Written by Haven 
Produced by Idly Blare

Lyrics:
So this is life i guess was born to see the worst of it
Why is your strife on my back you must think i'd survive the trek
You said it we were different
So addicted to each other till you left
You meant it when I fell in
So addicted cause we're so afflicted

You were right in the end we were never more than friends
You were right in the end we were never more than friends
You were right in the end we were never more than friends

I thought it something's missing
Never said it to try to mend our distance
And I meant it when you fell in

You were right in the end we were just playing pretend
You were right in the end we were just playing pretend
You were right in the end we were just playing pretend
You were right in the end we were never more than friends
Never more than friends

Panacea

Come and Go

Come And Go

Written by Haven
Produced by Michael Harrison

Lyrics:
It's 2 am
Time to survive
Want to be high
But i've lost that right
Pondering late
Of how it was
Never enough
The time of young
I am no longer in heaven
Neither home in hell
Yes they tried to warn me
But only time could tell

I wrote this and i fell asleep
Yes i wrote it
I i wrote this and i fell asleep
Should've never told it
I i wrote this and i fell asleep
Yes i wrote it
I hope nobody heard me

Cataclysmic

i wrote this and i fell asleep

Written by Haven
Produced by Michael Harrison

Lyrics:
God told me once
I am withering
But can't shake this feeling
That I missed it
Left it all behind
I'm no longer young
I'm not 21
Though i've aged like fine wine so i don't mind

Uh oh what can I do
Can't go back in time
Uh oh death never knew
How I survived, neither do I

If it wasn't the drugs
Cause that wasn't so fun
What was it that made me miss it
Never had any love
Even when I was young
So what is it that makes me miss it
Regret

Mmm
Mmm
I've aged like fine wine, so I don't mind I pretend

Wit crossed flare ups
On a holy mount
Mind says i'm stuck
Even though I made it out, you see me now
And this isn't fun
Being demons playground
Should've told my God then
What I'm tellin you now

I've aged like fine wine, so I don't mind I pretend

Uh oh
If it wasn't the friends
Uh oh
Never could depend on them
Uh oh
What was it that made me miss it regret
Never did fall in love
Never did it
Even when I was young
I'm still upset
So what is it that makes me miss it
Regret

I've aged like fine wine so I don't mind I pretend

survivor's guilt

survivor's guilt 26

Written by Haven
Produced by Michael Harrison

Lyrics:
Why do i contort my veins
Just to hide what i've obtained
Care too much that you are jealous
Say living quiet makes me selfish
You are richer than a mount
Still seem to give a sad vibe
That fast life
Always seemed to prove me right

You never paved a way for me
A guessing game that saw defeat

You can never prove me right
Such a bummer
Such a bummer you're a sad guy
That fast life
Isn't what why fell tonight

isn't this what you wanted

Written by Haven
Produced by Michael Harrison

Lyrics:
Touche I've broken the mask
Rarely do get to relax
Ask if I'm alright
Never been alright
Eccedentesiast
Pray they're alright
Hidden in plain sight
Eccedentesiast

But oh one day I might be
When God decides to decimate Jersey
They'll be no more lighting
Smile till I bleed
Soul finally resting in peace

Skipping slightly
In a hurry
'Cause right now the former it mirrors the echo's inside me
Just sits where the knives be
Back's been struck by a 12 piece
How I can't wait to be free
I just can't wait to be free

Thank you for breaking the mask
Oh it sure is
Sure was hoping it'd smash then i could relax
So i can be alright
Never been alright
Eccedentesiast
Pray they're alright
Pain in plain sight
Eccedentesiast
Ask if I'm alright
Never been alright
Eccedentesiast
If I'm alright
Written in plain sight
Eccedentesiast

i pray when you go to sleep at night you are happy

Written by Haven
Produced by Michael Harrison

Lyrics:
I'm a menace to your wifi
I'm a menace to you all the time
Suburban girl with a bad mind
I'm a menace to my own life
I'm a menace to your wifi
I'm a menace to you all the time
Screw being nice i'm the bad kind

I'm a menace to your wifi
I'm a menace to you all the time
Suburban girl with a bad mind
I'm a menace to my own life
I'm a menace to your wifi
I'm a menace to you all the time
Screw being nice i'm the bad kind
Suburban girl with a bad mind
A sad life

Come And Go

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