Bro i know im a small creator but im begging you please make a track with me your amazing 

im gonna give it all up

[ghøst]
i dont got it that bad, im just fiending for love
look in my eyes when you lie i can read all ur bluffs
& can you please choose a side 
im so sick of the guessin
i figure the question
is who are you missin?
cuz u dont neva text back no mo
so i stay home, lay back, drink/smoke
ion fw powder but ill put it up my nose
how much do i gotta tell u im rdy to go

[DeeboTwoSevenOh]
I just wanna go back home, fall asleep and wake up in another hole 
Wasting all my time, they tryna take my soul
I don’t really mind, I’m walking down this road, all alone

Just breathe, take another drink, tell me what you think 
About me, see you in my dreams, where it’s always dark and cloudy 
Off another bean, pop up on the scene, howdy
True Religion jeans, Nike on my feet, styling

Aye, watch me fall, bullet in my brain, all my blood up on the wall
She don’t know my name, but she wanna be my doll
Out here with my gang, we be creeping in your halls

Yeah, the ignorance, got me fed up, vendettas upon another hypocrite 
They’e just jealous, and selfish about us whippin in the stick
In this Bentley, we gently don’t give a fuck about a bitch

[ghøst]
i dont got it that bad, im just fiending for love
look in my eyes when you lie i can read all ur bluffs
& can you please choose a side 
im so sick of the guessin
i figure the question
is who are you missin?
cuz u dont neva text back no mo
so i stay home, lay back, drink/smoke
ion fw powder but ill put it up my nose
how much do i gotta tell u im rdy to go

Ready to Go ft. DeeboTwoSevenOh! (frevel)

BLAZE

i’m sorry, i had to reupload :(

lyrics:

call ur name 
hope ur doing just fine 
u didn’t ask me but hey i’m doing fine
ur family hates me but ur dad was alright
he was pretty cool
hope he’s doing just fine
i’m feeling empty as the days pass by
i’m starting college soon
i’m so nervous i can die
it’s getting toasty and my face is breaking out
i hate acne it’s getting old now
i told my mom i’m not doing okay 
she asked what’s wrong 
i just stared in her face 
cus ion even know what the hells wrong with me
i’m locked up in my room and i’m always crying
i don’t wanna talk 
don’t take it the wrong way
i wanna be alone i just need my own space

i’m doing alright

neverforever

lyrics:
i don't wanna run from someone like you
no one understands what i'm going through
is it you? is it me?
traumatized since thirteen
constant pain in my spleen
how'd i make it to seventeen?

and i don't know what's wrong with my head
i sit alone cus i have no friends
but i'll make it out of this mess
i always prevail in the end

i know how to make it out alive
i really don't but that's fine
cus who does, who does, oh
who does, who does

alive

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no service (prod. odece x 5v)

I WAS CONVINCED I LOVED YOU
LYRICS:
Waking up another day 
I wanna call it quits
It's always the same
And I’m so fucking sick of it
if they bring up your name
One more time
I swear to fucking god
i'll end it all tonight
Ruin my life
One more time
blade of the knife
bleed blue when I die
I'm crying for you
Can you see it in my eyes
Can you see it in my eyes

Take my life,,, waste my time
Run and hide,, make me cry
another night i'll spend without you
(another night i'll spend all alone)
Anxiety attacks in my bathroom
(oh, but they will never know)
Cuz when you’re gone I can’t breathe 
(i can never breathe without you)
I need you here next to me
(cuz i can't sleep without you)

Waking up another day 
I wanna call it quits
It's always the same
And I’m so fucking sick of it
if they bring up your name
One more time
I swear to fucking god
i'll end it all tonight
Ruin my life
One more time
blade of the knife
bleed blue when I die
I'm crying for you
Can you see it in my eyes
Can you see it in my eyes

It's like you fall for someone 
And nothing they do seems bad 
like they couldn't do anything to hurt you, right?
And you put this faith in them so blindly
And you realize,
You can’t be mad at them
When they break your heart
Because it's you who played yourself
the whole time you were playing yourself

Mixing: @yungaxstn

blade of the knife (prod. vaegud x hxrxkiller)

Thank Yous:

Thank you to everybody who made this entire thing possible for me. In all honesty theres about five people who deserve any credit at all, considering the majority of this workload was shouldered by myself independently. First, in reference to the project itself, id like to thank Ryini for providing me with some of the best and most soothing guitar work I have ever heard. Seriously man, I feel indebted to you. You helped me find a new sound that I have been able to expand on more than I imagined happening and I appreciate it. Thanks to my girlfriend Jessica, who lets me yell and sing all day and all night and never gets mad. She knows Im gonna be succeed and its an amazing feeling having a supportive partner. Id like to thank Matt Terrio, who is not with us on this earth anymore but continues to influence my life and my decision making. This one is for you brother.
It wouldn't be a Jackie Platinum message without some erratic shit, so lets just get right into it. Thank you to Eric Fawson, the stupid therapist who got a check from referring me to an abusive program, I hope you choke on a strawberry. Thank you for creating a monster within my bod, keen on destroying people like you. Thank you to Ann Brochin, who told my parents to institutionalize me because of my desires within the world of entertainment and music. I hope you enjoy your shoutout on my song you idiot.  Without Dr. Brochin I never would never have felt special enough to take a chance on myself. As crazy as it seems, her findings on my brain proved to only do good for me. Suck a dick. EVERYONE WHO DOUBTED ME, SUCL MY FUCKIN DICK. Shoutout to Andy Coe, Chris Soto and anyone else who took part in organizing my families trip to The Carlbrook School. The years of abuse I endured at your hands is CAKE compared to what I am going to put you all through. Trust me. Shoutout to uglyboy for real, thats the goat. 

Last but not least I am going to thank myself for being a fucking superstar. Thanks folks.

Fear & Loathing In Los Angeles

call me crazy (prod. curtains)

Lyrics:
an honestly, 
hope the drugs really take me, imma mess dont need strength 
to another degree, wearing thin on my personality, kno the real ones hate me, no ones fckin wit me
days pass i cant breathe, feelings fade im misplaced outcast still unseen
imma mess she dont love me, an i still feel nothing
 
imma mess hope they kno whats evident
kno in the end keep an act like i was somethin 
im so tired of these games 
feel strung out, all the mess, cant find a place 
demons talkin, still cant find my space in my head 
maybe one day i can end this pain 
take my own life jus to gain some faith 
still hopeful that ill 
end all my suffering
shut my mouth knowing im a nuncense 
no one bother with consecquential nonsense 
im jus tired need to rest my eyelids

an honestly, 
hope the drugs really take me, dont need strength

Crushed Up Remedies

ekkstacy - conscious w palmsveneta & lieu

lyrics:

(kindmile)
I wanna be happy like a pretty rich girl 
Daddy handed her the world 
Oyster came with a pearl 

be happy like a star on tv 
Got me wishing it was me
Am I to ugly for the screen? 

be happy like I always thought I’d be 
but i’m too busy counting sheep 
I could never live my dreams 

be happy
be happy
be happy
be happy

I wanna fuck again for the first time 
That giddy awkward feeling now seems sublime 
I wanna get high like the first time 
But it’s like every time I do it it just toys with my mind 

I’m always like fuck this fuck that 
I whine that life is so wack 
it’s all me 
It’s my fault 
Autumn leaves 
I fall 
Happy ending? Nah, life is nothing like a fairytale 
Prince Charming nah I got no princess in a wedding vale 
Society tells me that I’m not good enough 
Depressions a bitch and she got my ass cuffed

I wanna be happy like a pretty rich girl 
Daddy handed her the world 
Oyster came with a pearl 

be happy like a star on tv 
Got me wishing it was me
Am I to ugly for the screen? 

be happy like I always thought I’d be 
but i’m too busy counting sheep 
I could never live my dreams 

be happy
be happy
be happy
be happy

(doan)
One day imma be happy
Shit I’m lyin to myself again
I been lyin to all my friends
Sometimes I just want the end 
But I just sit and play pretend 
That in the future I’ll be happy then
Sometimes I wanna start again
I’m high but it was better then
So pills became a better friend
At first they were to pass the time
Now it’s a means to an end
I don’t think u could understand 
Maybe I could explain 
But even if u think u know we’ll never feel the same pain
Fuck this world 
They don’t want me to win 
Everything I do a sin 
It’s like my past and future got me pinned
Cuz I don’t like who I been
I used to like who I’m becoming 
But so much shit overwhelming 
Voices in my head are floodin
All my thought are gettin muddy 
Death stopped by he thought that it’d be funny
Gave me visions of the end 
I thought that it would be more bloody

(kindmile)
I wanna be happy like a pretty rich girl 
Daddy handed her the world 
Oyster came with a pearl 

be happy like a star on tv 
Got me wishing it was me
Am I to ugly for the screen? 

be happy like I always thought I’d be 
but i’m too busy counting sheep 
I could never live my dreams 

be happy
be happy
be happy
be happy

be happy w/ doan(prod. immortal)

overdose (PROD. MISERY)

RIGHT NOW (feat. KID E$S & NICK ALEXANDR)

do you feel pain

I won’t get my hopes up (prod. caspr x saint tomorrow)

PRAYER - OFTEN (PROD. TWON TWON)
mixed & master: mixed_by_saabye

overdose (PROD. MISERY)

HXMESWEETHXME

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