prod me & @cdgrl

i stay locked in
i hate writing
cant accomplish
what imtrying

im not lying
only to myself
i be crying
wanna kill myself

early well
is it early still
only love my pills
cashapp only real

stuck standing still
dont like bein real
dont wanna stop be real
i dont wanna feel

i feel bad enough i dont need yours too
itd be catastrophic if it fell through
i dont wanna lie dont wanna tell you
i dont wanna try, know i cant help you

hate the feeling you dont trust me
hate this feeling, do you love me
youre my favorite, so cut me
dreaming every night about you

i cant live without you
do i care about you
what do i amount to
id be dead if i aint found u

i cant say a single thing of value
i cant stop feel so bad without you
hold my breath u choose what to count to
want the fucking pills im not allowed to

        breathe when im sposed to
u can sleep on me but im gon wake you
nothing special bout me i cant save you
im so fucked scared im gonna break you

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locked prod. emorave & cdgirl

uh huh  
im gone
i passed out
blacked out

wanna break out, leave me alone
first time
full dose

uh huh
im god
i cant stay long
i forgot

take another, it dont last long
please stop
im lost

uh huh
drippin blood
thats enough
on the run

cut urself
go on walks
gotta help
we can talk

never leave the block
always bad luck
i got bad blood
i cant choose love

i dont love shit
dont wanna be this
i cant focus
opiate fix

im so broken
i cant be fixed
treat me like shit
unsafe what i mix

different color pills
who cares what i feel
i dont wanna live
who cares if im real

chasing prod. jolst & cutspace

diegointhedark - dirty *RARE UNRELEASED 2021* (prod. tenoji)

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DeadᙆzZon333 ˙⋆✮ 3 (Tell Me When 2 Go) � Prod Tekea 33

it just don't cut it to hate it u gotta love it
explain it until its nothing u love it when ur the subject
pull us into your stomach and throw up into the bucket
in cover when ur in public u love to feel so above it

pull us into your nothing
sorry we saw it coming
sorry they saw it coming
you'll never get to stop running
u think you're so fucking cunning
flexing your victim budget
wait for ur friends to cut it
destroy yourself oh i love it

watch you keep up the cycle
all u wan be is viral
oh im so suicidal
look at my perfect smile
you act like a fucking child
cant pull me into your spiral
i know ur not in denial

wake up
ur so fucking stuck
im so fucking cut
hate your fucking guts
tell me loosen up
oh ur all i have
shut the fuck up
i gave you all i had
told me that id be dead
"if u don't come with us"
u make no fucking sense
act like ur 21
bitch ur like 28
grow the fuck up
ill say it to your face
dare u to show up

bridge burner / nothing learner

prod @1axryy

u dont need 2 kno me
outside by my lonely
nvr online i stay lowkey
days pass by n no1 notice me
try 2 speak my mind n they go2 sleep
im staying up l8 push it l8r
i nvr rel8 im a h8r
letme lay it out plainly on paper
ion wana escape wana lay here
i feel like fallin off a cliff now
irl ion give a shit now
i bury my head its 2 loud
dont pull me out the ground
well only b memories in the end
we all got r enemies lookin 4 a head
wasted most of my life i cant pretend
so much for pride i cant contend
always do the most evry moment
make me feel alive make me know it
open my eyes make me notice
evrything is alright when u focus
im rollin on rox n potions
im hopin my mind stays open
im going where i am going
cant slow it down now just dose it
ill work it out someway
ull c me out someday
4noww
im lowkyy
the snow is slowly falling
ik u hope it stops and
my heart dont get 2 rotten
but i lockd it
u dont need 2 kno me
outside by my lonely
nvr online i stay lowkey
days pass by n no1 notice me
try 2 speak my mind n they go2 sleep
im staying up l8 push it l8r
i nvr rel8 im a h8r
letme lay it out plainly on paper
ion wana escape wana lay here

lo⚿⚿⚿ (axry) ##NEUROSIS

https://soundcloud.com/emorave

cover art: @dj.spizdilremix

in the moment
i feel hopeless
break me broken
shattered focus
im still holding
you dont know this
tried to control me
u be on broke shit

spark hit ghost it
want u to notice
i postpone it
front door stay open
mail pack hit oh shit
xmr real ghost shit
dropped a pill its a potion
all my friends got motion

i was born with the sickness
they aint never gave permission
all my substances illicit
oxy pain but i kicked it
all my thoughts getting cryptic
i dont wanna fuckin miss it
catch a moment where im in it
live for it but last a minute

emorave - hoe shit (kojo)

prod @rubbishrubbish

i jus dropped a pill in the drink i cant walk right
nodded off to much lost my breath i cant talk right
i cant let go wanna die but im terrified
i love you so much but we cant get the time right

see u tonight  
come close when the moods right
sleep holding u its too nice
scared to fuck it up i wanna do it right

i can never do it right
fuck my life up but it feels nice
orange oc 40 railed two lines
how u gon relapse over two lines

i dont feel so good about goodbyes
seconds i would live in for lifetimes
i dont wanna live by the guidelines
spend my fucking life in the sidelines

waste my time
try to act fine
shawty so fine
always ride with a crime
skye capture all our good times

20 milligrams imma sleep skip a whole day
ketamine in my leg got me flyin no way
i jus showed her my whole stash she like no way
i dont fuck with that sprayed shit i smoke propane

say it straight im not tryna play ur fkin mind games
i wake up take my pills try to have a good day
routine episodes dont waste ur energy
hate how much i love how i feel on amphetamines

its okay sometimes i feel okay
its okay shawty ull be okay
its okay we all gon be okay
when i hold u close i feel okay

we gon be okay
promise me youll stay
something in the way
i cant see my face
i just run away
but this time ill stay
time with you cant waste
i belong in places

different every day
wanna keep you safe
please dont walk away
need to see your face
i wont get in your way
all work and no play
i work just to stay
keep my head in place

fuck saying goodbye i want to live forever prod. rubbish

**ρɾσƚҽƈƚισɳʂρҽʅʅ ##ԃɠƚʅ**

prod. latrodectus

ON ALL PLATFORMS NOW!

i don't need saving
i'll just stay how you made me
you no longer faze me
our fire's burning out
i finally feel like i can breathe

what happened to me?
emotions fading
what does this all mean?
let it go like did i ever mean a thing?
i cannot,
i'm breaking apart i feel it coming
sinking in my bed i can't move
like what did you do?

i don't need saving
i'll just stay how you made me
you no longer faze me
our fire's burning out
i finally feel like i can breathe

IDONTNEEDSAVING (all plats)

Things are crazy out there. There are 2 ways to go, the good & the bad way.  Choose wisely.

bridge burner / nothing learner

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