06/09/25
@kurchev

@hvrting
u made me feel like a failure
deep down inside
feel like a loser
dont go outside
dont have a future
ill close my eyes
it'll happen sooner

i had it all together
nn then i dropped it
not going to college
i got drugs in my pocket
my mom says im smart
i got a head full of knowledge
my head wanna chop it
these issues money cant solve it

i know
u think im not normal
u didnt know
my favorite color is purple
i really hope
this feeling isnt eternal
escape reality
through writing in journals

nn i have scars on my face
back in the day used to hate them
but i would just play dumb
now i ball like im Tatum
problems overtake me
i dont wanna face em
my dreams
gonna chase em
memories
ill erase em

hvrts - failure @kurchev

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I03Mbs7ScSI

@diegointhedark

im still posted
in the same spot
tasting urr blood
like its raindrops
last time i saw ur face
was @ the train stop
do em like he Freddy Krueger
bru dis fye gon turn his face hot

wanna give it up
i wanna give it up right now
but i kno
but i kno i cant do it

outside ur house again
3AM ur coming out
nn no matter how hard that i try
i keep on falling down
hella glicks inside this bag
so no we wont run out of rounds
if u call my name while ur outside
kno ill come running out

sweating
body is hot
i feel so anxious bby
when i walk in the spot
i got a brudda that'll mask up
he'll never get caught
how u a 1:1 clone
i cant fucc witchu bots bro
she puts on her dress
looks pretty in Scarlet red
same color as my cup
i might go in Cardiac Arrest

Scarlet @diegointhedark [MV IN DESC]

"these tired eyes" produced by @shikaiii
Performed/Written by @counterxo

these tired eyes (!yukik0) #NES2WO

@t23l
i cant get around
to going to sleep
the things u say, they really hurt me
there's nothing left, that u can show me
the other guys, they already told me

all the things u do
behind my back
girl i trusted u
we were in a suicide pact :(

(was i not good enough)
girl ur fucking w my head
(is it this or that)
im just gonna stack my bread

take sum adderall
count up till im dead x_x
countin up the dead
ion like it regular, make this shit sped
you's a fuckin regular, takin all my meds

using me for meds
using me for pills
baby whats the deal
nun of ts was real
idk how 2 feel

@s0lemn
can i get away, i was there beside you
double up the xan, i was getting high too
i know I promised you, that i won’t feel bad
i’m hating what i am, i regret that

taking over every time, i just wanna feel alive
idk what I can do, if ur not by my side
i can't i can't even speak, i've been fucked up all week
i love i love getting high, get geeked get teeked

fuck it ill get sober, i don't wanna know her
took a xan with my drank still sober
losing all composure, wrist's cut deep
bloody lookin like October

suicide pact w/ s0lemn (p. xtasane)

@scarletchoir
new tape soon <3 
cover by evalister
come see me live in sweden 24/10

the place under the floor [scarletchoir]

only wnted u 2 trust me
emo shawty u dnt lovvv me
rob his shit hit the emote 
thn im ducking
stupid btch  knew im evil 
urr unlucky

grab the 9 off mmy waist 
mke my hand numb 
bad btch yea  she prettyy
n immhandsome 
fake xans , fake checks grl jus cash thm
whos tht?? idk >//<?  wwwee past thm

ikno wht uu want
come n tke my soul 
highschool wit my brothers on the honor roll
nowadays i jus cry 
n my pockets swole 
told my momma ima fly 
now im on my own

n she hurt lookin @ me for an answer 
cut her off
cut her off jus like cancer 
walk it off 
walk it off 
whats the matter ?
im broken 
all my pieces shattered

smokin dope wit myy emo btch 
have my skin i dnt want it 
hve my swag u cn keep it

hvrts - failure @kurchev

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