IF YOU LOOKIN FOR SYMPATHY THEN YOU OUTTA LUCK

love this!!! cant wait to hear the rest, every hxstage release gets vetter and vetter

relistening to this.. so fucking beautiful, man.

Bleached hair
You know you oughta step to me
Please spare any problems
You obsessed with me
I don't care
Cus ain't nobody special, see
I got new drip in the mail
Hope you wrecked to pieces
Bleached hair
You know you oughta step to me
Please spare any problems
You obsessed with me
I don't care
Cus ain't nobody special, see
I got new drip in the mail
Hope you wrecked to pieces

Always chiming in with those melodies
Fitting syllables in lines that you'll never see
Fell in love with a girl out in Tennessee
What came next for me?
The pain swept my feet
You tryna spend the night girl or you just wanna fuck?
Head back, just so you could hit your buddy up
Can't mess with a shorty if she fuckin sucks
And she drove me nuts
So boy I wish you luck

Bleached hair
You know you oughta step to me
Please spare any problems
You obsessed with me
I don't care
Cus ain't nobody special, see
I got new drip in the mail
Hope you wrecked to pieces
Bleached hair
You know you oughta step to me
Please spare any problems
You obsessed with me
I don't care
Cus ain't nobody special, see
I got new drip in the mail
Hope you wrecked to pieces

I need a minute getting it all in
I couldn't talk, but you could call him
Nobody notice me when I walk in
I should've stayed at my crib bawling
And look at what I'm caught in
Too many bottles of what you brought in
Lucky I fucking caught him
Cause I woulda been in it still rotting
I don't wanna die here
And she don't wanna know about what I hear
Put a 40 in my coffin
Never liked talking
Wasn't tryna fall in
Yeah
Wasn't tryna fall in love
Something that you doing make it harder to stop
Prolly boutta end up hurt
Fucking whatever said you could keep my

Bleached hair
You know you oughta step to me
Please spare any problems
You obsessed with me
I don't care
Cus ain't nobody special, see
I got new drip in the mail
Hope you wrecked to pieces
Bleached hair
You know you oughta step to me
Please spare any problems
You obsessed with me
I don't care
Cus ain't nobody special, see
I got new drip in the mail
Hope you wrecked to pieces

And your new man talks like a goon, but he ain't shit
Triplets in his flows, homie that shit sounding ancient
Uh, pretty microphone but he breaks it
Talking like a prodigy but barely at the pavement
And all I hear is nonsense
Take a photo cus you barely going onset
Relapsed, nicotine, now you coughing
Went against your words, never knew you would be on this shit

bleach w/ BLCKK (p. johnnyfriend)

LYRICS:

I'M ON EMPTY
I BEEN DYIN' IN THE BACK SEAT
SAID IT NEVER GOT BETTER 'CAUSE IT'S ON ME
I NEVER TRUST MYSELF
I SHOULD DO WHAT I'M TOLD 'FOR I KILL MYSELF
WANNA WASTE MY TIME
TELL 'EM I'M FINE
I WASN'T READY FOR YOU TO FUCK UP MY LIFE
TALK 'BOUT ME CAUSE I'M ALL SHE SEE
WELL TELL 'EM I'M FINE

YOU ACT LIKE EITHER OF US MEANT THAT
IT'S NOT MY FAULT YOU COULDN'T ACT RIGHT
IT'S NOT LIKE
I TRIED TO
'CAUSE BABY YOU'D BE DEAD IF I HURT YOU

OH MY GOD
I DON'T WANNA TAKE MY TIME
TELL ME THAT I'M RIGHT
I DON'T THINK THAT YOU GET IT 'CAUSE I MIGHT
'CAUSE YOU WENT OVER MY HEAD
'CAUSE EVERY MESSAGE I SENT
IT MEANT LIKE, I'M IN THE WRONG PLACE BUT DON'T REALLY MIND SPACE
TELL ME HOW IT WENT SO WELL 'CAUSE I'LL STAY

FIGURE IT OUT CAUSE IT'S ALL NOT PERFECT
GIVE IT A YEAR AND I'LL MAKE ME WORTH IT

COME MEET MY ONLY FRIEND
HE'S NOT REAL BUT I'LL PRETEND
HE HATES ME SO MUCH MORE
BUT NONE OF THAT HURTS 'CAUSE IT'S ALL IN MY HEAD
I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING
AND I STILL WATCH YOU TEXTING HIM
I HATE YOU I CAN'T MAKE YOU FEEL THIS WAY FUCKING WHAT DO I SAY

BACK SEAT [PROD. YUNGSPOILER]

co-prod & mixed by: @cmten
art by: @c3of

i don't want this time to end up like the last one
why we coming back to something that we passed once?
why'd i let you go?
i made you feel like you're the bad one
better off alone
can't get this shit up off my back

trying to unpack
i need to relax
feelings start to last
something might go bad

something might go bad
i'm about to crack
i can't take it back
leave it in the past

leave it in the past
ion fw that
i made too much headway i ain't never going back
i want out this shit by the ending of this song
(already used that)

why don't you just leave me alone?
i don't have a care in the world
i'm pushing everything away until i'm all by myself

ion talk
keep it to myself before my shit get rocked
he gon plot?
i got something waiting when the cameras off

stop
this shit is fucking toxic
ion like to box shit
waiting for a call, but it never comes
ion wanna talk only know how to run
you don't know and i don't care
i said i'm already done

you wanna know what i'd die for?
everything to go back how it started off
i got no one to call
so when it falls apart
i just scream at the wall
til i can play the part

i don't want this time to end up like the last one
why we coming back to something that we passed once?
why'd i let you go?
i made you feel like you're the bad one
better off alone
can't get this shit up off my back

trying to unpack
i need to relax
feelings start to last
something might go bad

something might go bad
i'm about to crack
i can't take it back
leave it in the past

salem(leave it in the past)(prod. hxstage x cmten)

prod. @daisynuke
mastered by @cmten

you ever come across cold
for the sake of a loved one
trying to find yourself
enveloped in chemicals

i'm off the wire again 
head feels like fire again 
i wanna die but i can't 
it'd make them cry if i went

collapsing on the floor 
i don't even know what to do anymore
this shit wasn't something i was doing before
step back
what the fuck i'm even doing this for?

i don't even wanna fight back
imma get my face kicked in til the world turns back
feels like when it rains it pours
i can't do this anymore

i don't know why i'm trying so hard
spent all day crying so far 

i try to scream and no one hears at all

you ever come across cold
for the sake of a loved one
trying to find yourself
enveloped in chemicals

it lives inside my head
it's deaf and it's well fed
i couldn't leave my bed
left my clawing out for something

it was the end of him
can't let this shit take me

you ever come across cold
for the sake of a loved one
trying to find yourself
enveloped in chemicals

chemicals

chemicals (prod. daisynuke)

HXSTAGE MERCH: https://fuckthismerch.com

prod. @daisynuke

mastered by @cmten

art by @poppygavin on instagram

you’ve been starting to lock yourself away
you live inside the same house but you don’t see them for days
and you try to purge it but it stays

right there Inside of you
you stay inside because you

lost yourself
but did you get what you want?
and every day just feels the same
since the day you heard her name

you can’t stand when they’re around
you never speak you’d just lose ground
an outcast in your home;
it’s there

right there inside of you
you try to hide it but you

lost yourself
but did you get what you want?
and every day just feels the same
since the day you heard her name

HXSTAGE MERCH

did you get what you want? (prod. daisynuke)

co prod. @cmten

Wide awake empty space
Contemplate how much more I can take

Color runs from your face
I recount how I plan to leave this place

Throw it all up
Onto the floor
It makes you sick but you’ll come back you’ll ask for more

Blowing off dust
To restore
The way things were 
I hate this
Not fun anymore

I had it all wrong
It’s all on me
I keep my foot on my neck until I run out of breath
Don’t know how I couldn’t see

Throw it all up
Onto the floor
It makes you sick but you’ll come back you’ll ask for more

Blowing off dust
To restore
The way things were 
I hate this
Not fun anymore

throw up (hxstage x cmten)

prod. @daisynuke

mastered by @cmten

it takes away
everything is gray
 
monochrome it stayed 
for many days 
it eats away

please just put your time inside the bag and nobody gets hurt
your fighting only makes it worse

i keep wasting time on all my floundering attempts 
at meaningful escape

all my own mistakes 
the mess i made 
to start the day

please just put your time inside the bag and nobody gets hurt
your fighting only makes it worse

i keep wasting time on all my floundering attempts

floundering(prod. daisynuke)

if you looking for sympathy then you outta luck
i think it's driving you crazy the way i don't give a fuck
if you think that i'm trippin' you fucking out of touch
one's that say they got good intensions i'm doubtful of
nothing's been giving me what i want 
feelings and memories coming right back to haunt
first words out my mouth the ones i always get lost on 
i feel like i done been trampled over and walked on

look back at the progress that i made to get here
take time just to process everything that's said here
treated me like a project i can't let 'em get near
someone tell me what's going on

if you looking for sympathy then you outta luck
i think it's driving you crazy the way i don't give a fuck
if you think that i'm trippin' you fucking out of touch
one's that say they got good intensions i'm doubtful of
nothing's been giving me what i want 
feelings and memories coming right back to haunt
first words out my mouth the ones i always get lost on 
i feel like i done been trampled over and walked on

outta luck!

why the fuck do i keep feeling like this?
I'll let you treat me bad i don't give a shit
cause i'm so tired of always being alone 
and ain't nobody ever hit up my phone

stop it
i don't really wanna talk today
bitch you better watch where you walk today
touch one my family you gone today
felt like shit so made a song today
why every hour feel long today?
fucked up yeah the way that i feel
everything is going wrong today

i'm so tired i'm so fucking done with fighting 
spending every waking moment sat here crying
try to fix it but the feeling's amplifying 
i can't get away and don't think it's worth trying 

imma fucking get it started 
talkin' shit then i'm begging your pardon
you on some shit that i don't want no part in 
if you and your friend want a feat then i'm charging
i walk in then right back out the party
we got kicked out for going too retarded
me and my bros like an army
he said "it's typo" we hit him regardless 
we gonna hit him regardless 
i find the door to that shit and i barge in 
all of my feelings stay guarded 
let it all out and pass out on the carpet

why the fuck do i keep feeling like this?
I'll let you treat me bad i don't give a shit
cause i'm so tired of always being alone 
and ain't nobody ever hit up my phone

treat me bad ;c(self preservation)

I’ve found it’s best if I just stay right here all by myself 
Can’t talk to people because they’re where disappointment dwells 
I don’t do anything but shut out all my fucking friends 
I ask myself "was this all worth it in the fucking end?" 

It never goes away 

In all this self brought pain 
It fucking plagues my brain 
This happens every day 
wake up it stays the same 
Don’t think I’ll ever break away 


Lay on the floor where I can daydream my whole life away 
It seems that fading out for hours is my only escape 
I don’t get how I ever made myself to be this way 
And I can’t sleep I think this sickness took my happy place 

It took my happy place 
Burning every bridge away 
Like nothing ever changed 
No ones round to feel my pain 

It never goes away

In all this self brought pain 
It fucking plagues my brain 
This happens every day 
wake up it stays the same 
Don’t think I’ll ever break away 

Tired of looking for ways out 
I want it all out my face now 
I think I’m starting to phase out 
It’s getting worse every day now 
Please get me out of this place 
Can’t keep my head fucking straight
I don’t like being this way 
I don’t like being this way

I wanna break 
I wanna go 
Fuck I dont even feel safe in my home 
Paranoid somethings gon break out the fold 
If it keeps building up I’m gonna blow

hxstage x daisynuke - pain

i chose to spend my time alone cause people just disappoint

will this pain last forever
thought by now i would be better 
tear stains on my fucking sweatshirt 
time will pass and it all just stays the same

feel like life is a fucking game 
nothing left here for me to gain 
will this pain last forever?

will this pain last forever?

outta luck!

HXSTAGE

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