im havng a bad tim and ths sht relievs ##luv

even more hyperpop

this one goes out to all the dads out there

lyrics:
hit him from the back
now he hershey
fuck a chain
want a diamond stutted furby
paint on my nails
and there's bleach in my hair
down on my knees
like im saying a prayer

i fucked your dad bitch
i fucked your dad 
i fucked your dad bitch
i fucked your dad 
i fucked, sucked, dicked, hit,
tore that shit
like a christmas gift
from my wishlist
you don't have to witness
cause he so aDICKted
ahah get it

(that was a dick joke)

austtYYYYYYYN this is literally the most
ridiculous thing anyone has ever sent me
and i just want you to know youre a legend
and i cant believe this is a real song you made
ok lets hit it

oh oh oh said you want me
on the bottom
play count's down
so you got what you wanted

im so stupid
so fucking stupid
thats not what you meant
im so fucking stupid

oh oh oh said you want me on the bottom
crop top off, and im feeling like i wanna
(FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK)

im so stupid
so fucking stupid
thats not what you meant
im so fucking stupid

oh oh oh said you only use protection
limiter on so that doesnt get distorted

im so stupid
so fucking stupid
thats not what you meant
im so fucking stupid

i fucked your dad bitch
i fucked your dad 
i fucked your dad bitch
i fucked your dad 
i fucked, sucked, dicked, hit,
tore that shit
like a christmas gift
from my wishlist
you don't have to witness
cause he so aDICKted

(((song i made 3 years ago when i was finally able to accept myself)))

dilf (ft. button maker)

@i9bonsai @prodchapter @o9seren1ty

~Lyrics~

yung leo:
Won’t stop waiting on your love
And I tryna make my heart stop, calling up the plug
And wanna enjoy this, ima live it up
I can’t never stop, quit nor give up, cuz this shit runs in my blood

Ima flip the switch up yeah no matter what it does
Caught up in the past it doesn’t matter what it was
Always rollin marijuana blunts, jus because
I might pop another xan, yellow school bus
  
You a fan, please stop actin like you knew us
Me and Zane doin loosie in the tour bus
She looked me in the eye and said she don’t want lose us
If you don’t fuck wit RBiM you a loser 

Baby girl I really see you in my future
And you know I had options but I had to choose her
Everything you see Louie V, check the shoes first
But I didn’t check the price tag to amuse her

Now I’m covered I’m bruises
Runnin’ low on fuel
And I started hearing voices
Trying to get to a new world


i9bonsai:
y wld i evr evr tlk2u
tha mor tht i do im nt gtn thru
cz i cnt evn deal wit ya attitud
underneath thes grn trees dnt nd tht bluu

so u pt me2tha test nw
abandon it,, it gts rundwn
i go awy dnt nd2b found
go far awy,, awy frum dis twn

i gt it,, think of it thn i gt sick
wlk in bliss i dnt nd2fllw it
toss n turn cnt recovr from tht hit
nw im ovr ovr all dis shtt

y wnt u chang it,,
i cnt kp chasn
bck n forth pacin
lukawy gazn

in my blood +i9bonsai (chapter x sereN1ty)

i9bonsai - Ꮥằẏ įť ტກḉℰ ℳόℜê (hyacinth)

produced by @1diot and @resolve1k / mastered by @bpiv

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6s85AV45ADb4HWXpXUq5Rr?si=PCg1_2RITZCiRjdSs25_5Q

recorded in my bedroom october-november '21

broken, bleeding

spotify

broken, bleeding (sapphire & inno)

lil bit of much needed therapy

i can't stand myself anymore
i'd end it all if i could
but that's too selfish, of course
so i
cut you off, hurt your feelings and force
you out my life, close the door
crush every hope i could hold onto
sharp knife
remove and cut ties
chamber round
one shot, a deadeye

clawin out the brush in my brain
driftwood in my veins
weeds in my lungs
dandelion in my stomach
feelin clean for today
lotta work little pay 
daisies pushin through my teeth
dead leaves under feet
i'm a waster 
i feel like i'm always
dyin by nature
it's a problem i can't fix
that i enable
no you cannot help
you not my savior
that's off the table
i hate reflections
i just wanna disappear
you hate these sentences
how you think that i feel

deadeye (p. michael harrison + ayoley beats)

song frm last yr @kimzhel

[✮_✮⋰\]
pissd off,, i cnt say tht i want tht 
i can nvr go back cz im runn out of time
cz i dnt wna fl like that ✮⋰✮⋰
by tha grassfields lukn@tha lake thas my lyf

i dnt wna do tht all againxx
flowers in ur hed we turn a mess
whn i reach out u didn tk my handd
green lipstick onmy chest 💋 x

by tha lightpole try2breathe
everythn jus gts2me
tend my wounds i cnt tk heed
let it go need2b free | | | |

brkn glass whts mor2ask
cn u pls gt ovr tht ?
c on ur face right thru ur mask
movn way2way2fast

more or less,, i dnt wnt u2b mad@me
bt its nt my fault u cnt c it 
b it,, treat it,, like its sum u dnt wna c end
anothr ##seedling onmy hed
whts nxt ? in tha grass i lay2restt

i nd2go far awy,, might jus find me by a lake
do it4my only sake,, its not2late liku claim
u bring the worst out of me,, n u make it so hard2breathe
u push me awy,, wnt trust me,, evn tho no1helpd u like me,x,x

green lipstick ✮⋰ ##2022 [kimzhel]

prod me
w/ @scrufff go follow!!

lyrics:
(nico)
i hope that you dont mind
cuz i dont even know why
jus wanna keep you by my side
you n me like butterflies

dont know why i get nervous
you know that im not perfect
but honestly im not that different
i dont think im the person that deserves this

could've i just been another guy?
or am i believing my own fckin lies?
i can never tell myself to realize
that im not the one that has to decide

i don't wanna take things way too fast
dont wanna make you uncomfortable
i dont know if it'll even last
just hold my hand

so i hope that you dont mind
cuz i dont even know why
jus wanna keep you by my side
you n me like butterflies

(scruff)
i know i went the wrong way for a minute there
I see your face and you see my stare
I wouldn't wanna touch that
whatchu want with my bag
wish you would've said sum
you dont even like that
you dont even like that
I wouldn't fight back
whatchu feel beside that
when we hop out hop out
hop out wit a 4-5 
ion see your face only your eyes

butterflies w/ scruff

verses in order
@vaeo-music
@yaki_a01
@rouri404
@cbrtrash
@bhertuy
@tsuyunoshi
@captain_morg
@dead4cf
@k0a
@lolydkm
@dylanlongworth
@1maxime
@sudbath
@polar333

im done (capcort)

https://soundcloud.com/dethconi2/myl7feisfallingapart original

Prod Gurushawty & Cloudbxy

thank you coni for helping me today you are truly the best big brother figure a girl can ask for 

praise ariel for she is our light

cover of https://soundcloud.com/dethconi2/myl7feisfallingapart

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XvznvTKfZBE&lc=UgzlcMlarcneB59aOaF4AaABAg

fall like a leaf [vid in desc]

prod @1yugenn //

::𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚊𝚍𝚎 𝚊 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚊𝚐𝚘,, 𝚒 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚑 whoever reading this 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝:: 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚙𝚊𝚜𝚜 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚜𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚞 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚋𝚎 𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚎,, 𝚒 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎..  ^^

𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚘 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑,, 
𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚑 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚞𝚙 𝚝𝚘 𝚞𝚜 . . . . . . .
 ,,(つx･｡`*)゜．・𝚠𝚊𝚝𝚌𝚑 𝚒𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚘𝚕𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚞𝚜𝚝,, 
𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚒𝚏 𝚒𝚝 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚘𝚛 𝚕𝚞𝚜𝚝 : :

𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 
𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚗
𝚒𝚖 𝚜𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚢 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚞𝚛 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚎,, 
𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝? 
𝚒 𝚝𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚞 𝚞 𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚝 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚜𝚘 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔
𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚜𝚘 𝚋𝚊𝚍 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚛𝚒𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚒𝚛𝚝 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚖𝚢 𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚜  
𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚎 𝚒𝚍𝚔 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚍𝚘 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚞 𝚜𝚎𝚎? 
𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚒 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚜 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚊 𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖 𝚒𝚍𝚔 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚘 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏: 𝚢𝚑 𝚑𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚕𝚢
𝚠𝚊𝚝𝚌𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚊𝚕𝚔 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚊𝚒𝚗,, 
𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚗𝚜 𝚠𝚊𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚎,, 
𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚎 
𝚝𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚞𝚎 𝚝𝚒𝚎𝚍 𝚜𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚞 𝚖𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚊𝚞𝚕𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚍𝚞𝚎 
𝚖𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚜𝚎
𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚞 𝚒𝚝𝚜 so 𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚝𝚑 
𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚞 𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚗 𝚒𝚝 𝚞𝚙? 𝚒𝚖 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚞 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚞𝚜𝚑 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜 𝚒𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚘 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚞𝚜
𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚝 𝚒 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚜𝚝
 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚒𝚖 𝚋𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚕𝚎𝚏𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑
 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚍𝚘 𝚒𝚝 𝚒𝚏 𝚒 𝚖𝚞𝚜𝚝,,

love like,, ̷d̷̷u̷̷s̷̷t̷..゜,,(つx･｡`*)゜．・

LATIN MAFIA, Omar Apollo - Hecho para ti (KÆZ Remix)

Credits://
@shadowkingkillz
@odece
@5vexe
@bodygaard

Notes://
*𝘾𝙍𝙐𝙉𝘾𝙃*...
walkin into northface wit a skimask...
lookin like santa put the money in the sack...
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bodygaard & misakufoxx - Cavities (prod. 5v & odece)

reserv - dirtbag (prod. odel)

@0rch_id
@odel007

[blxty]
maybe i'm not the bad guy
but i'm awful
keep it all inside
put my feelings in a bottle
moving too fast full throttle
guess that's what i get for being thoughtful

i can't even see right now messed up
how am i gonna walk when i can't get up
in the hall i'm a student
lights off watch your whole movement
and you treat me like a bad guy
gotta keep my head high
everyone on standby
nobody to stand by
gotta keep a hold of myself
if i would've let go, you would have fell

[orchid]
push the bullshit into my head
never listen to what u said
check the bullshit into my head
never listen to what you
oh i felt like i tried so hard
but its never enough or a little bit too much
im bleeding from my eyes in the ceiling
cut my skin like its peeling 
heartbeat pull it out my chest
see? crush it into mess
we never really meant
i rip open your legs
meat eat it oh so fresh
bleed run myself to death
see? aint it oh so blessed?
she opened up my head

awful ft. orchid (odel)

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green lipstick ✮⋰ ##2022 [kimzhel]

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