i still listen to all 3 of these songs religiously￼

found this from looperman but this goes too hard for me to sample

your voice is the very definition of hyperpop

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ART BY @r6isen ON TWITTER

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HABITS

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HABITS w/ BLCKK & NEZIAH1K

Fall out!(prod. me)

prod. me 

mastered by @cmten

keep it to yourself
before it all go wrong i know
never ask for help
before you turn it all on me 
keep it to yourself
feel like dying all i know 
never ask for help 
is this what life's supposed to be?

keep it to yourself 
its all on purpose
again, i couldn't help myself
i'm taking much more time than i give

how'd we end up in this place?
can't even look at my face
waking up is a waste
said i'm in pain every day

i'm stuck
never whole
why can't you come make me whole?
wings cut
so i fold
i can't get away i fucking--
chemicals
i can't pay attention i can't focus 
i need time to cope with 
i'm hopeless

keep it to yourself
before it all go wrong i know
never ask for help
before you turn it all on me 
keep it to yourself
feel like dying all i know 
never ask for help 
is this what life's supposed to be?

don't mean to scare you off
i waste away
and you don't even care at all
but maybe i'm in the wrong
i hate myself 
feel like dying? 
put that shit in a song

keep it to yourself
before it all go wrong i know
never ask for help
before you turn it all on me 
keep it to yourself
feel like dying all i know 
never ask for help 
is this what life's supposed to be?

insideoutsidevoice(prod. hxstage)

co-prod & mixed by: @cmten
art by: @c3of

i don't want this time to end up like the last one
why we coming back to something that we passed once?
why'd i let you go?
i made you feel like you're the bad one
better off alone
can't get this shit up off my back

trying to unpack
i need to relax
feelings start to last
something might go bad

something might go bad
i'm about to crack
i can't take it back
leave it in the past

leave it in the past
ion fw that
i made too much headway i ain't never going back
i want out this shit by the ending of this song
(already used that)

why don't you just leave me alone?
i don't have a care in the world
i'm pushing everything away until i'm all by myself

ion talk
keep it to myself before my shit get rocked
he gon plot?
i got something waiting when the cameras off

stop
this shit is fucking toxic
ion like to box shit
waiting for a call, but it never comes
ion wanna talk only know how to run
you don't know and i don't care
i said i'm already done

you wanna know what i'd die for?
everything to go back how it started off
i got no one to call
so when it falls apart
i just scream at the wall
til i can play the part

i don't want this time to end up like the last one
why we coming back to something that we passed once?
why'd i let you go?
i made you feel like you're the bad one
better off alone
can't get this shit up off my back

trying to unpack
i need to relax
feelings start to last
something might go bad

something might go bad
i'm about to crack
i can't take it back
leave it in the past

salem(leave it in the past)(prod. hxstage x cmten)

prod. me and @cmten
mixed by @cmten

🖤🦦

i don't wanna go outside today 
get away i am not okay 
don't need feelings they just get in the way

don't need feelings they just get in the way
i don't talk i don't got nothing to say
i'm in pain i wanna take it away

how i'm living in pain every day?
i wanna talk ab how i get paid
every day i wake up it's the same 
i'm not fucking ok

chemical for the pain
reticle for the brain
every day the fucking same
nothing left for me to gain
what the fuck im supposed to say?

lost it 
how'd i get so exhausted?
always thinking that i got this
someone come and put a stop to my--

cause you know and you're right that you're in my head

i don't wanna go outside today 
get away i am not okay 
don't need feelings they just get in the way

don't need feelings they just get in the way
i don't talk i don't got nothing to say
i'm in pain i wanna take it away

deserve (prod. hxstage x cmten)

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LYRICS
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I JUST WOKE UP TALKING TO SOME DEMONS
I FUCKED UP AND NOW I REALLY THINK IM SEEING THINGS
I DON'T KNOW HOW ELSE TO HANDLE ALL OF THESE FEELINGS
MY LIFE A MOVIE BUT I'M NOT LIKING THE ENDING
THE FILM STILL REELING
MY SKIN IS PEELING
MY HEAD IS SEETHING
I THINK IM FEELING BORED CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO FEEL SHIT
ALREADY EVENING
WHERE THE FUCK THE DAY WENT
THE STORY GOES ON BUT I DON'T LIKE THE DIRECTION

I NEED MY PEACE BITCH
I NEED NEW LENSES
MY POINT OF VIEW IS SO ASKEW I'M TIRED OF SEEIN' SHIT
THERE AIN'T NO SIMPLE FIX
I'M AT MY WITS END
FUCKING DISORGANIZED, I CANNOT KEEP LIVING LIKE THIS
MY VIEW LOOKS BLACK AND WHITE
ITS ALL A BLUR IN MY SIGHT
ALL OF THE DAYS KEEP ON BLENDING, CAN'T KEEP TRACK OF THE TIME
CAN'T TELL WHAT'S EVER RIGHT
I'VE BEEN OUTSIDE MY MIND
FEEL LIKE I'VE BEEN IN A LIMINAL SPACE FOR ALL MY LIFE

I BEEN STUCK IN THE SAME WAYS, SAME SEQUENCE
MY WORLD A MESS, EVERYTHING SEEMS SO UNEVEN
PACING ROUND INSIDE MY ROOM, AND I CAN'T LEAVE IT
EVERYTHING FEELS SO DAMN SORE, MY BODY'S WEAKEND
OLD HABITS NEVER DIE, I'M STILL SAYING THE SAME SHIT
I'M TALKING OUT LOUD SO I DON'T GO FUCKING CRAZY
ALWAYS KNEW THAT I WAS ROBOT, BEEN WIRED LIKE THIS
BUT I BEEN TIRED OF HAVING TO DO THE SAME FIX

I JUST WOKE UP TALKING TO SOME DEMONS
I FUCKED UP AND NOW I REALLY THINK IM SEEING THINGS
I DON'T KNOW HOW ELSE TO HANDLE ALL OF THESE FEELINGS
MY LIFE A MOVIE BUT I'M NOT LIKING THE ENDING
THE FILM STILL REELING
MY SKIN IS PEELING
MY HEAD IS SEETHING
I THINK IM FEELING BORED CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO FEEL SHIT
ALREADY EVENING
WHERE THE FUCK THE DAY WENT
THE STORY GOES ON BUT I DON'T LIKE THE DIRECTION

THE FILM STILL REELING

co prod. @cmten

Wide awake empty space
Contemplate how much more I can take

Color runs from your face
I recount how I plan to leave this place

Throw it all up
Onto the floor
It makes you sick but you’ll come back you’ll ask for more

Blowing off dust
To restore
The way things were 
I hate this
Not fun anymore

I had it all wrong
It’s all on me
I keep my foot on my neck until I run out of breath
Don’t know how I couldn’t see

Throw it all up
Onto the floor
It makes you sick but you’ll come back you’ll ask for more

Blowing off dust
To restore
The way things were 
I hate this
Not fun anymore

throw up (hxstage x cmten)

prod. @daisynuke

mastered by @cmten

it takes away
everything is gray
 
monochrome it stayed 
for many days 
it eats away

please just put your time inside the bag and nobody gets hurt
your fighting only makes it worse

i keep wasting time on all my floundering attempts 
at meaningful escape

all my own mistakes 
the mess i made 
to start the day

please just put your time inside the bag and nobody gets hurt
your fighting only makes it worse

i keep wasting time on all my floundering attempts

floundering(prod. daisynuke)

we really made this over a year ago thats crazy shoutout the bro a14<3

doom ft. afourteen (prod. flawrency)

if you looking for sympathy then you outta luck
i think it's driving you crazy the way i don't give a fuck
if you think that i'm trippin' you fucking out of touch
one's that say they got good intensions i'm doubtful of
nothing's been giving me what i want 
feelings and memories coming right back to haunt
first words out my mouth the ones i always get lost on 
i feel like i done been trampled over and walked on

look back at the progress that i made to get here
take time just to process everything that's said here
treated me like a project i can't let 'em get near
someone tell me what's going on

if you looking for sympathy then you outta luck
i think it's driving you crazy the way i don't give a fuck
if you think that i'm trippin' you fucking out of touch
one's that say they got good intensions i'm doubtful of
nothing's been giving me what i want 
feelings and memories coming right back to haunt
first words out my mouth the ones i always get lost on 
i feel like i done been trampled over and walked on

outta luck!

why the fuck do i keep feeling like this?
I'll let you treat me bad i don't give a shit
cause i'm so tired of always being alone 
and ain't nobody ever hit up my phone

stop it
i don't really wanna talk today
bitch you better watch where you walk today
touch one my family you gone today
felt like shit so made a song today
why every hour feel long today?
fucked up yeah the way that i feel
everything is going wrong today

i'm so tired i'm so fucking done with fighting 
spending every waking moment sat here crying
try to fix it but the feeling's amplifying 
i can't get away and don't think it's worth trying 

imma fucking get it started 
talkin' shit then i'm begging your pardon
you on some shit that i don't want no part in 
if you and your friend want a feat then i'm charging
i walk in then right back out the party
we got kicked out for going too retarded
me and my bros like an army
he said "it's typo" we hit him regardless 
we gonna hit him regardless 
i find the door to that shit and i barge in 
all of my feelings stay guarded 
let it all out and pass out on the carpet

why the fuck do i keep feeling like this?
I'll let you treat me bad i don't give a shit
cause i'm so tired of always being alone 
and ain't nobody ever hit up my phone

treat me bad ;c(self preservation)

HXSTAGE

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