emorave

(SHUFFLE RECOMMENDED)

well well well, both kuneecoore playlists hit their limit so heres a continuation once again 💀

kuneecoore I: https://on.soundcloud.com/8CdW25ZhUc4baxtQ7

kuneecoore II: https://on.soundcloud.com/HENsTfzJUAoPxt1JA

kuneecoore III

uh huh  
im gone
i passed out
blacked out

wanna break out, leave me alone
first time
full dose

uh huh
im god
i cant stay long
i forgot

take another, it dont last long
please stop
im lost

uh huh
drippin blood
thats enough
on the run

cut urself
go on walks
gotta help
we can talk

never leave the block
always bad luck
i got bad blood
i cant choose love

i dont love shit
dont wanna be this
i cant focus
opiate fix

im so broken
i cant be fixed
treat me like shit
unsafe what i mix

different color pills
who cares what i feel
i dont wanna live
who cares if im real

chasing prod. jolst & cutspace

it just don't cut it to hate it u gotta love it
explain it until its nothing u love it when ur the subject
pull us into your stomach and throw up into the bucket
in cover when ur in public u love to feel so above it

pull us into your nothing
sorry we saw it coming
sorry they saw it coming
you'll never get to stop running
u think you're so fucking cunning
flexing your victim budget
wait for ur friends to cut it
destroy yourself oh i love it

watch you keep up the cycle
all u wan be is viral
oh im so suicidal
look at my perfect smile
you act like a fucking child
cant pull me into your spiral
i know ur not in denial

wake up
ur so fucking stuck
im so fucking cut
hate your fucking guts
tell me loosen up
oh ur all i have
shut the fuck up
i gave you all i had
told me that id be dead
"if u don't come with us"
u make no fucking sense
act like ur 21
bitch ur like 28
grow the fuck up
ill say it to your face
dare u to show up

spotify

bridge burner / nothing learner

prod @rubbishrubbish

this 
again
go home
i know you know

its me
again
broke up 
my soul

no please
dont go
i need u
i know you know

i cant eat
decompose
so im free
from the pain

couldnt breath
on them beans
shoulda knew me
when i was clean

new me
emmie
is it me
is there me

oh god
its not enough
you cant save me ill break you down

what now
wake up
sunrise
new day

same pain
im still the same
im stuck in chains
cant get away

chains prod. rubbish

prod @rubbishrubbish

dont wake in the night
just dont leave ill show you im alright
gotta change my whole entire life
tired, i dont care, do this or you'll die
i dont wanna die

all i have is life
nobody can save me
distant, out of sight
fix it by my lonely
wake up called in bed
so i get up
dont know what comes next
it never let up

woah, woah
got a poem on my wall, yeah it let me know
got some friends, told me what i need to know
got some friends, they like ketamine i know
only hang with junkies, yeah i know
i think deep down it was getting old
i think deep down i already know
gotta hold on, stop letting go

stop, i cant think wrong
recognize think i hear the same song
paranoid think i hear something wrong
reminisce how didnt i see wrong
hear some kid tapping at the windows
see nothing when i turn my head tho
hear a noise coming from the kitchen
no ones downstairs in the kitchen

so i listen
lock my doors, curl up and i listen
i dont whats real and whats figments
used to be the one who could listen
used to be someone you could live with

now im stuck, lonely, cuz i give in
wake up sick sorry im just like this
wake up sick sorry gotta take this
didnt relapse yet im still winning
i can still feel im still living
feel my heart make sure its still beating
how can i show that im better
have some blind trust even if its fleeting

so depressed when i saw you leaving
pull apart, stessed, start seeing things
i talk way too fast i dont listen
i want you to know why it hurts now
show you why im at my worst now
i need eyes on all my worst hours
took away the pain it hurts now
watch me crash and burn i cry out

fleeting/leaving prod. rubbish

prod @rubbishrubbish

lost time ill never get that back
heart stopped when you looked at me like that
felt like ive never even been looked at
thought i lost you all but i got you back

i used to take it like i deserved that
after a bad day i deserve that
after some pain it felt like i earned that
but nobody ever fuckin deserves that

nobody ever really deserves shit
put on this planet get taken off it
all this behavior somehow i learned it
now somehow i gotta learn stop it

wake up and check my door i locked it
wake up and break my only promise
why did i think it would be instant
why dont i ever trust the process

why cant i ever just be honest
stupid girl, i wake feelin nauseous
stupid world, everything is garbage
stupid girl, you knew you were toxic

everything is stupid little bargains
do i do good or do i feel good
so i take paths of least resistance
end up in places full of sickness

stop that
step back
dont let back
i had to hear that

feel like i feel like im different
feel like i feel like i did it
didnt i, i just wan be in it
if im kidding ill end it all with quickness

if im kidding ill end it all with swiftness
i cant be present cuz then ill wreck it
demon i demon feel it hiding
why cant i cant express it

stupid world prod. rubbish

prod @rubbishrubbish

i dont wanna be alone again
i always end up like this
its always my fault
i lost control
let it all go
let it all go
i am poisonous stay away
legs restless so i stay awake
im used to this pain
useless, insane
always afraid
always afraid

instant attachment its dog life
redid the flow now its godlike
i can buy you anything u want like
i dont wanna die
hours i cried
sad so i roll and fuckin spark up
hate it when im wrong im fucking stuck up
if i dont know you shut the fuck up
i got bad luck
i do bad stuff

all this shit i do is really fucked up
i cant fuckin stop self destructing
such a bad habit that its part of me
please im dying
just need one thing
lie to you again i feel disgusting
how can i expect you to trust me
hold me fucking once and i start crushing
but you dont love me
you think im lusting

you assume i dont have real feelings
that i just play with u to feel things
you know nothing bout the pain that i deal with
i feel real shit
it just hit quick
mixin up the molly like some bisquick
feels like nothings ever gonna fix it
so much trauma i cant even list it
i dont fit in
not realistic

poison_2 prod. rubbish

you always made me happy

with drums:
https://soundcloud.com/rs2k/thinking-about-you

thinking of you

digital heart

i beg u listen to my new music

https://www.instagram.com/tkyoangel

https://open.spotify.com/track/6dGzyNtHjwhhHgLlRn4igt?si=lo6dIFoeRo6IDiEVCELMtQ&dl_branch=1