not how it's supposed to be

bless u
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As you grow older, the pain you carry today may one day feel like a distant memory, softened by time. Know that even in your hardest moments, there’s hope. Because eventually, you’ll find yourself embracing a new kind of joy, and a passion that lights up your soul again. Remember me with love or hate, Take care. But sometimes, it hurts and hurts and it never stops, thats the kind of pain a person cant deal with, a pain that haunts them, a pain that guts their insides until they cant feel anything anymore. The worst pain.

And hope does nothing, hope only brings more and more pain. I constantly wish and hope that I, could possibly be forgiven but in the deep recess of my mind I understand that it’s not possible. I will never be a good person nor will I ever be forgiven for being a bad person.

One thing I do understand is the fact I am nothing but a complete and utter waste of space, a small speck in this society of people. I am nothing to others.

Regret. I regret. Everything, my life, my birth, everything I have ever done. My parents even understand that they have made a completely useless piece of meat, nevertheless I continue, hoping that I one day, die.

Please don’t contact me if you have only bad things to say, thank you, already down the hole far enough.

I wish i treated you better.

by Kaumai Hanabi
my email : kaumai.music@gmail.com

my telegram channel-https://t.me/blindfoldbeatstore

not how it's supposed to be

I don't like mirrors