i'm not alex g, and ur not sarah

updated 6/30 replaced baine's verse with brand new verse from me
self prod

lyrics:

tell me how it feels
to have it all in your hands
and throw it away for nothing
your whole world caved in
none of this seems real
the whole world caved in
now theres no one left to hold your hand
Is it too much to ask to not test fate like that
and when its all said and done
i still don’t know how to react
so ill just shut my mouth
i wasted
i wasted
all of my precious time
i hate it
i hate it
i wish i could call you mine
if i'm on my deathbed
you would still leave me behind
and that's the saddest part
it keeps me up at night

shut my mouth

prod. mercenarychild

Lyrics:

playing with my feelings 
got me feeling like the villain girl
you can tell me anything 
even if it’s not real
i love it when you taunt me
cause it gives me f_cking chills
i just wanna eat your lips
yuh maybe i am sick
why do i exist
all these questions on my list
do i have to kill myself
in order to be missed
why did it have to come to this
ignorance is bliss
slit my f_cking wrists
i can’t stand to live

it’s christmas and you’re not here

Or Maybe im Just a Loser

train 21

internet stalker

idk what to name this /w jewel

My son killed himself because of you

Vaughn's live version of There is no one like Lenya.  Drums: Zoltán Bordás, Bass: Árpád Vajdovich, recorded by Dávid Tamás Pap at Lumen.

There is no one like Lenya (live at Lumen)

composed by me

lyrics:
so in sync
both wanna feel something
take off the edge
i wish our time would pass like clouds

i know
nothing will change on its own
people come and go
call me negative
im a bitter soul 
im a bitter soul, soul

save your hand for me
i used to crash and relapse and repeat
push them away when they get close and see
all of my flaws
i wanna try but im such a lost cause
i wanna fly but i cant spread my wings and take off
can we just make the world stop
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can we just make the world stop

i know
nothing will change on its own
people come and go
call me negative
im a bitter soul 
im a bitter soul, soul

i just dont wanna remember
dont take me back to that cold december
that cold december
that cold december

internet stalker

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