BARRIER - Behind Closed Doors

Thank you to 𝗘𝗹𝗶𝗮𝘀 𝗦𝗼𝗿𝗶𝗮𝗻𝗼 of 𝗡𝗼𝗻𝗽𝗼𝗶𝗻𝘁 for putting your touch on the song! 

The 3rd single by 𝗦𝗵𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗼𝘄 𝗦𝗶𝗱𝗲 "𝗙𝗶𝗹𝘁𝗲𝗿𝘀" which will be appearing on their 2nd full length album 𝗥𝗲𝗳𝗹𝗲𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀 coming July 19th, 2024.

𝗦𝗼𝗻𝗴
Written By: Eric Boatright, Heath Fields, Sam Bower, Elias Soriano, Kile Odell
Produced by: Kile Odell
Mixed by: Chris Dawson 
Mastered by: Mike Kaljian


𝗟𝗬𝗥𝗜𝗖𝗦

Masquerades disguising pain with pretty pictures
Endless Fiction
Wear your crown ya upside down 
And it fits you it hides the truth 
I Can’t tell the truth from lies
Behind a brilliant disguise
Im hiding all of my demons inside 

Am I losing my Mind 
I know I’m drowning
But I’m still counting on me
My choices blurring the lines
I need to feel again
And make a difference
a hero, a killer it’s getting kinda hard to tell between the filters

Scars and secrets buried deep never healing
So revealing
I cant explain how you keep pulling me in
I’ve tried I’ve tried I tried to 
tell truth from the lies
Behind a brilliant disguise
Im hiding all of my demons inside

Am I losing my Mind 
I know I’m drowning
But I’m still counting on me
My choices blurring the lines
I need to feel again
And make a difference
a hero, a killer it’s getting kinda hard to tell between the filters

No need for ultraviolet or optics
Professional diagnostics
You think I’m crazy now,
You should’ve seen be before 

They used to have to strap me down and gag me. they used to have to pat me down for safety, I wanna stay clean, the dirt wouldn’t let me, I wanna be seen, I want a little safety

Don’t wanna be the monster that they’re looking to make me, don’t wanna be the problem, just rehabilitate me, don’t wanna have the Gana, I dont wanna be kind, but I’m about to lose my mind

Am I losing my Mind 
I know I’m drowning
But I’m still counting on me
My choices blurring the lines
I need to feel again
And make a difference
a hero, a killer it’s getting kinda hard to tell between the filters

Been alive long enough to know when times up
Clocks tickin decisions make your mind up
Kill a man for your purpose bigger plans on the surface I can smile but it’s never gonna be enough

Reflections

Filters

Shallow Side - Filters (feat. Elias Soriano of Nonpoint)

Hardcore, Death and Doom Metal, Evil and Darkness.

Xibalba - Cold

I Am King

My World

VARIALS - STIGMATA

Pain Again

Anything To Numb

Varials -  Anything To Numb

Soul Burn

Pretty Stupid

Grotesque

The Guilty Dog
 
Lonely am I though I try to look otherwise
Laugh or smile
Disguise or rather hide
The insecurities is it i feed
You ask
why mask What the fuck is going on with me?
Why should you care
And I remember thinking to myself
God if you're up there send me down someone who gives a fuck
It's hard living, it's hard times in my mind
Doubt everything around me yet I say
I'm fine (You're not fine)
I tell myself
I'm alright (You're not right)
It's insane the things I wish that I had felt
Like the piercing sting of a fathers belt
Because tough loves still love
Love's tough, I know this much
So fuck you cause i guarantee life's harder when you got none
And yet still I try
They say the guilty dog barks first, and i've been barking til my fucking throat hurts, X2
For 20 years I've tried to escape what makes me, me
Someone listen, that is all I've ever wanted for years

STRANGLED - SLEEP

i will die

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