You know me I typically kick it by own
Sometimes it's with the homies but they usually out the door
That's okay because I got a lot of shit on my mind
I need to find a reason I need to unwind
It's time to light this blunt to make the pain go away
It's time to escape this hell inside my motherfucking brain
I'm going real slow I ain't even finished 
Just take it easy bro I need a minute

Fucked up, I wake up slowly on a Monday morning 
Still hungover from last week just another warning
Sleep deprived just like all of the other nights before
do you see the never-ending cycle of torment though
It's lonely at the top and its lonely at the bottom
No matter how you live your life these foos gonna throw you drama
They say to fake it till you make it
But honestly I've just been faking it till I break it
The demons in my head are convincing me that I'm fine 
And the demons in my head are trying to get me to commit unholy homicide
They better pray that this is nothing more than a dream
You know the ends always justify the means

Everybody dies at the end of the day so live that shit up like there's no hell to pay 
I'm moving on with my life way too fast they tell me to slow my roll 
But If I stop now than I might just lose control 
Lost my trust and faith in everybody I'd just rather be alone 
Accepting my fate because it's already set in stone 
Struggling to rest with all this never-ending tension 
All my negative thoughts lead straight to apprehension 
Arcane visions flowing all throughout my brain 
Unable to handle any more I am completely drained 
Aimless apathetic unable to cry
Scrounging around for reasons not to give up and die

Isolation (RoughMix)

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