mixed by @six-days-after-christmas
llisten to ur heart
isten to ur heart 
i know u hate me 
simply replace me 
i just more love 
i just want more love

listen to your heart

oh darling now your gone 
ik u feel complete and im no fun
im no fun 
but darling now ur gone 
i look at all the photos feeling dumb 
im so dumb 


remember was the first time i saw you 
your face glowed bright and i couldnt aproach u 
i still feel numb from the words that u told boo
and i dont know how i really still love u 

the things u said to me girl they hurt

now you're gone

mixed by @six-days-after-christmas

dreaming of the winter
on a warm sunny day
dreaming of the summer
when its to cold to go out and play 
dont forget her face 
cus she'll go for once and for good 
dont forget her smile 
cus she was just misunderstood 
soo dooont
please dont leave me alone 

dreaming of her touch 
when shes out and away 
when shes here for you brother 
you say you need space

don't forget her

my legs are giving out
what’s left is nothing now
i still pretend my clothes smell like you
can’t help what’s not around
i know i’d let you down
i wish you didn’t feel the same too
and she wont respond to anything
and she wont come back to you
i’ve tried oh trust i have
i gave myself the task
if not with me then shes for who

if i had anything left to offer u know it'd be yours

im off the ketamine and maddie she wont talk to me
that girl was a fiend i didnt give her drugs so she thinks im mean
i hope her new man dies i hope you know i sit and cry

ketamine

skeleton - and im sorry los angeles

a normal day in december 
you hands cold from dancing in the snow 
i cant think of better 
way to ask you where u want to go 

and i know your 
somwhere 
i dont wanna let you go 
your cold gaze 
your comfort 
enough to turn me into stone 

i love your black hair 
the way you walked right through the door 
it hurt me 
so much i 
think my heart just might have froze 

dont forget your heart 
you dropped it on your way out of the house 
dont forget to start 
your proccess of figuring things out

i know you're somewhere

@menthol100s @mandymandymandymandy @six-days-after-christmas @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

@menthol100s
you'd think everything was fake
i'm just one more mistake
and you've become this
feeling that i just dont think i'll shake
i'm so complacent
so disruptive
can't communicate
without words and pictures
guess it figures that everyone's the same
i'm becoming everything i hate
that's all i tell myself most days
take my pictures out your frames
all i ever did was change
must be nothing in my brain
every day feels much more fake
much more than the last one
i know i'll just break

@mandymandymandymandy
i'm so paranoid and i don't know what to do
and i don't really wanna tell you what i've been going through
'cause it doesn't change a thing and it gives no fucking use
and i think you only like me when you're drunk and confused
been fixing on my flesh ever since i was a kid
i didn't have no empathy for anything i did
don't turn me to your enemy, i don't deserve that shit
my virus is infecting you but will you notice it

now you're gone

i wanna be a jack-o-lantern