prod. me 

mastered by @cmten

keep it to yourself
before it all go wrong i know
never ask for help
before you turn it all on me 
keep it to yourself
feel like dying all i know 
never ask for help 
is this what life's supposed to be?

keep it to yourself 
its all on purpose
again, i couldn't help myself
i'm taking much more time than i give

how'd we end up in this place?
can't even look at my face
waking up is a waste
said i'm in pain every day

i'm stuck
never whole
why can't you come make me whole?
wings cut
so i fold
i can't get away i fucking--
chemicals
i can't pay attention i can't focus 
i need time to cope with 
i'm hopeless

keep it to yourself
before it all go wrong i know
never ask for help
before you turn it all on me 
keep it to yourself
feel like dying all i know 
never ask for help 
is this what life's supposed to be?

don't mean to scare you off
i waste away
and you don't even care at all
but maybe i'm in the wrong
i hate myself 
feel like dying? 
put that shit in a song

keep it to yourself
before it all go wrong i know
never ask for help
before you turn it all on me 
keep it to yourself
feel like dying all i know 
never ask for help 
is this what life's supposed to be?

insideoutsidevoice(prod. hxstage)

co-prod & mixed by: @cmten
art by: @c3of

i don't want this time to end up like the last one
why we coming back to something that we passed once?
why'd i let you go?
i made you feel like you're the bad one
better off alone
can't get this shit up off my back

trying to unpack
i need to relax
feelings start to last
something might go bad

something might go bad
i'm about to crack
i can't take it back
leave it in the past

leave it in the past
ion fw that
i made too much headway i ain't never going back
i want out this shit by the ending of this song
(already used that)

why don't you just leave me alone?
i don't have a care in the world
i'm pushing everything away until i'm all by myself

ion talk
keep it to myself before my shit get rocked
he gon plot?
i got something waiting when the cameras off

stop
this shit is fucking toxic
ion like to box shit
waiting for a call, but it never comes
ion wanna talk only know how to run
you don't know and i don't care
i said i'm already done

you wanna know what i'd die for?
everything to go back how it started off
i got no one to call
so when it falls apart
i just scream at the wall
til i can play the part

i don't want this time to end up like the last one
why we coming back to something that we passed once?
why'd i let you go?
i made you feel like you're the bad one
better off alone
can't get this shit up off my back

trying to unpack
i need to relax
feelings start to last
something might go bad

something might go bad
i'm about to crack
i can't take it back
leave it in the past

salem(leave it in the past)(prod. hxstage x cmten)

germs//ERROR

co prod. @cmten

Wide awake empty space
Contemplate how much more I can take

Color runs from your face
I recount how I plan to leave this place

Throw it all up
Onto the floor
It makes you sick but you’ll come back you’ll ask for more

Blowing off dust
To restore
The way things were 
I hate this
Not fun anymore

I had it all wrong
It’s all on me
I keep my foot on my neck until I run out of breath
Don’t know how I couldn’t see

Throw it all up
Onto the floor
It makes you sick but you’ll come back you’ll ask for more

Blowing off dust
To restore
The way things were 
I hate this
Not fun anymore

throw up (hxstage x cmten)

I KNOW W/ SHISUI [SOGIMURA]

GHOST

GHOST [PROD. BIV x BLCKK x NATE THOMAS]

A symbolic depiction of the human journey, where challenges and hardships give birth to wisdom, resilience, and strength."

Wisdom Born from Suffering

ANTITHESIS

what's wrong with me?

@blckk

(hxstage)

I tried to drown it out but every night it stays the same and it’s still there 
Back in the darkest corner of my mind it sits 
I want to get away from this 
Take me out of my frame 
I want to find me again 
Can’t remember my name 
I stopped trying gave up there can’t be something more 
I spend every night just posted on a frozen floor 
I have been breaking down
I never wanted this but I brought it all on myself

fuck it don’t call I don’t need another let down 
Double back if ever need someone 
Break my teeth on lies you told 
Disappointment's getting old 


(blckk) 

it’s getting old
i’m trying harder now to hurt you if you hit my phone
I fucking drank so I couldn’t remember anymore
it’s all I see if i’m sober your clothes are on my floor
I guess it hurts when it’s over cause he could help you more
I never got any closure 
I let you try to ignore me again 
like you always did

like u always did

hxstage x blckk - like u always did(prod. hxstage)(instagram:@_hxstage)(lyrics in desc.)

why the fuck do i keep feeling like this?
I'll let you treat me bad i don't give a shit
cause i'm so tired of always being alone 
and ain't nobody ever hit up my phone

stop it
i don't really wanna talk today
bitch you better watch where you walk today
touch one my family you gone today
felt like shit so made a song today
why every hour feel long today?
fucked up yeah the way that i feel
everything is going wrong today

i'm so tired i'm so fucking done with fighting 
spending every waking moment sat here crying
try to fix it but the feeling's amplifying 
i can't get away and don't think it's worth trying 

imma fucking get it started 
talkin' shit then i'm begging your pardon
you on some shit that i don't want no part in 
if you and your friend want a feat then i'm charging
i walk in then right back out the party
we got kicked out for going too retarded
me and my bros like an army
he said "it's typo" we hit him regardless 
we gonna hit him regardless 
i find the door to that shit and i barge in 
all of my feelings stay guarded 
let it all out and pass out on the carpet

why the fuck do i keep feeling like this?
I'll let you treat me bad i don't give a shit
cause i'm so tired of always being alone 
and ain't nobody ever hit up my phone

treat me bad ;c(self preservation)

THIS ISN'T FAIR
I DID EVERYTHING I'M SUPPOSED TO DO I SWEAR
I FELL TOO FAR I GUESS
CAUSE THE HOLE I'M CRAWLING OUT OF NEVER ENDS

I'M DYING IN MY DREAMS
AND ISN'T IT SAD THE WAY THINGS SEEM
NOBODY EVER GETS
TO FIND OUT WHAT THIS MEANS

DON'T TRY TOO HARD
IT'S NEVER ENOUGH FOR HIM
YOU STILL WAKE UP WITH THE SAME BAD THOUGHTS AND IT ALWAYS ENDS THIS WAY

I DON'T EVER WANNA SEE MY
HEAD
I DON'T WANNA MAKE 'EM BURY A
FRIEND
I MEAN IT'S FUNNY ALL THE TIME THAT I
SPENT
JUST STANDING THERE
ONE FOOT ON THE CHAIR

IF I'M NOT THE FARTHEST FROM PERFECT YOU EVER KNEW ABOUT
THEN IT'S SOMETHING DIFFERENT ABOUT YOU I NEED TO FIGURE OUT

I CALM DOWN
WHEN EVERY LIE THAT I TELL
TO MYSELF
ISN'T ENOUGH ANYMORE

IF I'M EVER REALLY GONE
PLAYING EVERY SINGLE SONG
MIGHT BE THE ONLY WAY TO TALK TO ME NOW

salem(leave it in the past)(prod. hxstage x cmten)

HXSTAGE

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