(verse)
he must have a death wish
thinking that he's something else

she keeps him around 
cause she gave up looking after herself

she covers her face
cause he kisses her in bruises
said he taints her skin to show her how he loves

but say, he bites the dust right now
she won't have any more to lose
she'll push her luck and try to make this moment count

(chorus)
fill up the gas tank
i'm going for a ride

turn on the ignition
i'm saying my goodbyes

cry off my makeup
don't need it tonight

thought i was your world
now i'm a parking lot girl

parking lot girl

(Let's go!)

I couldn’t name the place I’m going
Even though I’ve been there six or seven different times
I can tell the sky is getting darker
I might fuck around and walk back home alone tonight
And even though I came here just to nurse a bottle, to the mouth or to the face, my mom says not to talk to guys
But if a stranger looks me in the eyes and orders me into the restroom, I’m just not the type to put up too much of a fight

You know I’m not like all the othеr girls around the function
He could have gonе and chosen any single one of them
I know it’s not my voice, it’s not my looks, he wants to rush in
When you’re a rarity, you end up shackled to a bed
The music’s way too loud and I don’t care if he don’t love me
It’s just a number, what’s a couple drinks around some friends?
And for some reason I don’t mind it when he interrupts me
He looks me in the eyes and I can tell i might be dead

Put me in your pocket, baby, let’s go for a drive
Let me tell a little secret, I’ve lived way too many lives
I know that you want it, baby, let me be your little crime
I don’t know where i would end up if i make it past tonight
Put me in your pocket, baby, let’s go for a drive
Let me tell a little secret, I’ve lived way too many lives
I know that you want it, baby, let me be your little crime
I don’t know where i would end up if i make it past tonight

(The devil inside of you says to listen to secret girlfriend)
(Secret girlfriend 2036 world domination)
(My lifelong dream has finally come true)
(Of course i’m not in love with him, It’s just a convenience)

I see it coming for me six or seven miles away
I greet it standing in the road, a smile on my face
He treats me like a million bucks when he wants something i can give, i wake up in the hospital along with bruises on my face

I see it coming for me, I’m convinced i love the pain
I greet it standing in the road, a smile on my face
He treats me like a million dollars, give him everything
I wake up in the hospital alone with the new-

Never thought I’d make it this far off the path
Got a smoke in hand like I’m a man
Then he gives a smile, spits a laugh
“You know pretty things like you aren’t meant to throw-“ (ugh)
Got a funny feeling in my chest
Got a smoke in hand like I’m a man
Then he flicks the lighter, takes a drag
“You know pretty things like you aren’t meant to throw tantrums”

Streaming

Tantrums

lyrics:
i wanna hear you scream my name
an open crowd to waiver my emotions

entertainment; a joke that always pays the chosen
mask my face, barely held together, close the curtains

you know where to look
if you wanna have a taste
you can find me @ the backstage

you know that girl?
she's on mtv

i like her guitar 
and i love how she sings

and no one else 
can love her like me

i want her to see
the best of me

is that someone you know
or just a lazy visage

now tell me how is the fall
when you fell from the top?

say, that guy that you're with
well, he's an old stupid fuck

i sent a gift to your room
i can't believe i used to..

you know that girl?
she's on mtv

i like her guitar 
and i love how she sings

i'll bid my farewell
and see you in helllll

backstage (u can find me @)

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jane remover - how to train your dragon death scenes 720p



*~ . / the last time you'll hear it again

; tracklist ;
Last night .. LET IT TALK 4uuu [Parkpop outtake]
Dial tone *clearly MIX
NEVER CALL ME AGAIN...2 Urself ? ? ? [Parkpop outtake]
Sweetest pie *call me 2nite MIX..keygen'd [Parkpop outtake]
veins *og MIX [Stagewreck outtake]
Lucid dreams x veins *mashup
in my room..FORGOT TO RECORD VOCALS! [Stagewreck outtake]
bite (demo).. if i were a boy


reanimated.tar.gz ~* . /

S1E1 you’re fired

tell me what i lack and ill punish myself - blue leone

year of the ghost - polygon cove ver.

OKAY 143 Monsters 03

Dark Horse 22625-17825 Original Club Edit

hello it's jerian again,

about a season ago i really thought jerian was done. i was ready to let it go. then like three days later i made a new song and i was so happy with it that it made me wanna start a whole new album or season or whatever you call it. that one song brought the spark back.

now i’m here. i actually finished it. feels unreal.

thank you to everyone who’s been supporting me through all this. and to the ones who finally get to hear what i’ve been working on i love you and i hope you enjoy it as much as i do. see y'all later. :)

https://soundcloud.com/c0ncernn/s3-e11

- jerian

S3 E10 penultimate

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