an album of sorts. shit maybe even a divine love letter, who knows? love truly is mind blowing. love is the way you looked me in my eyes when we first met. its the way you apologized for crying in my arms the first night we met and how you cried on the phone as i reassured you. love is the way you were able to see me right to my core and not falter until old wounds started to surface. its the way choco and bear seem compelled to be around me despite having just met me. they sense the pull between us, two souls actively working to change each others lives. i am beyond thankful that i have met you let alone existed at the same time as you because our bond (albeit being in seperation) has pushed me to new heights simply because i refuse to not be enough for the intensity of the bond we share. love is knowing that no matter the distance that connection is there and it is unwavering and that it is safe. love is honoring the way you opened your heart to me that first night but recognizing that you were not healed enough to be in another relationship because truthfully, neither am i. so many fears and doubts began to cloud my mind once we became apart. fear of not being enough, fear of losing you after opening up, fear of.. not ever being able to express how i truly feel for you because it is deeper than words quinn. even saying all of this still doesnt quite cut it but truthfully, im in love. hell i was even scared of trusting my feelings about all of this but it will all work out in divine timing. thank you again, for choosing to exist at the same time as my soul.

love isnt just a feeling.

i get butterflies

piano sample: kūkan - rei fujiwara

thinking about you

yearning.

my fears arent worth the loss

no one else id consciously choose

no greater feeling (than love)

"you have the joy of a spring flower in your eyes" (i cant even begin to describe yours)

can you feel my soul dripping thru ur headphones?

"you have the joy of a spring flower in your eyes" (i cant even begin to describe yours)

jay!