remake of an old song abt a girl that blocked me months ago
https://open.spotify.com/album/4dt5nK6vhTQ149N72ItjSC?si=gISBhWemScqt4_XNnjoxOg

lyrics:
m-m-m-m-m-m-m-madeline
is it too much if I want u to only want me?
we'll go to house shows, watch ur favorite bands
that make you dance
cause I want u to want me

I'm doing things that don't come naturally
I'm getting better at trying to be me
I'm watching movies that i'd never see
I'm singing songs that I would never sing
and no matter how my day has been
I know you'll always be there in the end
every day I'm feeling better and
it's cause I love you madeline

Madeline

@prodpishogue
this song is out on Spotify and apple music

https://open.spotify.com/album/3sfzqXeG6HhR7aLn4aFE7P?si=ny-xDO0ZRP2IdmNkQle03w

lyrics:
Verse 1 (MidnightClub)
You said you loved me,
You said you loved me,
You said you loved me.

You should say sorry,
Say you’re sorry,
Say you’re sorry.

Chorus
Sure, it sucks — it hurts real bad,
But I’m just better off sad.

Verse 2 (casper's pishogue)
When it’s late at night, I get so sad,
The world turns against me for who I be.
I’m so irrational, yet it feels right —
The mistakes that I will make come back to bite.

Chorus
Sure, it sucks — it hurts real bad,
But I’m just better off sad.

Bridge
Sad,
I’m so sad,
I’m sad,
I’m so sad.

Verse 3 (MidnightClub)
Friends stay close 'til they drift away,
I’m too weird or I’m too afraid.
If I’m alone, no one can leave —
No one to blame, nothing to grieve.

Chorus
Sure, it sucks — it hurts real bad,
But I’m just better off sad.

better off sad w/ casper's pishogue

so i dont want be alone but its okay
its alr
cause when im alone i have no one to consult to
cause i hope your alr cause 
i really drinking alone for so long
and that i dont want to know
every time breath my lungs still hurt
and then i over think about what i did wrong
its like cycle
that i cant forget
you said you wouldnt go away
ohmy god knows i cant have dat yet
girl go home girl dont leave me alone
girl don't leave alone
I'm obsess i just want to know if you love me

it will be okay

your so damn weird
can’t believe i believe i believed anything you said
and when you disappeared 
you just left me alone to me your dead
maybe drop a tear
kuz i’m so damn sad and no one cares
and your so damn jolly
there’s nothing
to be happy about
maybe find a new hobby
other than hear music on my couch
i was so excited
i thought you were different your a bitch
REMEMBER I WAS INDICTED
FUCK YOU IM SO TIRED OF YOUR SHIT

imdonewithyourshit (remastered)

too far gone (Deluxe)

string ard my head (feat. gutskira)

one of my favorite songs till this day :)

illuisempty ~ ✩₊˚.⋆ malevolent ⋆⁺₊✩ (cover)

single while u guys wait for my ep
(got inspired to make this from a yt beat i produced this tho)
lyrics:
chorus:
Lately ive been feelin useless
Nothing seems to go my way
But i gotta suck it up
Cus nobody gaf
Even when i feel like i wanna quit

verse:
all my life just filled with lies i dont wanna do this anymore
always mad or always sad i keep on going but just what for?
always seem to wonder whats wrong with me
my friends dont stay they always leave
and i always seem to wonder why im so naive
this worlds not real its make believe

chorus repeats then solo

degenerate

prod. lovecupid

im not doing more scenecore

take ur chance ft. lovecupid & vivisection

山賊のうた

In The Fall

In the morning the seagulls scream in a frenzy,

Their white shadows on the facades

Whisper anxiously in the windows about death,

But no one will cancel the date.

Every day I wake up further away.

The days are fading like mussel shells.

Less stupid bravado and falsehood

And the exile Ovid** is getting closer.

Wastelands on the outskirts of life

Overgrown with deserted melancholy.

The days crawl like faceless slugs,

They wash away my chaos with monotony.

I wander longer and more often

In cities unfamiliar to the point of pain.

What is my soul sleeping alive for?

Forgotten the failed roles.

Are you sleeping, soul? You didn’t want this,

You ate to your heart’s content and breathed the forbidden.

Is that really not enough?

Now you breathe colorless air.

My father is clean-shaven, but hollow,

A huge crown obscures the sun,

Smiles, waves - cheerful,

As if alive, only the appearance of Nazon.

What, Nazon, is your song sung?

The path to the sovereign Rome is blocked.

Returning is a bad omen,

Eternity blows on a puny back.

I myself feel the chill,

The endless distances have become leaky,

I cannot contain myself in my mortal body

And, as if the mooring lines have been cast off.

Give me your hand, it rocks mercilessly,

This world is not for us -

Intravenously, totally, subcutaneously.

Worn out -

only sorrows and dampness.


Victor Sea

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