The Upload

Cover art by Theo 

Feeling more lighter no flooring
Boring buy sight or for snoring 
Mixing my drugs reassuring 
Fixing to soaring 
Never enough i need more shit 
Pill biter for more hit x4

I dont wanna say nun 
I dont wanna play 
withdrawing today  
feel i might decay 
On my knees and pray 
But dont see no change
Pass me back the tray 
time to feel the same 
Now i feel best and free reading the recipe downers amphetamines what i need imma fein 
sucks to be in this place seeking for rest and peace 
imma sleep maybe weep back up cant freeze my feet 
on the flee imma leave stay and streak squeezing whats left of me maybe gods testing me maybe its just to be maybe its up to me 
i could be clear and clean i could be near to we guess we’ll see

Junkie [Prod. Kill Ebola + Frdm.wav]

Artwork by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)
Produced by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Mixed by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)
Vocals by hollow mind. (@hollowmindisdead)

Lyrics:

wrapping my skin with layers of dirt bitch
putting some mud in my fresh deep wounds 
i tearing my nails to fucking escape this 
well of despair that want me to frost 

I don't wanna rot in state of much distress 
but on my hands are holes of pus 
im trying to scream and climb off my mistakes 
But this dirt flows into my mouth

this pit is laughing at me
it's laughing on all my attempts, fuck 
this pit is laughing at me but
i keep on my creeping along to the light but stuck 

this pit is laughing at me 
it's laughing on all my attempts oh fuck 
i don't wanna die of this shit and 
i keep on my creeping along to the light from dark

i just wanna leave 
all i want is breaking these walls apart 
no one speaks to me 
cuz this well is deep as mother's womb 

and i just wanna leave 
all i want is breaking these walls like bomb 
don't tryna speak to me 
my mindset is so sick as fucking plague

and i just wanna leave 
and all i want is breaking these walls apart 
no one speaks to me 
cuz this well is so deep as mother's womb 

and i just wanna leave 
and all i want is breaking these walls like bomb 
don't tryna speak to me 
cuz my mindset is dying im sick and it's lethal as plague

and this well is absorbing emotions and kindness 
im lurk in this circle that getting so small
and i feel like my bones breaking of all this pressings 
its pressing so hard so my guts throwing up

all this well of despair was awaiting for my head 
it's feeding my flesh and it's drinking my blood 
there's my soul and my hopes that were drowned in depressing 
reflection of me in this water and mud

hollow mind. — Well Of Despair [Prod. ABXMINVTIXN]

ty @svntrw for help w/ production. 

Help me, I need help.
I need help,
Help me,
Help 
This is my blood?
This is my blood; scar; soothe me then from the shard wrist


Everybody crying, saying, “Poor me, I’m sad.” Ugh, snap the fuck out of it. Wake up from the crash of the ones who attention-seeking, flexing all their past traumas.
“You do it too.”

Oh yeah, I’m so glad you pointed that out. Now take it back before I grind your mouth on broken-glass-filled razor-wire-tied and sewn tote bags.

Oh Christ, that was harsh, I’m so sorry ‘bout that.
BPD and “white boy rage” bring mishap to spawn from my overdrawn-out words and raps.
“Oh great, blame it all on that! This is why you cut yourself and lash out.”

Was a fawn fawning just to fucking make it up the hill and splitting, saying, “Please don’t hurt me.”

And I love that I love that I hate you, Dillon.
Take what the fuck you like from your own feelings that are dealing out.

Everybody crying, saying, “Poor me, I’m sad.” Ugh, snap the fuck out of it. Wake up from the crash of the ones who are attention-seeking, flexing all their past traumas.
“You do it too.”

Oh yeah, I’m so glad you pointed that out. Now take it back before I grind your mouth on broken-glass-filled razor-wire-tied and sewn tote bags.

Oh Christ, that was harsh, but I’m not sorry bout that :))))

Fawning Split

Fawning Split (Prod. Dytenna & Svntrw)

i hate me ( prod.pyctur)

Nocturnal Vanguard

dead.

lyrics :
SHUT THE FUCK UP BITCH IM TIRED OF YOUR FUCKING LIES/
RUN AND RUN AND WHEN THE FUCK YOU DIRTY BITCH DIE/
NOBODY NOBODY KNOW MY SOUL IS NUMB, LIVING IN PAIN/

ALIVE IS MY BODY SOUL ABOUT TO ROTTEN/
YOU ASKED WHERE ARE MY FEELINGS AND I SAY I JUST LOCKED THEM/
ZAR THE CREATURE STAY IN SHADOW FOREVER/
HATE THIS FUCKING LIFE IM ABOUT TO SURRENDER/
YA AYE WHY YOU NOT QUIET/
VOICES SAY I NEED TO DIE/
STILL ROLL THE DICE/
FUCK UP MY LIFE/
OVERDOSE IT OR NOT NEED TO DECIDE/

TRASH TRASH TRASH TRASH/
ALL OF YOU KNOW THAT IM TRASH/
TRASH TRASH TRASH TRASH/
ALL OF YOU KNOW THAT IM TRASH/

(BACKGROUND SCREAMS)
TRASH TRASH TRASH TRASH
WHEN YOU GONNA DIE/
HATIN ALL OF YOUR LIES/

KILL ME IM FUCKING TRASH (PROD. HADES)

MERCENARIES MERCENARIES MERCENARIES MERCENARIES MERCENARIES

PROD. @k_ai_se_r
MIX/MASTER @k_ai_se_r

[VERSE 1 ; KAISER]
FAKE FRIENDS
MESS WITH SATAN
IM SO BRAINDEAD
NO ARRANGEMENT
WITH YOUR GAY GANG

LOSING FRIENDS, LOSING SENSE
CRAZY THOUGHTS, SO INTENSE
CAN NOT SEE THROUGH THE FENCE
LET ME DO THE DEVILS DANCE

GET OUT OF MY BRAIN
IM IN SO MUCH PAIN
SOON I'LL FUCKING FAINT
IM THE DEVILS SAINT WITHOUT MORALITY
CLOSED MOUTH LIKE BUMBLEBEE
MY GANG - BRUTALITY
SIPPING ON THE HENNESSY

[VERSE 2 ; STRIDA]
CATCH ME IN THE FOREST WHILE ITS RAINING BITCH IM
LYING DYING NEARLY CRYING GOT A KNIFE STUCK IN MY THIGH
WE DA SPECIAL FORCES AK 47 NO REMORSE
IMMA SLAY THE ENEMIES ILL SHOOT UNTIL THE FUCKING BLEED
HIT EM WITH THE RECIPE OF DEVILGENE AND ROB THEIR POOR ASS FAMILY
I JUST WANT A PENTHOUSE IN MIAMI NO FRIENDS NEEDED MONEY SEEDED
IN MY CEILING HIDE MY EGO IN A BOTTLE FULL OF ALCOHOL
DOUBT THAT KAISER IS A BIG MISCALL

MERCENARIES MERCENARIES MERCENARIES MERCENARIES MERCENARIES

MERCENARIES'S MIND - KAISER & DEPTH STRIDA [PROD. KAISER]

KILL EBOLA - BURN [PROD. PULSE]

SURPRISE

LYRICS APACHE:

AYE ITS THE CHOPPER GUNNER
THE BLADE RUNNER
FUCK YOUR GAMES THIS AINT THE SAME FUCKER
THE BLOOD SUCKA
CUT YOUR CORPSE UP WITH A PAPER CUTTER
MAKE YOU SUFFER
AYE, ITS THE CHOPPER GUNNER

YALL AINT BOUT SHIT
APACHE WRIST SLIT
ALWAYS BEEN A MISFIT
WHY YOU TALKING, DO IT

YALL AINT BOUT SHIT
APACHE WRIST SLIT
ALWAYS BEEN A MISFIT
WHY YOU TALKING, DO IT

REST IN PIECE,
SIX FEET DEEP
WATCH ME CREEP
LAY YOU INTO SLEEP
CRUSING IN MY JEEP
DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOUR SHIT BITCH

THIS THAT TRIPLE SIX SHIT
I TASTE BLOOD IN MY SPIT
I SEE BLOOD ON MY WRIST
YALL ARE HYPOCRITES BITCH

LYRICS DEPTH STRIDA:

MERCENARIES
SPLIT YOU IN A HALF AND MAKE THE SHIRT LOOK
FUCKING DIRTY
THIRTY ROUNDS WILL GET YOU DOWN AND YEAH IM
VERY THISTY
FOR THE BLOOD OF BITCHES OH MY GOD PLEASE HAVE SOME
MERCENARIES
STRIDAWALKING IS MY BUSINESS 
MERCENARIES CALL US MISFITS
PAY THE PRICE OR SAY GOOD BYE
TO YOUR DUMB LIFE IM ONE A KIND
DEACEASE YOUR TRIBE AND MAKE IT MINE AND
I DONT CARE I THINK IM FINE CUZ
YOUR WHOLE LIFE IS ON THE LINE SO
TAKE A STEP BACK READ THE SIGNS
BLOOD ON MY AIRFORCE
TAKE A BITCH INTERCOURSE
STRIDA GOING DAMN HARD
MERCENARIES IS THE SOURCE

CHOPPER FT. DEPTH STRIDA [PROD. PULSE]

Pull The Trigger (Prod. FALLEN)

³³marrow:
@33marrow
@grim_salvo
@made-up-language

Cover Art: gloomrot.bc (instagram)
ENGINEERED/MIXED/MASTERED BY @33MARROW

You not my friend you not my boy you not my fuckin' brother
you only hit me up to talk about some fuckin' numbers
when I wasn't shit these bitches used to duck and run for cover
I still ain't shit but now I'm round a bunch of fake motherfuckers
ride around town with a blade strapped
HHM on the face mask
money move quick like a racetrack
got a blunt rolled imma face that
lil bitch
I gotta get it and I gotta dip
I got my murder essentials equipped
tell me I won't get away with this shit
but I stay on the run and I'm loving the risk
word around town you a punk and you bitchmade
smoke a blunt while I dig graves
when I come around better duck from the switchblade
bitch I'm insane
I don't care what a bitch say
I love the sight of you bleedin' ayy
run through the night with my demons ayy
I do this shit without reason ayy
killing you off it's a piece of cake
suck on my dick if you bitches wanna talk shit
come catch a fist in the motherfucking moshpit
please get the fuck out my face bitch you toxic
fuck what they say bitch I'm not one to gossip

S/0 WAFFLEPWN

Greatest Freak Out Ever (Prod. ³³marrow)

YALL ENJOY DIS NEW 2N1 TRACK FROM SHADOW x DERANGED 

** LYRICS **

- SHADOW - 

MY KNUCKLES TATTED WIT EERIE SYMBOLS
CATCH ME PUFFIN ON SOME INDO
SMOKE BE SEEPIN OUT MAH WINDOWS
FUCK IMPRESSIONS FUCK AN INTRO
ALWAYS ROLLIN WIT MAH KINFOLK
IMMA PUT GOLD IN MAH DENTAL
FUCK BEIN SENTIMENTAL
BOUTTA STAB YUH WITTA PENCIL
FINNA RAISE HELL IN DIS BITCH
PIMPIN ALL BLACK LOOKIN WICKED
SHUT UP HOE DONT LIKE YO SIMPIN
I GOT CRIPS WHO LIKE WOOD GRIPPIN
SERVE ME AH PLATE I NEEDA EAT
FUCK DA PEACE HOE I LIKE DA BEEFIN
I BE CREEPIN ROUND WHEN YUH SLEEPIN
IM DA REASON WHY YUH BREATHIN LIL BITCH

- DERANGED -
Hol’ up 
who the fuck this pussy boy think he talkin to 
Ima snag a fuckin tooth
After Stomp em wit my boot 
I don’t really give a fuck about 
Them him or yu 
An ima really show yu shameless 
When I aim diss at ya coupe 
Ima red Orangutan
swingin out the fuckin zoo 
Ima always keep it movin 
stayin silent bout my moves 
Don’t Yu ever come up asking questions 
Assuming shit the truth 
Or ima have to call the crew
solve the problem then we thru 

- DEMON -

IVE NEVA MEANT AH THANG TO NO ONE DUDE
I SWEAR TO YUH GOD NO ONE FUCKN CARES ABOUT YUH
ITS IMPOSSIBLE TO FEEL BETTA NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO
ANY SECOND IMMA LOSE IT BECOME GRUESOME CANT EXCUSE IT

HOL UP BITCH I FORGOT TO INTRODUCE MYSELF IM DANNY
BUTCHU CAN CALL ME DEMON
AT MIDNIGHT IM PRETTY FANCY
WHEN I SLIDE YUH PANTIES BACK ON ILL INVADE YUH PANTRY
FUCK DAT FIRST IMPRESSION
IONT CURRR TO MEET YUH FAMILY

IM FEELIN RATHER DANDY WHEN IM SITTIN ALL ALONE
SMOKIN BLUNTS BACK TO BACK I POP SOME PILLS CANT FEEL MAH BONES
MAH ATTITUDE LIKE WOAH SHADOWMANE PLEASE GAIN CONTROL
YUH LOOKIN RATHER FREAKY BACK UP JUSS TAD BIT MORE

- PXPE -

I’m the life of the life of the party 
Petty bitch don’t kill the vibe 
I’m an angel in disguise 
Kiss of death to take ya life 
doin all the wrong things 
But to me they feel right 
I Roll a blunt an pop an oxy 
Wash it down wit miller lite 
Now I’m floatin coastin posted 
hopin that I fuckin die 
But I’m still frozen broken hopeless
Hopin I can change my life 
I’ll be yur guidance thru the flames 
Providing torture an pain 
Collapsing all my fuckin veins 
No frontal lobe left in my brain 
Roxy got me sloppy wobbly 
Bitch I can’t feel my body 
I got my shawty riding shotty 
Wit the police right behind me 
I’m still Rotten at the bottom mobbin
wit An undead army 
Right besides me stand Poseidon 
Put a trident thru ya body come an try me

Apple Music

DETESTABLE // WRETCHED BEING feat. TrxvisPxpe (Prod. OG Tint)

PROD. SIXTHELLS

BACK STAB, LIVED THAT ✕ THEY SCREAMING MY NAME NOW ✕ GOT NO TIME FOR CHIT CHAT ✕ HIT EM WITH THE HIP LOCKED (x2)

IM WISE ✕ I WON’T SIGN ✕ CHECK ME FACE TO FACE, I CAN’T RESIGN ✕ I WANT VIOLENCE ✕ I WANT ANARCHY ✕ AND I WON’T STOP EVEN IF Y’ALL JUST HATE ME 

IM RUNNING FASTER ✕ NOTHING CAN STOP US ✕ I BET MY FRIENDS GOT MY BACK IF YOU TRYNNA MESS YAH ✕ WE AIN’T THE SAME BRUH ✕ I GET MY BANK UP ✕ I MAKE MY OWN BEATS, IM IN MY OWN WAVE CUZ ✕ AND IM JUST SAYING THAT ✕ YOU BELEIVE THAT YOU TRAP ✕ IF FACTS YOU JUST CAN’T STACK ENOUGH TO PAY ME BACK

WE WON’T CHANGE I SAID ✕ WE WON’T FAINT

BACK STAB, LIVED THAT ✕ THEY SCREAMING MY NAME NOW ✕ GOT NO TIME FOR CHIT CHAT ✕ HIT EM WITH THE HIP LOCKED (x2)

IM WISE ✕ I WON’T SIGN ✕ CHECK ME FACE TO FACE, I CAN’T RESIGN ✕ I WANT VIOLENCE ✕ I WANT ANARCHY ✕ AND I WON’T STOP EVEN IF Y’ALL JUST HATE ME 

AND IM JUST SAYING THAT ✕ YOU BELEIVE THAT YOU TRAP ✕ IF FACTS YOU JUST CAN’T STACK ENOUGH TO PAY ME BACK

(R)EVOLUTION

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3WpQ2h5XzXMmFVIqpxCMhT
prod: @enemy000
vocals: @hxstile

LYRICS:

pop a codiene in my drink
wash the xannies down with it
smoke a blunt, dont give a shit
i dont want to see your bitch

prescription pills up my throat
using drugs since i was young
trying cope with my problems
probably gonna kill myself 


i cant feel myself
i cant feel myself
i cant feel myself
i cant feel myself
bitch i hate myself
bitch i hate myself
bitch i hate myself
bitch i hate myself

got a 10k on my wrist
got 10 bitches on my neck
got a sawedoff on my left
boutta blow my fucking head 2x


pop a codiene in my drink
wash the xannies down with it
smoke a blunt, dont give a shit
i dont want to see your bitch

prescription pills up my throat
using drugs since i was young
trying cope with my problems
probably gonna killmyself

WITHDRAWALS (PROD.  @ENEMY000) (spotify in desc)

IGNORANCE III 

LYRICS:
SLEN INTRO/CHORUS

This isnt what i had in mind for me
At night i lay alone, restless i cant sleep
Weight of the world feel it crushing my chest
The relief when the blade hits the skin on my wrist
Feel so fucking worthless my head’s a mess
So ill take all these pills to relieve all my stress
And i know ill never amount to anything
These drugs got me feeling like im fucking king

Ive been waiting for the day, to wipe the smile off your face
You think you finna silence me, all your efforts gone to waste
You really though that you could cloud my mind with doubt and the pull the wool over my eyes
Know i wrote the book of manipulation bitch ive always seen through your lies

This ignorance pumps hatred through my veins
Don’t test me ill paint the walls with your blood and splatter your brains
With this ignorance, it brings me peace upon all the pain
It’s the only thing that makes sense, in this world that drives me insane
I dont rock with these hoes, coke cloggin their nose
Rob the world with my bitch, she feeds me drugs til im cold
Cold enough to take a life, invade your body steal your soul
Lick the blood off my knife, and dissappear into the night..

GHOSTOFBLU VERSE 2

Haven't you learnt yet?
I haven't learNt shit
Still living my life
Piss fucking ignorant 
I dont give a fuck about a thing still
Didnt really ever give a fuck anyway
Im still tryna find a path through this life
Taking it day by day, switching my lane
Swerving in aNd out of traffic
Death in the whip so romantic
Scorpion sting if i let it
Meet my demise wont regret it
Death on impact, brain like broken syntax
Body in a bin bag, never get the kid back


DEVIANT VERSE 3

I don’t even need to sleep
Ima take a fuckin pill for peace
I don’t even really need to breathe
Why the fuck can’t anybody see
I need space, get the fuck out my face
You’re just a waste of energy
Lately I been plagued and I chase the remedy
Damaging my sanity so I can face the clarity
My brains are splattered, face is battered
I been tryna break the chains got my veins in tatters
I’ve been dying for a good night’s sleep
But they always seem to invade my dreams
These faceless figures they’ve been stalking me
So they can devour my inner peace
So they can devour my inner peace
So they can Devour my inner peace

SLEN/DEVIANT CHORUS

This isnt what i had in mind for me
At night i lay alone, restless i cant sleep
Weight of the world feel it crushing my chest
The relief when the blade hits the skin on my wrist
Feel so fucking worthless my head’s a mess
So ill take all these pills to relieve all my stress
And i know ill never amount to anything
These drugs got me feeling like im fucking king

IGNORANCE III // FEAT DEVIANT & GHOSTOFBLU (PROD. ELKK)

St. King

#HXSTILEISM #HXSTILEISM #HXSTILEISM



BOLDERĀJA GANG

002

WITHDRAWALS (PROD. @ENEMY000) (spotify in desc)

HXSTILE

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