she kinda creeps me out lol

aiwbwbde esee endhajshwhnfndeews snsndnenebfinz
ghshabs quicddww
jwujwheejjehejdhfjejdhrjdj

prod. sickboi

a bric;k fell 0n /mmy head andnow i^  c@n’’’t speeak

with @alphieafterlife
also i drew this cover lmk if u guys like it

nameless with alphie

prod Vozdan

thinking all alone at night how you did me bad, why?
and i dont know what to do, when all you say is lies 
waters dripping down cause i'm scared and shy 
but i should be alright oh i should be alright
i sometimes walk around cause i like being solo 
a whispers in my head that makes me go and rage, yo
tried to talk to you but i dont know what to say tho 
i just need somebody that i can relate to

Late Night Thoughts

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maybe its all fine by me
my anxiety crawling and crawling
maybe its all my fault @prod:prodpishogue

my last attempted

prod me

i wanna talk to u we're the same 
and i dont seem to mind when ur in my brain
and i cant seem to find it we're falling away
man its too bad ur blind i just want u to stay
walk straight into my life baby u were my parade 
one more time i dont think i heard what u said
u wanna relationship but u cant get over ur pettiness
and u treat me just like the rest like i dont exist

i dont exist

Maybe you can be my baby
we can go to stores and walks together 
something i want to last forever
im learning how you walk and the way you talk
remember how I spotted you in the dark 
but it'll be alright
it'll be okay
everything will be just fine
cant remember how you say my name
cant remember anything you used to say
you're just a blank spot thats in my mind 
thats hard to find thats deep and far away
but it'll be okay
everything will be just fine
ฅ

be my baby

You pack bags, but I watched you go
Talk too much, now I move too cold

Gold cross hangin' but I ripped that shit off
Love too sharp, had to clip that shit off
Knives on the sink and my brain turned off
You don’t know shit, just talk and talk

Guitar cry like the pain in my chest
Whole life bent like a damn cigarette
Demons in my ear sayin’ "die like the rest"
I just nod slow, I ain't tryna protest

pain in my chest

track by track of the micro-concept-album  *Sparklin’ Future opus 21* (7 songs)

Sparklin' Future Opus 21'7

Love In Return

She was a girl, always knew what she wanted
Every time they came to you, she lost it
Does that make you a monster? You can tell
But you don’t know where to go, don’t know where’s home

But I know she’d take advantage of me if she could
The phone rings, I just stare at the reflection
Maybe I’ll take you somewhere nice
I always know where to go, and you know I’m right

She says I’m the man she sees in her dreams
Doesn’t know what goes on behind the scenes
Watch me undress—you’ll take off your jeans

I just wanna be like everyone else, I can’t
You don’t seem to understand how much I’m haunted by it

she was a girl

all songs and most beats by @alphieafterlife on ig

tracklist
1 polly
2 the same food
3 rennys guitar but my lyfe suckz
4 leave everyone behind demo
5 mr smith cover gamble
6 punchy and alphie proud
7 20 dollar bill
8 coincedence :(
9 puppet aka lucy showed me things
10 so blue mr giannascoli
11 mr giannascoli poeple
12 naked driver
13 eat your goldfish baby
14 flip my coins 4 u :3
15 march
16 calm1
17 what u saying demo
18 train demo
19 pile up demo 
20 kick the baby out its crib
21 do you still kick the dog
22 lying on your grave dmeo
23 sandy!!!
24 wheni looked her in the eyes i looked right at the devil
25 starve untill i see my ribs ;_;
26 through the glass of the train ( i rteally like this one but i think i might record it with no drums cuz i dont like the drums)
27 i dont wanna like i want to dieee
28 counting sheep wiv u <3
29 punchy and alphie fuck u easta bunnayyyy
30 i didnt understand full vocal cover
31 i wanna be her soooo baddddd >,<
32 nothing going on
33 looking 4 sum1 neww

alphie afterlife unreleased songs to cry to

hurting myself