Has anyone else gone completely mental and just not see the world the same anymore? Like how you just hate so many people in society and how society holds these assholes up on pedestals and treats them like kings and queens and the rest of the people are thrown away like trash? How have we made it okay to just fuck a ton of people, treat others like shit and still be popular and always have someone to hang around while I do the exact opposite and I’m still lonely and alone. Can someone make sense of this bullshit like holy fuck I’m gonna kill myself soon

боже, убейте меня под это.

The only pure happiness I get is when I’m high and that’s not even real happiness. After the high I just feel guilt for what I’ve just done but when I’m not high my life is so dull.

i know you won't see this but till this day i miss you i miss your love and i miss what we had i feel so miserable since the day we parted i love you so much but i guess you had to leave i wish you could've just loved me the same as i did to you even pretending would've been fine

This song is going to get me killed one day

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Mindtrap

this was everything for me

not how it's supposed to be

Forest Bath

repressed

miserable false stories in my head

miercoles - i should be happy

deftones - L(MIRL) (slowed & reverbed + looped beginning)

DISCLAIMER : This track explores themes of mental anguish and self-destruction. If you are struggling, please seek help. You are not alone.

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my little winter.

not recommended for listening if you have suicidal thoughts. it's all in your head. It will be much better if you change your playlist. thanks

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Lyrics: 

My footsteps tread
Lie low and lone the silent dead,
Beneath the turf, beneath the mould,
Forever dark, forever cold,
And my eyes cannot hold the tears
That memory hoards from vanished years
For Time and Death and Mortal pain
Give wounds that will not heal again,
Let me remember half the woe
I've seen and heard and felt below,
And Heaven itself, so pure and blest,
Could never give my spirit rest,
Sweet land of light! thy children fair
Know nought akin to our despair,
Nor have they felt, nor can they tell
What tenants haunt each mortal cell,
What gloomy guests we hold within,
Torments and madness, tears and sin!
Well, may they live in ectasy
Their long eternity of joy;
At least we would not bring them down
With us to weep, with us to groan,
No, Earth would wish no other sphere
To taste her cup of sufferings drear;
She turns from Heaven with a careless eye
And only mourns that we must die!

derealization

fallen apart (ft. i dont like mirrors)

Skin

I Hate What Ive Become (Outro)

Seek Jesus Christ, He's the only one who can heal you and grant you eternal life.

not how it's supposed to be

i don't like mirrors

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