the endless chaos has an end

15 people in one room
225 ways of connecting 

our way isn’t the best
our way will not be the best
our way will not be the worst

my fear exists has a shadow of my curiosity

i recognize my need for freedom
i recognize i want you free

i believe union can handle everyone’s freedoms


the simple is embraced by the unique and we’re admiring it

the complex is embraced by us and we’re exhausting it


but simply and peculiarly is how want blue


from a whole world, to this whole magnitude
but not the world, not all the magnitude

the endless chaos has an end #1

-- following and floating in my memory like an old future --

the endless chaos has an end #2

the endless chaos has an end #3

15 people in one room
0 ways of connecting
15 people in one room
15 of you alone, screaming in stereo

our way isn't
our way will not be

the endless chaos has an end #4

huge dense matter inside my chest
moving my breath
flowing
dancing
running
through my body

and we sit 
and we applaud
broken affection

feet move over a sunflower garden
and 
the sphere that we built
when we were tracking the arc of the sun
starts to melt our reality

tears tear fear

the endless chaos has an end

inês malheiro