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co-prod & mixed by: @cmten
art by: @c3of

i don't want this time to end up like the last one
why we coming back to something that we passed once?
why'd i let you go?
i made you feel like you're the bad one
better off alone
can't get this shit up off my back

trying to unpack
i need to relax
feelings start to last
something might go bad

something might go bad
i'm about to crack
i can't take it back
leave it in the past

leave it in the past
ion fw that
i made too much headway i ain't never going back
i want out this shit by the ending of this song
(already used that)

why don't you just leave me alone?
i don't have a care in the world
i'm pushing everything away until i'm all by myself

ion talk
keep it to myself before my shit get rocked
he gon plot?
i got something waiting when the cameras off

stop
this shit is fucking toxic
ion like to box shit
waiting for a call, but it never comes
ion wanna talk only know how to run
you don't know and i don't care
i said i'm already done

you wanna know what i'd die for?
everything to go back how it started off
i got no one to call
so when it falls apart
i just scream at the wall
til i can play the part

i don't want this time to end up like the last one
why we coming back to something that we passed once?
why'd i let you go?
i made you feel like you're the bad one
better off alone
can't get this shit up off my back

trying to unpack
i need to relax
feelings start to last
something might go bad

something might go bad
i'm about to crack
i can't take it back
leave it in the past

salem(leave it in the past)(prod. hxstage x cmten)

prod. me and @cmten
mixed by @cmten

🖤🦦

i don't wanna go outside today 
get away i am not okay 
don't need feelings they just get in the way

don't need feelings they just get in the way
i don't talk i don't got nothing to say
i'm in pain i wanna take it away

how i'm living in pain every day?
i wanna talk ab how i get paid
every day i wake up it's the same 
i'm not fucking ok

chemical for the pain
reticle for the brain
every day the fucking same
nothing left for me to gain
what the fuck im supposed to say?

lost it 
how'd i get so exhausted?
always thinking that i got this
someone come and put a stop to my--

cause you know and you're right that you're in my head

i don't wanna go outside today 
get away i am not okay 
don't need feelings they just get in the way

don't need feelings they just get in the way
i don't talk i don't got nothing to say
i'm in pain i wanna take it away

deserve (prod. hxstage x cmten)

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LYRICS
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I JUST WOKE UP TALKING TO SOME DEMONS
I FUCKED UP AND NOW I REALLY THINK IM SEEING THINGS
I DON'T KNOW HOW ELSE TO HANDLE ALL OF THESE FEELINGS
MY LIFE A MOVIE BUT I'M NOT LIKING THE ENDING
THE FILM STILL REELING
MY SKIN IS PEELING
MY HEAD IS SEETHING
I THINK IM FEELING BORED CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO FEEL SHIT
ALREADY EVENING
WHERE THE FUCK THE DAY WENT
THE STORY GOES ON BUT I DON'T LIKE THE DIRECTION

I NEED MY PEACE BITCH
I NEED NEW LENSES
MY POINT OF VIEW IS SO ASKEW I'M TIRED OF SEEIN' SHIT
THERE AIN'T NO SIMPLE FIX
I'M AT MY WITS END
FUCKING DISORGANIZED, I CANNOT KEEP LIVING LIKE THIS
MY VIEW LOOKS BLACK AND WHITE
ITS ALL A BLUR IN MY SIGHT
ALL OF THE DAYS KEEP ON BLENDING, CAN'T KEEP TRACK OF THE TIME
CAN'T TELL WHAT'S EVER RIGHT
I'VE BEEN OUTSIDE MY MIND
FEEL LIKE I'VE BEEN IN A LIMINAL SPACE FOR ALL MY LIFE

I BEEN STUCK IN THE SAME WAYS, SAME SEQUENCE
MY WORLD A MESS, EVERYTHING SEEMS SO UNEVEN
PACING ROUND INSIDE MY ROOM, AND I CAN'T LEAVE IT
EVERYTHING FEELS SO DAMN SORE, MY BODY'S WEAKEND
OLD HABITS NEVER DIE, I'M STILL SAYING THE SAME SHIT
I'M TALKING OUT LOUD SO I DON'T GO FUCKING CRAZY
ALWAYS KNEW THAT I WAS ROBOT, BEEN WIRED LIKE THIS
BUT I BEEN TIRED OF HAVING TO DO THE SAME FIX

I JUST WOKE UP TALKING TO SOME DEMONS
I FUCKED UP AND NOW I REALLY THINK IM SEEING THINGS
I DON'T KNOW HOW ELSE TO HANDLE ALL OF THESE FEELINGS
MY LIFE A MOVIE BUT I'M NOT LIKING THE ENDING
THE FILM STILL REELING
MY SKIN IS PEELING
MY HEAD IS SEETHING
I THINK IM FEELING BORED CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO FEEL SHIT
ALREADY EVENING
WHERE THE FUCK THE DAY WENT
THE STORY GOES ON BUT I DON'T LIKE THE DIRECTION

THE FILM STILL REELING

HXSTAGE MERCH: https://fuckthismerch.com

prod. @daisynuke

mastered by @cmten

art by @poppygavin on instagram

you’ve been starting to lock yourself away
you live inside the same house but you don’t see them for days
and you try to purge it but it stays

right there Inside of you
you stay inside because you

lost yourself
but did you get what you want?
and every day just feels the same
since the day you heard her name

you can’t stand when they’re around
you never speak you’d just lose ground
an outcast in your home;
it’s there

right there inside of you
you try to hide it but you

lost yourself
but did you get what you want?
and every day just feels the same
since the day you heard her name

HXSTAGE MERCH

did you get what you want? (prod. daisynuke)

co prod. @cmten

Wide awake empty space
Contemplate how much more I can take

Color runs from your face
I recount how I plan to leave this place

Throw it all up
Onto the floor
It makes you sick but you’ll come back you’ll ask for more

Blowing off dust
To restore
The way things were 
I hate this
Not fun anymore

I had it all wrong
It’s all on me
I keep my foot on my neck until I run out of breath
Don’t know how I couldn’t see

Throw it all up
Onto the floor
It makes you sick but you’ll come back you’ll ask for more

Blowing off dust
To restore
The way things were 
I hate this
Not fun anymore

throw up (hxstage x cmten)

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LIGHTS OUT (EMOTIONALLY DETATCHED REWORK) - BLCKK

prod. @daisynuke

mastered by @cmten

it takes away
everything is gray
 
monochrome it stayed 
for many days 
it eats away

please just put your time inside the bag and nobody gets hurt
your fighting only makes it worse

i keep wasting time on all my floundering attempts 
at meaningful escape

all my own mistakes 
the mess i made 
to start the day

please just put your time inside the bag and nobody gets hurt
your fighting only makes it worse

i keep wasting time on all my floundering attempts

floundering(prod. daisynuke)

@bruhmanegoddd

i can't lie baby you are so enticing
always got me thinking did i say the right thing
got a party but you won't think to invite me
at this point i think you're just trying to spite me

progress
for the sake of the process
honest
for the sake of the fallen

obsessing i'm messing with everything
i think i just lost our wedding ring
can't tie me down i can't be your king
there's always one little thing

if you try me 
i think you should that i am afraid not of dying
lying to me 
honestly at this point you should go ahead and shoot me

she bring me down
I dont think I mind it at all
she just tryna see what’s in my pocket
stackin till I meet the only constant

I’m a goddess
comin in without a warning
to be honest
I dont think you want me honest

bent on the screen all night I’ll just sleep in the morning
let you defile me whole and pretend that I want it

nothing in your time is fair
humiliated and embarrassed 
I’m unconfident in my awareness
rip off my face dont wanna wear it

progress
for the sake of the process
gotta keep on top it
for the sake of the fallen

spotify

enticing (ft. BRUHMANEGOD)

i h8 supertrap (prod. 1day + xo + jt)

composed by @blackwinterwells

i forgot
you know everything that there is to know about me
but you won't even take the time to be around me
i wonder what you hope to gain from this
but if you really still want the problem we'll see about it

god above and there's not one example of what to fear about him
or if he's a man at all

threats of hell to control my actions
i know that it's wrong
but i can't be without it
plant the seed of doubt within all our souls

truth is gone
new age start
prove it's god
i can't stop it
i am lost

god above and there's not one example of what to fear about him
or if he's a man at all

fear of god (w/ blackwinterwells)

ion kno what's up
i can't see straight
what was in that blunt?
i said i need blood
if he talking then it's up
no camel he get crushed
different when i'm up
actin different when i'm up

static it come out to play
i try to keep it away
i do it one of two ways
i gotta smoke or gotta get paid

you can see it in my eyes
i'm gone tell you that i'm fine
but im dying every night

oh no
how'd i get so low?
where did everyone go?
now i feel so alone
i get so cold
i don't know where i go
crash this shit it's time to go
nothing ever made me whole
in my chest i got a hole

ion kno what's up
i can't see straight
what was in that blunt?
i said i need blood
if he talking then it's up
no camel he get crushed
different when i'n up
actin different when i'm up

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wanna know what? i'm done(x8)

i do not fuck with that shit 
i told you i'm not the one
i like the cut of that bitch 
i think i might put it on
he keep on touching my shit 
i make this shit viet nam 
i'm in this suffering shit
and it just keep going on 

he got hit? 
he must've been downrange
all i do complain 
all i feel is pain 
drowning out my thoughts with the smoke
different strains 
anti every day 
anti social every day
he anti on social so we put him in a crate 

throw his ass away
dont participate
all i speak is hate 
put you in your place
there ain't no escape
yeah there ain't no damn escape

see myself i'm flawed as a bitch
odd as a bitch
i don't feel myself i'm feeling wrong in this bitch 
i've been kicking shit for way too long in this bitch 
way too long in this bitch

CAN'T SEE STR8//DOWNRANGE

HXSTAGE

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