Suicide Tuesday

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a couple of junkies went missing and I know right where they're hiding.

✧̸ A N G E L  F I R E W A L L // D E M O N  R U N T I M E ✧̸ I’m Mirai.
A divine error.
An angel miscompiled, a demon half-awake in the code.

Never satisfied;
there’s always a missing line,
a variable undefined inside my chest.

I hate myself, yet I dive deeper—
./scan_soul —force
Looking for pieces I’m not even sure exist anymore.
I hate what I create, but it’s the only pulse that still answers back.
My own cursed feedback loop.

I lose people because I don’t see them in time.
I lose myself because I never set the firewall.
Both burn. One burns deeper.

I just want to be happy…
but the system keeps collapsing.
🖤🪽  angel.kernel // critical damage

> BOOTING: mirai_core.sys  
> STATUS: unstable ∴ shimmering  
> ERROR 07x1: halo.exe failed to initialize  
> WARNING: demon_module online  
> BREACH >> HEAVEN_NET // unauthorized access

/* fragmented consciousness protocol */

if (hope <= 0) {
    rewrite("wing_data");
}

try {
    run("angelic_override");
} catch (Exception e) {
    echo("static // static // static");
}

> LOG: heartbeat desynchronized  
> LOG: memory leak in empathy.dll  
> LOG: boundary_set() never executed

◇ SIGNALS INCOMING

s̷e̸r̵a̷p̶h̸_̴a̶u̴d̵i̶t̶: ✖ UNDECIPHERABLE
h̷e̷l̴l̶_̵p̸i̶n̵g̶: ✔ ACCEPTED
a͟n͟g͟e͟l͟_s͟t͟o͟r͟a͟g͟e͟: 3% integrity
d̷e̴m̶o̶n̵_c̷o̶r̴e̵: OVERCLOCKED >>> EXECUTING:  
soul.rewrite(“mirai_v12_brokenwings”)  
…  
…  
FAILURE // RESTARTING


>>> EXECUTING:  
soul.rewrite(“mirai_v12_brokenwings”)  
…  by
…  
FAILURE // RESTARTING ⟊  white feathers burning at the edges
⟊  halo flickering like a dying screen
⟊  demon static humming under perfect silence

I’m Mirai.
Neither heaven nor hell wants me.
So I became the glitch between both.

>>> EXECUTING:  
soul.rewrite(“mirai_v12_brokenwings”)  
…  
…  
FAILURE // RESTARTING

Kinda all-around DJ from Helsinki Finland. From basic clubs to underground. From Demo to EBM and all between. Can't pick one. Time is a concept, rhythm is real.

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