humanendeavour

https://open.spotify.com/album/31HZEAmGB2LrXiOaPPiich out on spotify

she loves when i
walk around and tell her
shes the one for me forever
no more saddened days
when she is in my sight
oh
call me whenever
lets hang together
i have thought of u
since like last december
its been a minute
since i met her
every second i get with her
feels like nothing
cos we always just pass time

prod AKAMII

ive thought of u since like last december

im not slacking off / compilation of unfinished songs

bash your skull
cave it in
i wont tell nobody
you can kill yourself
slit your wrist
i can hide the body
steal ur parents car
and drive it to
another fucking party
that nobody even wants you in
oh god you're so retarded

nobody loves you like i do
you suck at life but i do too

bash your skull
cave it in
i wont tell nobody
you can kill yourself
slit your wrist
i can hide the body
steal ur parents car
and drive it to
another fucking party
that nobody even wants you in
oh god you're so retarded

nobody hates you like i do
you suck at life but i do too

bash your skull
cave it in
i wont tell nobody
you can kill yourself
slit your wrist
i can hide the body
steal ur parents car
and drive it to
another fucking party
that nobody even wants you in
oh god you're so retarded (x2)

Kill Yourself Stupid

alex g sample 

where was your looking out 
my lifes so boring now
i can see with ur made up frown 
i can see where your heading now
talk to me when your ready
over everything we had in the past

talk to me when your ready

vacations sample

why you have to lie?
and push me away
isnt that so fried
or is that just okay with you
and i hate my life 
but i cant escape
why am i so afraid
of the thought of you getting away x2
why do you wanna talk like that?
getting involved with the shit thats bad
things in my head yeh they all gone bad
and the thought of you in another guys place makes me mad

push me away

mac demarco sample

you would be better off 
safe in my car
you would be better off
if you lead everyone on
i let your skin touch mine
and let you touch my mind 
you said its not 
too late to go 
why didnt i 
just make her go home
you see my blood
its leaking all over
why didnt i 
just block her phone

ur a waste of heart

prod me 
 
original by @h4rtbrkr (@h2rt2 account)

ive been researching painless suicide methods
im considering calling up the suicide hotline
but i have social anxiety
and that stuff is hard for me
i find it hard to breathe when im around you
moms gonna divorce dad if he doesnt stop drinking
im sorry to say sorry i dont know what i was thinking
girlfriends off to college and shes gonna make some friends
she'll have no time for me and our relationship will end
and no im not insecure and no i cant be jealous
dont tell me what my actions are because im over zealous
and no im not insecure and no i cant be jealous
dont tell me what my actions are because im over zealous
because i know its true

are your lyrics things that happened to you or just ideas and scenarios you came up with?

harper i think im.... uhhhhhh

produced by me

saw my face 
on a bright tv
thinking bout how much she misses me
i wanna do stuff 
and i wanna have fun 
but the realisation that life sucks
caught me by surprise
she wants me 
just to die

surprise

https://open.spotify.com/album/2NcTgTWuPkUTJHaGA7ZkcB?si=EZORd6ZEReemkoJQ52FiTA
lyrics
@holdmetillicry
you're so awful, but i like it just a little bit
so many thoughts i dealt with
but none compare to you, my girl
you're so selfish
but i still wanna see you
my girl

(girl , girl , girl , girl)
(girl , girl , girl , girl)
(girl , girl , girl , girl)
(girl , girl , girl , girl)

you're so awful, but i like it just a little bit
so many thoughts i dealt with
(fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck)
but none compare to you, my girl
you're so selfish
but i still wanna see you
my girl

(ALL PLATS) dont hide, it's okay

too far gone (Deluxe)

string ard my head (feat. gutskira)

prod me

@humanendeavour

i want you forever
is it too early to say that now cause
love like this dont wait i wont back down
you could be my heather
the calm in the chaos
be my solid ground
when the world
is spinning
your my only sound

@odihu

please let this last forever
im really broken down by this ugly weather
but your love always lets me breathe
im struck with love inside ur touch
youre really good at making me blush
pouring out your love into a cup
your words hit me just like a truck
so why is life happier by ur side
my days are bright even during the night
im full of dopamine like i just hit a strike
without you theres no purpose youre keeping me alive

forever w/ odihu

humanendeavour - mushroom kingdom girl cover

humanendeavour - right now

Blind Faith

I'll Come Back Home to You

my skin is crawling 
when i see your face, 
my body's morphing 
into a disgrace

i tear at the skin just to feel you inside,
i sink in the dark where your ghost used to hide
bleeding forever, i'm trapped in the tide
i tear at the skin just to feel you inside

i breathe in static
choking on your name
this hunger’s violent
it sets me aflame again

everything i was 
everything i am, baby
everything is yours
everything if you maybe
stay by my side,
promise you're here
this hunger consumes me

i tear at the skin just to feel you inside,
i sink in the dark where your ghost used to hide
i’m burning alive in the shape of your name,
i reach but you’re gone, and it’s always the same.
bleeding forever, i'm trapped in the tide
i tear at the skin just to feel you inside

♡

surprise

humanendeavour

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