if i grew up to be what my favorite idols and superstars were, i would be dead

i can't stop purging

side account; https://www.soundcloud.com/i-want-to-throw-up

.·°☁☾☁°·.·°♱ ####i pray i live long enough to see it burn####━☆ﾟ.*・｡⠀⠀⣄⣀⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀thats me if u even care

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The end of the world.

Sample packs:
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saeph.gumroad.com/l/botanica

if i grew up to be what my favorite idols and superstars were, i would be dead

i don't really feel like eating anymore.