Pain - Josh A

The Lamb

Yesterday

Waves

Fix My Health

these days im running from my problems
I don't know if I can ever solve em
sometimes im living in gotham
'cause I can only see black and white
filters in my mind stop me from getting it right
maybe if I take another shot ill see the light
smoke another blunt and soar to new heights
so I can jump off the peak and end this blight

SInce I was a kid I dreamed of being up high
swimming through clouds with the planes i'd fly
then I started smoking I fucked up my mind
said i'd stop the green it'd be my last time
then I took another and  said that i'd be fine
parallel dimensions think I crossed the line
demons versus angels all up in my spine
someone said you'll be okay son, just dont cry
fight these fucking battles with your hands untied
pray up to the man that was crucified
and you too shall be redeemed when you die

these days im running from my problems
I don't know if I can ever solve em
sometimes im living in gotham
'cause I can only see black and white
filters in my mind stop me from getting it right
maybe if I take another shot ill see the light
smoke another blunt and soar to new heights
so I can jump off the peak and end this blight

(these days im running from my problems
I don't know if I can ever solve em
sometimes im living in gotham
'cause I can only see black and white
filters in my mind stop me from getting it right
maybe if I take another shot ill see the light
smoke another blunt and soar to new heights
so I can jump off the peak and end this blight)

Swimming Through The Clouds

Girl don't hit my line, I been up all night
put Concerta in sprite, so my mind get right
tryna reach new highs, psychedelics rewrite
psych relics that slight, my mood to spite
keep it cool despite, devils fueling my light
trading dark for light, holy heart in blight
souls gold with white, it could fit petabytes 
of ritualistic insight

can't be uptight
so imma fan of pam, slam it back and attack
with my back fucking hand, my words are grandiose 
I bet the pope, couldn't fix what's broke
In my brain I don't, want him to its dope
like 6 people wrote, this song through me bro
got mental overload, so these 'scripts i hoed
get 'em free from O, 'cause I'm far too ill
so they give me pills, they scared when I get thrilled
I'll shoot to kill, saying I'm going manic
fuck that its panic, too many voices making noises
in control of my choices, they inform me what the point is
so I'll be appointing, my army to make random appointments
with people who torment, with people who try to torrent
those that are broken hearted, I'll make that ego darken
I don't fuck with insults they're boring, and half of y'all are snoring
while saying or typing porridge, I'm spewing lava
Too melt your drama, pull out your trauma
why you smoking ganja, fuck THC go on CBD
it'll set you free, fight your PTSD
don't give into your MDD or ADHD
spark a blunt of neurochemistry 
and you focus like hocus pocus 
Got off the dope this feelings much better
dopamine got me warm like a sweater
(I suppose I'm close to what the doc ordered)

Girl don't hit my line, I been up all night
put Concerta in sprite, so my mind get right
tryna reach new highs, psychedelics rewrite
psych relics that slight, my mood to spite
keep it cool despite, devils fueling my light
trading dark for light, holy heart in blight
souls gold with white, it could fit petabytes 
of ritualistic insight

Up All Night

Chardonnay Freestyle

(I'm so right in the wrong, I'm so far might be gone, in this bottle I roam, I just wanna find my home)

I see my foes, and I feel my woes
I'm running away from the cons and pros
I don't want nothing wrong with me
but that does not seem to be reality
struggling with everythingin the dictionary
life is getting scary, 
I've been balled up in my own head for so long
I don't even know how to make a conversation long
I'm so right in the wrong, I'm so far might be gone, 
in this bottle I roam, I just wanna find my home

(my home, my home, 
my ho----me hoo---^----me)

I've tried and tried, just to watch myself fail
I wanna lie, but I know I'll be in hell
all that guilt, bottles up in me
regret is my biggest enemy
I don't wanna feel this envy
but I know its just a part of me
I can't even keep my own sanity
so how can I help the others around me

I see my foes, and I feel my woes
I'm running away from, the cons and pros
I don't want nothing wrong with me
but that does not, seem to be reality
struggling with everything, in the dictionary
life is getting scary, 
I've been balled up, in my own head for so long
I don't even know how to, make a conversation long

(I'm so right in the wrong, I'm so far might be gone, in this bottle I roam, I just wanna) find my home

Find My Home Freestyle

01/19/05 All I can be is genuine.
Be who you are, not who you’re shown.

Find My Home Freestyle

JadedREM

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