why are they laughing at me in the hallways w/mesmerizing

i know everything there is about you

skin

(prod.qazers)
LYRICS:
telling you that im sorry 
 i know you did nothing 
its not your fault 
im loving you with everything 
what is this supposed to be 
what do i calll
who do i call 
your running circles in  my brain 
what do i show you 
why would i even complain 
i got more things to do 
so lets reach out to the stars 
i cant even go far 
could u save me a seat 
we could just talk in the car 
i know im falling too deep 
i will be stuck at the start 
i keep on thinking im needing you in all 
take it by day then i stop 
more than a stupid prop

myapologytoyou...

thanks to kevin for letting me record this at his crib i hope you enjoy <3 

victim of circumstance
theyll never understand
what was it that you said
i’ll close my eyes 
and then forget 
what was it that you said (3x)
i’ll lose myself
my innocence 

i’ll cry for 
mom and dad
when things 
get really bad
i pick my fingertips
i’ll try to ease my 
anxiousness 
come light my cigarette
you’ll burn your fingertips
this feeling in my chest
i’ll say the words
that go unsaid

unsaid

lyrics+

im outside again 

never wanted you to close to my friends 

i guess ill hate you till the end x2

im outside again getting drunk 

smoking with my friends 

i never wanted this to really end 

in my next life ill see you again 

and shes so cruel 

shes so cool 

shes so curel 

shes so cool

shes so curel 

FUCK YOU !!!!

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question my sanity

im sorry, sarah

from the start (shoegaze remix)

Lyrics:

 
there's a forest
with a cave
hidden deep
within my dreams
where I hide
my secrets
safe to keep
because
I don't believe in fate
just memories made
and a safe place to keep them
that I don't have to share
that's not a burden 
dreams were made to bare
your soul
is weight
in the canopy haze
of the state
where you
put all your faith
and pray

slow dark and steady
this body is ready
but my heart 
is only willing to lie
slow dark and steady
this feeling is heavy
and my heart
still don't do sharing right
slow dark and thready
maybe I'm not ready
this heart
ain't healthy enough to bare
fast hot and heavy
where you wanna levee my pain
to say we're closer because
we've both been scared

It's hell-dark
It's so cold
It's almost the end times
that's what it feels like
to choke
when you ask what's broke
It's not far
the dying light
It's almost
painting the sky
that's what I see 
when I squint just right
when you ask if I've got a light
 
And I say no, I'm
slow dark and steady
this body is ready
but my heart 
is only willing to lie
slow dark and steady
this feeling is heavy
and my heart
still don't do sharing right
slow dark and thready
maybe I'm not ready
this heart
ain't healthy enough to bare
fast hot and heavy
where you wanna levee my pain
to say we're closer because
we've both been scared

It's hell-dark
It's so cold
It's almost the end times
that's what it feels like
to choke
when you ask me 
what's broke

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