I'm waiting for winter to give way to spring
waiting for my time to come
I'm waiting for the sun to set
I’m waiting for you 
waiting for the hour when I brush my teeth and crawl in bed beside you

I'm waiting for the clouds to break 
waiting for the rain to stop 
I'm waiting for the light to change to green 
I’m waiting for you 
waiting for the perfect time to come to say how much I love you 
how much I love you 
how much I love you

And I love you more than there are clouds in the sky 
love you more that mt everest is high 
And I love you more than there are tears that you can cry 
And I will wait for you so patiently until we – are always side by side 

I'm waiting for my Uber driver 
waiting for the world to turn 
I'm waiting for forgiveness 
I’m waiting for you
And while I wait I don’t mind if I’m growing old with you 

I'm waiting for the underground 
waiting to learn something new 
I'm waiting for the coffeepot to brew 
I’m waiting for you 
waiting for the perfect time to come to say how much I love you 
how much I love you 
how much I love you 

And I love you more than there are clouds in the sky 
love you more that mt everest is high 
And I love you more than there are tears that you can cry 
And I love you more than my heart can hold inside 
I love you more than I can ever describe 
And I love you more than the oceans they are wide 
And I will wait for you so patiently until we – are always side by side 

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Waiting

Tranquility (CSG2 Remix)

Tranquility (Ambient Remix)

This track pretty much speaks for itself.  Only a few of my songs are really autobiographical.  This is one.

I still find myself inside the system, the medical mechanical machinery

Little Big C was re-mixed and re-mastered June 2023.

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Verse 1:
Walking along, minding my business
Pretty much an ordinary day to me
When I encountered a remarkably small
A diminutive little big C

Verse 2:
It hit me as an almighty interruption
In the middle of my day to day
It didn't seem to make any kind of sense
How could I be sick when I was feeling Ok

Chorus:
Now I find myself inside the system
The medical mechanical machinery
All i want is to get out alive
Minus that little bitty ol' C

Verse 3:
I'm not one to bemoan my fate
Or say "how could this have happened to me"
Maybe it’s genetic maybe it’s just bad luck
Doesn’t seem to matter to the Little Big C

Verse 4:
People tell me if I change the way the way I think
Or the things that I eat and this will all go away
Nice to think it all could be that simple
But I'm pretty sure C doesn't roll that way


Chorus:
I still find myself inside the system
The medical mechanical machinery
All i want is to get out alive
Minus that little bitty ol' C


Bridge:
The doc read out some numbers
Such and such percent
At the time i couldn't puzzle out
What it was he meant
Cuz I don't think I heard another word
After I heard big C
But pretty soon all those numbers
Became important to me


Verse 5:
I'm not the first that ever got this message
And I know that I won't be the last
Everything is moving so impossibly slowly
But somehow it’s feeling too damn fast

Verse 6:
So far I’ve been lucky - dodged a bullet
Haven’t needed chemo or surgery
But I’ve still got another five years
Till they let me out of the machinery

Chorus:
And I still find myself inside the system
The medical mechanical machinery
All i want is to get out alive
Minus that little bitty ol' C

Little Big C

Dunkelheit

Suicide In Slow Motion

In a lucid dream, I made my way downtown ...

Underneath The Streetlight (Or Ode to Sophia)

Many love

Many love (Original)

Indie on the move

Coboară ca un înger din ceruri de cristal 
Îmi luminezi sufletul în întunericul banal
Da mi aripi sa zbor urcând  cu tine în final
La înălțimi unde iubirea n are rival 
Fiecare clipa e un miracol fără egal
Inima îmi bate  ritmul e ancestral 
Respirația ta dulce ca un eter divin
Ma îmbată tare ca un elixir 

Mereu ma întreb dacă e doar un vis
Existenta ta  imi schimba Întregul abis 
În fiecare sarut simt cum te prind din plin
Imi Transformi tristețea într-un zâmbet senin 

Coboară ca un  imgereeer xd
Coboară ca un înger 
Coboară ca un înger


mix master micu codeina

Illuminv71 - Coboara ca un inger (prod. lilportal)

Joni

First single release for year 2025, including A side "Stranger in Strange Land" and a B-side instrumental "Dreamlands".  Single will be released for Streaming 10.1.2025.

Music written, performed & produced by Markku Ruottinen
Mastered by Jukka Putkinen

Illuminv71 - Coboara ca un inger (prod. lilportal)

ILLUMINV71