feature from @820
mastered by @0rch_id
prod me

(avast)
I think i’m tired need to lay down
ill make it thru somehow
its too much, i’m gonna drown out
u looked a lil deeper tell me what u found

i’m in the club, ur not invited
its gone, if i dont like it
I call the shots, dont need a sidekick 
I wanna be alone and hide it

gone again, u wouldn’t know
all the feelings I couldn’t show
i’m going out in the snow
need to go on whats showing

all alone in the sky
sticking to myself I’m shy
falling through in the night
do i tell her when its over? say goodbye?

(nosgov)
im pouring some substances
i pour too much just to exist
cant wait to go all wrong with it
i have to go along with it

please walk with me please dont leave
and when its getting hard to breathe
addiction taking over me
please hold my soul when i cant breathe

im screaming outloud
i stay in the dark
fucked up on my part
end up in a fight

gone again ft. nosgov

@prodpitfall
prod me + @kojowav

[pitfall]
red and blue pills
like its 3d
copy what i do 
like a cd
take another 2
it aint easy 
yeah they follow what i do they wanna b me 

really i dont pay attention
can u please get the fuck up out my mentions 
h&k it got extentions
on the top of the roof with intervention

[emo]
go, go away
i dont feel okay ;~;
i wont do what u say
cant wait, theres no delay..

we're falling out
i tried 2 calm u down
its just me left now :c
im slowly bleeding out :c

u always wore me down :(
its so dark n its storming out
hollow eyes watching snow fall down o__o
its no surprise that i dont know how ._. 

[pitfall]
its just me vs. me
walk in n i spend about 3
cant decide who to be
ill stick around but i cant guarantee

shout out uly thats my bro, forever
she say that we dont talk alot, i think its for the better
i just wish i could forget her
yeah i think im lucky walkin round i got horseshoes on my sweater

i feel like im sg, can u blame me?
i dont keep a xd, im the same me 
and if u wanna feature gotta pay me
yeah im past all that shit I know u hate me

spotify ^w^

i dont feel okay +pitfall prod. emorave & kojo

guitar by @gl0wrm, drums split, all other production and mixing by me

cover art also by me

lyrics

[ intro / chorus : @sprigtek]

i think i turned 
bad
i
said
it wouldn’t take long
thats
why 
you’re turning your back
i 
knew
you’d be gone

do i get inside your head
too 
much
will you regret 
me
this once?

kept up by these 
thoughts 
that 
i cant outrun

[ verse 1 : @sprigtek ]

almost dead
but u breathe your light into me

i fight what i feel
when it gets to me

i send awful chills
down your spine
when i say
i’m the downhill descent
in your life

tell me what
are you trying to get from me?

looking close
as u wait for the death of me

u should know, 
if u stay you’ll get sick with me
then get sick of me

[ verse 2 : @gl0wrm ]

wish I felt nothing
watch it fall away
I say something
Im waiting for the day
u dont notice
and idc at all
I can’t show this
At all 
I wish I felt nothing
watch it fall away
I say something
Im waiting for the day
that u dont notice
and idc at all
I can’t show this

cover up my eyes
when im with u a part of dies
I see u from far away
I got nothing I even wanna say
u dont notice shit
fall back and breath thru it
I see u from far away
I got nothing I even wanna say

[ outro / chorus : @sprigtek ]

i think i turned 
bad
i
said
it wouldn’t take long
thats
why 
you’re turning your back
i 
knew
you’d be gone

do i get inside your head
too 
much
will you regret 
me
once?

i see something u dont wanna know...

[ end ]

downhill + gl0wrm

https://youtu.be/NN69KdiXpr0

write my name on the paper
spill the blood for a favor
still got the cross on my neck
and your bitch still throwing it back
I’m smoking cali pack from the US
ecstasy make you feel like a princess
I just hit the plug on whatsapp 
she look in my cup like what’s that

rick owens on my jeans
I just put double c’s on my feet
ask your bitch how I been
I’m off the lsd in a dream
and they wanna be me
they really think I don’t see
she really think I’m mean
she still fuckin on me yuh

I’m in the fuckin Benz like a german 
rich gang like birdman
bad bitch she persian 
she hold my shank in her birkin
bag
I fell in love with the bag
I’d sell my soul for the bag

they wannna know how I did it
It’s a secret
I get the prada and I flip it
to some retards
you playing the game can’t hack it
she looking good like a pageant 
I keep a blade and a hatchet

beauty pageant +redpriest mv in desc

bug vs. bugself

track 1 . help myself
production. @s3r3n3gr4c3

track 2 . save me
production. @inssekt

track 3 . i try to lie to myself
production. @inssekt

track 4 . sink into the sheets
production. unknown
features. @gl0wrm

track 5 . baby
production. @inssekt
features. @7senss @emorave

track 6 . stitch me up
production. @stellathepixie @flooddubs
features. @stellathepixie

track 7 . breathe
production. @inssekt @kojowav
features. @blackwinterwells

track 8 . i hurt myself
production. @deathmetalsif @1dgtl

bonus track 8 . i try to lie to myself
reproduction. @47birdyy

breathe ft blackwinterwells

i feel so bad
watch it fly past
wanna go back
i jus wan cash
no chill, im spazzed
i done made racks
always place last
chew, it hit fast

nod im passed out
i dont cash out
i been blacked out
wanna crash out
im jus not allowed
she gon find out
we gon fall out
to high cant count
im gon pass out

ketamine, i cant see
u cant lie on team

u jus fuckin bite the lure
mindlessly, i keep blades on me
she fly to me

i dont care bout you, just text to me
im too high cant read

imma pharmacy
theres no price to me
copiers they all nice to me

want life for free
die with me
no privacy

hiding but
they findin me
no price, delete

talk to me
what do you need
im yours to keep

promise me
watch me bleed
keep god with me

thought i could control myself but i was wrong
thought i could just help myself but i was wrong
all for nothing i want something help me god
right before i die is where i wanna be

biting pills prod. jolst & homesick

i dont notice but u take it away
i know thats evil in nature
i dont try to play that game
i ate the meds but u took it away
why r u so evil to me 
am i fucking stupid
am i bout to od cause i swear
im barely moving
in my body like its narcan
u laughing like you blew it
if u see my <3 stop
listen to the music
can i find my soul in my life
dont need a movie
take it like a picture
on the wall where i put it
you can't save it like your image
you had to spoof it
#9 wearing faggot
i just know you' re a loser!
u can stay in ur delusion aah
fucking say it u js ruin it
aaaaaa
and now im never fucking over it
bc of u
always gone but now im sobering
ye it is something new !

narcan

prod @kggn @ginsengxx

leave me alone
just like everyone else does
i cant feel my bones
i dont really care if i overdose

i dont feel home
wanna throw up its too much
but i cant go
ill look half dead when i show up

i dont wanna grow up
i just wanna die you keep me alive
i dont wanna fly home
really fucking hate saying goodbye

really dont hate me
i was sure i saw it in your eyes
really cant blame you
sorry im so hard to trust

ill let myself out
dont try to help me
want to erase you
want to erase me
cant se my feelings
nothing has meaning
love to stop breathing
high on the ceiling

push ill stop pulling
im gone im going
im always lower
theres nothing growing
whats wrong with knowing
but when the phone rings
and i see ur name
everythings glowing

half dead prod. kuru & ginseng

@7senss @inssekt
prod @5vexe @silversxo @with3rx

inssekt & senses - disaster (5v + silver + with3r)

it just don't cut it to hate it u gotta love it
explain it until its nothing u love it when ur the subject
pull us into your stomach and throw up into the bucket
in cover when ur in public u love to feel so above it

pull us into your nothing
sorry we saw it coming
sorry they saw it coming
you'll never get to stop running
u think you're so fucking cunning
flexing your victim budget
wait for ur friends to cut it
destroy yourself oh i love it

watch you keep up the cycle
all u wan be is viral
oh im so suicidal
look at my perfect smile
you act like a fucking child
cant pull me into your spiral
i know ur not in denial

wake up
ur so fucking stuck
im so fucking cut
hate your fucking guts
tell me loosen up
oh ur all i have
shut the fuck up
i gave you all i had
told me that id be dead
"if u don't come with us"
u make no fucking sense
act like ur 21
bitch ur like 28
grow the fuck up
ill say it to your face
dare u to show up

spotify

bridge burner / nothing learner

@emorave :) <3
prod taylor morgan + shinju

Say you didn’t notice
Take it back 
then i left with your heart broken
My bad :(
I couldn’t explain my emotions
It’s sad
I’ll get better and i know this,
Cause i have

You were honest,
I went to the pond and thought about it
Reflecting to my core, present harnessed
To have you by my side is the best
I wanna touch your skin and kiss your neck
Everything i say, i meant


emo:

oh yuh
dont go, yuh
i cant be alone, yuh
west, thats where i wan go

dont act like you know shit
all them pills had me broke, shit
fell in love with opiates
now im up cuz kicked that shit

i dont wanna be here, shitt
it can all go downhill so quick
i wanna be more than this
dont ask bout it cuz im over it