God how it hurts
Pressure to come up with reasons why
Sometimes it might look to you like I'm not even trying
I know I've locked myself in my room
But I'll open up the door and try to love again soon
Try to love again soon
Try to love again soon
Try to love again soon (I, I, I)

Pressure To Party

Lyrics

And I know that maybe sometimes
I let it go too much to my head
My envy shows, my best is never best
Just it go, when will this all end?

Even though I’m older now
Your memories still weigh me down

Just a lil shake to get you off my mind 
Whatever it takes, I’m doing it this time
I’m counting the days, when I can live my life
I’m amazed, better luck next time

Even though I’m older now
Your memories still weigh me down

Sometimes

lyrics:

am i feeling alright?
'you feeling alright?'
maybe, i don't know?
maybe i should care

they told me at times
that its not right
although im comfortable...
sometimes i do get scared

and id lay down sometimes
complain about songs i didnt write
and i don't want to go back….

i only said i was alright one time
so now i pray that you please come back
i never said i was alright all times
and now i pray that you come home

i never say it cause
i should assume that its ok
it should be ok

but never mind that though
you could say these things to me
i swear its ok

but i shouldn't i have to relay to every single person i meet on the street
it'd remind me of all those times


sports

rerecorded this one

lyrics:
tell me you’re afraid i might hate you
but baby don’t worry, even when you hurt me
there’s no one i hate more than myself 
 
i guess we’re both breaking promises tonight
trying to keep down the liquor, you tell me you miss her
and ive never felt sicker in my whole life

if i tell you this is the last time
will it somehow change your mind
cuz i can’t take one more night
lying awake while you sleep by my side

tell me that i’m stuck inside my head
that i need to be more direct, but baby last time i checked
just friends don’t end up sharing beds

i guess we’re both a bit lonely tonight
trying to keep it together, but you say you know me better
and i can’t look you in the eye

if i tell you this is the last time
will it somehow change your mind
cuz i can’t take one more night
lying awake while you sleep by my side

tell me [original - rerecord] jan25

Pro Teens - Feather Boy

Single from Australia's Vacations new cassette on Human Sounds Records.

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