@193.hxroshii

prod. myself

(⁠◡⁠ ⁠ω⁠ ⁠◡⁠)

Lyrics:
They said that i need to change
Maybe i am not good enough this time
But you will see me up
I cant explain much they hate me
i don't even know what's wrong with me
You just talking loud to me, you fuckin with me
Maybe You should say sorry
Maybe im not sorry, i said don't worry
Everything is okay.

Maybe i was thinking too much
I can't go back, But I guess i will be fine with it
I feel so worthless, baby can you be honest
I Can't do stuff on own I hate it 

They said that i need to change
Maybe i am not good enough this time
But you will see me up
I cant explain much they hate me
i don't even know what's wrong with me
You just talking loud to me, you fuckin with me
Maybe You should say sorry
Maybe im not sorry, i said don't worry
Everything is okay.


Hate me (me)

:3

Lyrics:
Yeah i saw a cutie, and i think she likes me
Brown eyes, short hair, beautiful smile
And i want her to be mine

I cant forget her beautiful smile
See you everyday, but i cant even say "hi"
I can't keep my eyes off you
Your smile is sweet, I can't describe
Tell me where we going?
I wish we could spend more time together
And I wish we could hold hands forever

But it's alright 
Cuz i got you by my side
Its like a dream when im with you
I hope that all my dreams come true
I hope that i can be with you


Cutie (Prod. Alfie Snapped & Dami4k)

Prod. winfye + rxi

Yeah yeah yeah yeah
And I want her so bad
I saw a baddie in the alley
I wish i knew her number, she didn't tell me
I try to find her but i lost her
I know she's not the one
But i want her so bad
Yeah i want her so bad
Yeah i want her so bad
And i think she's the one for me
And i wish we meet again woahhh

I think she can fix me, Im not lying
She's so pretty, Like a model in a magazine
She shines like a celebrity
i hope she loves me
I hope she care about me
I hope she want me
Cause you're the only one who i love
Cause you're the only one who i trust


I saw a baddie in the alley
I wish i knew her number, she didn't tell me
I try to find her but i lost her
I know she's not the one
But i want her so bad
Yeah i want her so bad
Yeah i want her so bad
And i think she's the one for me
And i wish we meet again woahhh

I think she can fix me, Im not lying
She's so pretty, Like a model in a magazine
She shines like a celebrity
i hope she loves me
I hope she care about me
I hope she want me
Cause you're the only one who i love
Cause you're the only one who i trust


#IWANTHERSOBAD_INEEDLOVE</3 (Winfye + Rxi)

Lovesick (Alfie Snapped + ripwarheart + t57thetank)

Prod by Kuriya

:')

Lyrics:
Tak bisa ku tahan kan semua rasa ini
Ku ingin selalu ada untuk dirimu

Tapi ku tak kuasa melihat dirimu
Saat dirinya bersama dirimu
ku ingin membunuh saja diriku
Membuang semua harapan ku
Ku tak kuasa menahan rasa sakit ini
Ku ingin membuang semua khayalanku
Ku tak ingin berharap bersama mu lagi
Karna semua ini akan sia sia untukku

Dan mungkin aku ini hanya pelampiasan untuk mu
Hanya sekedar badut untukmu
Mungkin aku tak cukup untuk menjagamu
Pasti aku tidak ada dalam pilihan mu
kau sengaja memberiku harapan untukku 
walau aku tau kau tidak tertarik padaku
Tapi kau sudah mencoba untuk menikungku

(Tapi kau sudah menikungku)
(ku tak butuh dirimu lagi)

Tapi ku tak kuasa melihat dirimu
Saat dirinya bersama dirimu
ku ingin membunuh saja diriku
Membuang semua harapan ku
Ku tak kuasa menahan rasa sakit ini
Ku ingin membuang semua khayalanku
Ku tak ingin berharap bersama mu lagi
Karna semua ini hanya membunuh ku

(semua ini membunuh ku)
(kau menghancurkan diriku)

Mungkin saja aku akan membaik
karna ku sudah tak butuh dirimu
karna kau membuat diriku hancur
lebih baik kau pergi bersamanya 
akan ku lihat duniamu hancur bersamanya
karna aku sudah tau
semua itu palsu
semua itu palsu
akan ku tunggu saat dirimu hancur


Terlupakan (Kuriya)

prod by @luvic


I cant move on(⁠人⁠*⁠´⁠∀⁠｀⁠)⁠｡⁠*ﾟ⁠+

Available on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2pr1l9aJFayo2JtwbDbqdh?si=Mg_VypdVQLizrzG5WFD24w

she's broken (Luvic)

prod. Luvic

https://open.spotify.com/track/4otxIUuB7XNwAHiRChrlCg?si=mT9MSKWvSaqEa7_lBVPrXQ

lyrics:
Baby can you please explain to me?
I dont want stuck in a endless Dream.
I've been crying every night
I've been crying 7 days a week
Baby can you please save me
From this endless Dream
I've thinking about our fantasy
But im in Lucid dream

Baby can you please just save me
Save me from this endless Dream
I've been looking out for you forever
Just let me wake up, from this Endless Dream 
Just let me wake up, from this Endless Dream 
And im not even lying im going insane
Maybe i just wanna slit my throat
Cause im in pain

(Baby can you save me, I dont want in this endless Dream)

Woke up blood all over my pillow
i cant even tell is this real or a dream
Cause i got no one beside me
Baby can you please save from this endless Dream

Baby can you save from this endless Dream
Baby can you save from this endless Tears
Baby can you save from this endless Fear
Baby can you please jus save me Right now

Baby can you wake me up from this endless Dream
Baby can you save from All this Fantasy
I cant even tell what is real what is not
I don't even know if this dream or real
Baby can you save from this endless Dream
And i cant even tell
is this real or a dream
Baby can you save me from this endless Dream
Baby can you save me from this endless Dream



EndlesDream (Luvic)

Fall in luv with U feat. epannn (Kuriya)

Prod by Me

Insta: @193.hxroshii
song: kano - hello/howareyou

𝙷𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚘/𝙷𝚘𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚢𝚘𝚞⁠｡⁠*ﾟ⁠+

ੈ✩‧₊˚2024ᐢᗜᐢprod.Hxroshii's_beatstashﾟ･:,｡★＼(^-^)♪ありがと♪( ^-^)/★,｡･:･ﾟ

with https://soundcloud.com/crykou

prod by me :)

Lyrics:
[Hxroshii]
Im lost in the dark, can you save me now
my heart is empty i cant lie
you promise me to stay but you lie to me
i hope you can fix my heart rn
you driving me insane lately
im going crazy over you lately
its 4am in my place, i cant sleep
i miss your touch everytime i close my eyes
it easy to say, just tell me what u want
u can lie to me, i can hear it all day long
i cant deny cause i cant see it
ur pretty smile its just a lie that u hide
its all a lie, im running with my lies
cant handle the truth so im denying myself
now im running away oh oh 
im running away
im running away

[crykou]
you wants me to stay
but you running away
you going far away
you tells me to stay 
but you never comeback 
to me again

(i don't need no love
i don't need no love )

why you go?
why you go?
why you go?
why you go?
why you go?
why you go?
why you go?

everything is telling me to leave you
everyone's telling me to leave you
but my heart still says that it needs you 
i need you

Running Away (me)

Haunted (Aerelin)

Prod by @nightigerxo @w0kki
with @peiflowy @lochwastaken @eruka888

Lyrics:
[Hxroshii]
Bullet to his head
and make him falling to the ground 
Don't try to mess with me
Don't even make a sound 
You talking nice to me 
You want something from me
You try to talk to me, or you get the beating
Don't mess with me, you will pay the price
My eyes could see that you tell me lies
You keep telling me lies, I don't like your surprise 
Despite the fact that, you're just a silly goon

[loch!]
looking left to the right, i dont see no threat
everybody talk mad but i dont care
even when im gone i still got a bag 

wait
thats a cap tbh

yea bitch i dont care about your problem
why u keep saying like its my problem

flex all my money cus i got it
buy some new chain
i dont give a single care

all my ops trynna find me where i go
my ak came in with a switch yea 
fuck her on the back, now she wanting me some more
swerving in lane, switch side yea

fuck the tag i just bought and then i left


all this hater they just doesn't understand
im with Hxro, they cant withstand yea

[Pei flowy]
Don't talk to the shadows in my room, 
smoke this blunt everytime i think bout u,
tell me if i lost it,
cannot feel my concious,
don't talk to me, 
cuz im tryna be modest, 

tell you cherish every moment, 
you just have to stay focus, 
i know that you keep on holding, 
and if you don't you might just lose it, 
dont lose it, 
stay focused, 
youll be fine, 
cuz you are chosen, 
just dont talk to me,
i wont talk to you,
stay concealed, 
like this 22. 

[SHIN ERUKA]
dont talk to me..
pls dont u make ts sound
its hard to believe
bcz u 2 much lies
pls dont u make ts sound
dont pull da trigger out
u 2 much stress me out
i hate it when i see u die
acting nice 2 me
i kn dat u just lied
tryna cool w/ me
then stab me from da back
u just want sum
cz u cant get like what i got
stop pretend ok w/me
cz i dont fw ya
(back)

Dont talk (nightiger + w0kki)

prod by me
the first clip with https://soundcloud.com/ilyluvic

im very grateful for this year and thank you for all the support!!!

𝙃𝙭𝙧𝙤𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙞 𝙴𝚗𝚍 𝚘𝚏 the 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛 clip| with @ilyluvic

prod: @yoto-capone + @im17again
w/ @peiflowy

Lyrics:
[me]
It's wise for me not to think of it
But I can't get rid of this shit, yea im sick of it
Can i just get a real feelings for once?
I don't care is it love?, is it curse? Idk
Tell me is it blood, is it tears i wont let you go 
Cause all i want is you to understand 
And i won't let you go
Cause everything falls apart when you go😔

[Pei]
Feels like everyday
beens getting worse for me,
yuh throw my heart in the bin,
anniversary,
yuh hope they understand my pain,
got the percs on me,
yuh they be saying why you lonely,
I don't choose to be,
love me or hate me,
I've been through all this fucking shit,
got the pain in my head,
and it could never fucking fix,
and I keep holdin it on,
but every time I just trip
and every time that I make it the chance
just fucking slips,
I've been thru love I had enough,
yuh my stomach full of bugs,
I've been holdin on my own.
in the end they ain't givin a fuck,

Think (yotocapone + im17again)

##CARE!!!

#CARE!!!! (Revenxnt)

Lie #myc (Dsea + midso)

prod @tores + @nightigerxo

w/ @kyxtsnxwy

Lyrics:
[Hxroshii]
I've been overthinking lately
i trynna figure it out but i cant, i just get lost
its always that everyday that i wasted
feels like i never get the chance now im wasted
and i try to get up, it never worked out
now im crying my heart out
my feelings they were shattered
now everything it wont matter

cause i wish that i could never met you
cause i wish that i could never talk to you
lost trust in my heart, fall again and again
cause everyday i've been feeling so tired
everytime we spent now it all shattered
i wish i could never know you
(so i could never fell in love with you again)

[Kishi]
baby where you at? can you call me? baby do you love me? do you still want my heart?
ive been feeling down, feeling lonely, aint no one to hold me, got me really falling apart again

get out, get out, you messing with my head yeah
so loud, so loud, im dying, now im dead yeah
fall down, im down, laying on my death bed
feel you just shot a bullet straight through my head yeah

like damn
this is all your fault!!!
its breaking my heart, you’re gone
baby girl god damn
everythings gone wrong
maybe im just not enough
cause its what you said!!!
it was you along, blaming me like my fault
is it better, im dead?
watch the sun come up, pain in my double cup

will you make it? 
make it to the other side, baby you’re mistaken
when we got together, you were thinking, can you break this
i hate the feeling of your tongue, still feel the fake kiss
oh i hate this all

will i make it?
make it to the other side, baby you’re mistaken
when we got together, you were thinking, can you break this
i hate the feeling of your tongue, still feel the fake kiss
oh i hate this all

Lost (tores + nightiger)

Prod by me

w/ @kyxtsnxwy

[Hxroshii]
its 4 AM in my room ive been feeling lonely
its been 6 hours looking at my PC
my head is hurt, feels like about to explode
i know its not healthy

and i know that ive been trying so hard
everyday that i just want to give up
but i cant i just want to try tomorrow
maybe ill do better in the next day

sudah kucoba lagi, lagi, lagi dan lagi
sudah kucoba gagal, lagi, lagi dan lagi

maybe i need to chill again more often
ive been trying so hard to chase the thing that i after
maybe i should care more about myself
evertime i spend made me feel so wasted again

i dont want to complain, i dont want this to end
but im so tired to keep all this emotion

[Kishi]
im a broken heart nigga
im still sad while counting figures
im still steady pulling triggers, while you breaking up my heart yeah
bitch im up, lil nigga
im still stuck like a sticker
i be drowing in this liquor, while you breaking up my heart yeah

babe, ikaw yung mahal ko
di ako sanay sa ganto, di masabi harap mo
nandito lang ako para sayo
ang ganda mo baby ko, hawakan mo ang puso ko

(but you wouldn’t wanna talk to me at all)
(im unstable and soon im gonna fall)
(im so sorry, none of this makes sense at all)
(visions of me dying, i accept it all)

[Hxroshii]
Sekarang diriku jatuh
aku tak bisa bangun
sayang tolong genggam tanganku
aku tak bisa bangun tanpamu
and i know that i messed up this time
can you please hold my for the last time
cuz every night i just wanna cry
crying on my own, crying for the thing that i love so much
4 day ive been losing sleep, i feel so weak
and ive been trying so hard to take care of myself
im so tired of this cycle
ku sudah muak, ku ingin melepaskannya
ku sudah berusaha tapi gagal lagi
tapi akan aku coba di besok hari

[Kishi]
get back, baby get back, im unstable
take a step back, take a step back, you’re unable
don’t you come back, don’t you come back, cause im up now
call back, don’t you call back, got me stuck now

don’t you talk to me at all
i be dying baby, i hope you fall
got me crying baby, cutting off my tongue
see the signs baby, i accept it all

Again and Again (me)

prod @02v

screw that one girl bro she's so fucked up :/

Lyrics:
Now you done it again, i will never see you again
Now its over, everything that we had is over
You never kiss my lips, when you sober
You never made the right thing when we separated 
Now im full of hatred,  say sorry never mean it
Relationship long ended
And now, i never see you as a good person 
You so bad in making decisions 

You make it worst again, You tortured me again
You're not the same person again
All the dream i imagine now they're fading
Disappearing like you never here
I hope you by my side
Now you stab me in the back
Cant rely your word, cause it full of lies
Now you just a waste
Lost in your own ways
Stop girl dont talk to me again

Never ever (midso)

2025 is really crazy for me so far :)

0:00 w/ @fiproducer
1:11 solo
1:45 solo
2:25 solo
3:15 w/ @02v
4:30 solo
5:30 solo
6:30 w/ @02v

#Hang_Over-clips_2025--with--@friends

!!!!!!

#MyCerita @htmyc
sometimes i sing sometimes i produce

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